Jul 27, 2022
Perspective..
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Perspective..
Meh...
The no-news from Mayo put me in a bad/self-loathing/nowhere to go but down mood...stuffed my face with the wrong stuff and didn’t go to the gym...
And again I say meh... it’s all in my head, right?
It’s absolutely terrible for me to say this but the past 3 weeks all I can possibly think of is death. This whole summer I went without thinking about it, it was really awesome actually. But now these thoughts in my head are back, and I don’t know how to make them leave.. I don’t think they’re going to, maybe I will.