Dec 4, 2018
Maybe deleting my account don't know yet
Hello my lovely followers since tumbler is having a fit I may never post on here cause be "offensive" so if wanna follow my art work go to the link I'll post more often
Pony OC. 11 likes. Artist
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Maybe deleting my account don't know yet
Hello my lovely followers since tumbler is having a fit I may never post on here cause be "offensive" so if wanna follow my art work go to the link I'll post more often
Pony OC. 11 likes. Artist
I’m really starting to get my shit together. I have a job, next month I’m going to go to school again to get my general certificate for university entrance and everything is kind of going well. But while I actually should be happy I really am not. I’m trying to be happy and grateful - I really am. But I can’t ignore the feeling that it somehow all doesn’t feel right. I have a terrible longing to crash again and fuck my life up. I want to take drugs, drink too much alcohol, be a jerk to everyone, be agressive and do whatever the fuck I want. Just like I was a little more than a year ago. I want to live on the streets not caring about anyone but myself. I feel like being caged in my own life. I don’t feel free anymore. I don’t have the feeling that I’m living. And although “everything is going so well” I want to kill myself more than ever. I think I don’t belong here in this world. Maybe I shouldn’t actually be here. Maybe the universe made a mistake. Maybe if I kill myself I’ll finally find peace. Maybe I’ll find the place that I belong.