#mayumiart

[glitchyxwitchy]

You Know I love You Guys

I haven’t been as active these last few days, actually I wasn’t even on a full day. And it made me realize how much I missed you guys, your positive messages and attitudes and all the encouragement and fun. I really missed that, I have just been confused, just the usual not knowing what i want to do in life, and the worry that I’ll just end up letting life pass me by because my anxiety gets in the way. But when i’m here on tumblr it always feels homey and safe, like I don’t have to worry about that and I just wanted to say thank you, for being you!

(This was something I drew awhile ago for the hearts for jack tag and i’m still proud of it because drawing hands SUCK- but I just wanted to give you all a little love and say thanks and try in my weird short way how much you mean to me and how much you all deserve happiness, love, support, everything!)

[candlelit-creatixns]

This was my second drawing I did, my first being Sam! I still find this so cute and would love to do one in the future to see how much it changes!

[glitchyxwitchy]

Yay! My camera batteries finally charged and I got around to uploading this. So what do you think @gum-xx-drop ? Did it turn out okay? It’s a little sloppy and not the best handwriting and it’s too small to really read good, but i’m actually happy with it! I think it would be fun to do one in Autumn colors so I may do that one next! I did a simple leaf shape I didn’t know what else to do at the moment but doing this has brought so many ideas up like one for coffee, Halloween, Winter and some for music, I want to do a PMA one as well. Anyways sorry it took so long to post this! And thank you for the suggestion!! I find it really motivating knowing i’m making something for some reason, I actually need to paint something for a friend of my Mom’s and i’m really excited about it, it’s a little crazy to me at how fun I find it to make something for someone. So to Gum and anyone reading this, if you would like to leave a suggestion please do! And it doesn’t have to be word art like this, I can try other things, but bare in mind I am new to artsy stuff so i’m not the best at it yet, but i’ll get there, plus doing new things can help me learn so! 

[glitchyxwitchy]

SO, here is the art for hitting 20 million!! And wow I don’t know if i’m never not going to be amazed saying that. 20 million new family/friends, that’s so amazing!  @therealjacksepticeye I suppose I should say CONGRATULATIONS!! What an amazing thing to happen, ooh if only it waited 4 more days than we could say 8/18/18 but hey today was perfect because I have waited so long (not really) to post this art!! I’m so nervous about it because besides my first ego art, this is my first art for the community and i’m really happy with how it turned out! I am so so proud of you, I really really am! I know it may be weird to say but you mean so much to me Sean, you’ve helped me through some bad times, you’ve helped me become the better version of myself, I’ve learned so much about myself this year, i’ve made so many friends because of you. I’m..not lonely anymore.Gosh i’m never lonely anymore because of this community. And I can’t ever thank you enough, I really can’t. I like to think of you as my friend, and I hope you can think the same for all of us, we have been here for so long, not just because of the games or the egos or anything like that, sure maybe we came for that but we stayed for you.  I don’t really know where i’m going with any of this, actually non of it makes since, but I wanted to try and show how much you mean to me- to us. So from the bottom of my heart, Thank You. Thank you for everything you do, from making videos to merch, and for just caring about us. Thank you for the smiles and laughs, the tears of joy and sadness, thank you for being you! This is the end of my message, I just have a few things I want to add. But I think this is it for (I just saw how long this is, i’m so sorry) this book sized message- Tags: @jackjames-exe @jacksoopticboop @glixbitch @jaguarwood101 (Sorry if you didn’t want to be tagged, let me know if I should remove you!) And I just wanted to say a quick thank you to this amazing community, you’ve helped me so much as well! I’ve interacted more with people than I have in a long time, and i’ve missed it, it’s hard for me to talk with people, but you guys make it easier so thank you! I love you all and I hope you like my art, this is for you guys as much as it is for Sean. So, to 20 MILLION and to Many Many more! <3 ~Love, Mayumi

[glitchyxwitchy]

So I finally finished this drawing! And I am so happy with it! And I finished it on a good day (totally not planned). How are you guys liking Trench? I absolutely Adore it, I just want to hug and listen to it forever- (is that creepy-)  Anyway, just gonna tag a couple people who wanted to be tagged/may like it! @jaguarwood101 @jacksoopticboop 10/5/2018 - finished. 

[candlelit-creatixns]

This was my first hand drawing, I know not the best, but i’m really happy with how it turned out! And man is hands hard, I thought it was exaggerated but no it really is as hard as people say it is. Also sorry about the lighting, i’m still working on it!  @jaguarwood101 (Hey love, didn’t know if you wanted tagged on my art blog or my main blog, though I don’t post much art there. I can if you like!)

[candlelit-creatixns]

This is my first drawing, well kinda. It all started from me drawing a little Septic Sam in this little book I had, than I drew one in my sketch book which was my first drawing, but sadly that one is kinda dirty from the sketch book missing it’s cover, so I didn’t take a picture of that one, my second one was of Tiny Box Tim, which I think is in my folder somewhere. And than this one came a long, which I was super proud of, and still am, It’s just so cute, I want to make it in digital art sometime. :) Anyway this is a start of many! @glitchyxwitchy is my mine blog!

[glitchyxwitchy]

Painting-

Alright, I just got done painting my Mom’s birthday gift, and i’m really happy with how it turned out. It was supposed to be so many things till I finally found what I wanted to paint, I was also really nervous, because she tells me to paint on canvas more, but I don’t normally because to me it’s supposed to be for your best works and I never know if mine will be good enough, but since it was her for her I did it on a canvas and i’m happy I did!! Also cleaning up sucks, does anyone know any good tricks at cleaning brushes and their palette?  So at first it was going to be a peony, but than I quickly found out, i’m not ready for that yet, and had a mini panic attack about having started and can’t throw the canvas away, than I used Gesso to ‘fix’ it which helped and than I went on my long search till I finally found the one-

Also, it’s 3:52 AM and I haven’t slept since 11:24 yesterday- I know it’s not the best, and the lighting isn’t that good either but I had flash to work with okay- it’s early.