cant decide if i forgot how to draw after my holiday 😶🌫️

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cant decide if i forgot how to draw after my holiday 😶🌫️
Ugh...not sure if it’s the crappy, gloomy weather, but I’m getting sad over stupid shit and the negative part of my mind is sorta getting the better of me. I hate this. -sigh-
am i the only one who completely shuts out everyone/everything when I’m sad/bothered/generally in a horrible mood?