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Y’know, I know most people don’t care, because I saw it today, but just flat out refusing to listen to someone when they try to explain themselves is...really rude. Even if they’re not explaining it well, it wouldn’t kill you to be patient. We tried to explain something today and the body wound up shaking for about an hour. The bipolar still has us depressed, almost 4 hours later. I just...you expect...us to handle this. Tell us we’re not valid in our feelings and then refuse to let us explain, because we don’t fit one person’s idea of a rigid structure on a spectrum. We’re no less median than anyone else, just because we lean towards multiple!
“We're all one person, we're just different sides with different outlooks, and that doesn't really mean that those different views make us different. Anyone can look at something from more than one side, and that doesn't make them a full system. It's our attachment to the core that makes us median. But it's hard to explain that, even for me, and I'm the logic facet!”
^This is how I can explain us given time to process and think. I was not allowed that time. We’re a median system, because we are all codependent on one another. All of us put together are the core that made us. We can’t make it without one another somewhere along the line, and we most certainly have times where were we each our own individual person, we would have most likely broken down and never recovered. But because it’s easier to think of us as us, and sign each other’s messages to say who is thinking what, and treat each other like people rather than fragments, we’re not a median system anymore, apparently. No, we have to be a “full system,” because “that’s not what median is!”
I’m sorry. I’m mad and I needed to vent somewhere where the people who made Tim nearly make the body have an anxiety attack wouldn’t see. I just think that maybe, you should give people the benefit of the doubt when they fall on a spectrum, even if they don’t fit your idea of it.
-Mod McGee