#mayoyearn

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I miss d3rlord3 man

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Its so weird to write/say Derek, cuz I didnt even really 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 know him yk,, like,,,thats D3rLord3,,,

I feel like I dont have the right to call him that or something idk,,

Ts is so stupid

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I need to kill it. Need to beat it to a bloodied pulp. Need it to bleed out on the floor and then beat it up again. No. Worse. I need it tortured. I need it gone. I hate it so much.

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When will it stop being an allegory or metaphor for grief :(

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At least a these other averys can have their dereks, there's solace in that.