Nov 15, 2015
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#birthday #mcaleers
Well. Let's talk for a second.
I'll just give you the bad news first. I didn't place. I got a Premiership Award. I am so disappointed with myself. I kind of wanted to cry, but I just couldn't. My wig and makeup were fine, but my dress was too long and a little big. I could have lost some points there... And the adjudicator kept giving me the worst death stares ever. It was so uncomfortable, it was like she hated my guts or something. I danced okay, but I don't feel like I danced my best. I came last in the warm up dance, and second last in the Premiership. I didn't get the results that I wanted today. I'm very embarrassed, I came all the way here for what feels like nothing. But I have two little trophies, so. Not all is lost. But I can't let myself get discouraged. I have our school feis next month so I can focus on that and bring myself back up again. And cozcat, it was SO good seeing you! Congratulations again on your results today, you did so well!
Well, today's the day.
I'm at breakfast at the moment, I'm having fruit salad and yoghurt. I feel sick, but I'm not sure whether it's nerves or not. I've been feeling this nausea for about two weeks and I'm not sure what's going on. Could be PMS, for all I know. It wouldn't surprise me. :P But, I'm very excited! I hope I do well. :)