#mcr rambles

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RAMBLE POST!!-MCR/IM NOT OKAY VERSE

This is me just rambling about Illi McMillan. Or well I guess now that I'm looking over it, it's just yearning for her.

RAMBLES UNDERNEATH!

Guhh Illi McMillan the women you are...

This girl has been plauging my mind this entire month and yet EVERYTIME I draw her I can't do her justice. It's so FRUSTRATING.

She's just so pretty it's not fair, like I don't want to be a woman but if I ever had to be one- I'd want to be as pretty as her dude. (Also, I acknowledge Illi is literally Gerard, but shut the fuck up. I don't know HOW he did it- but he somehow made himself a completely different person in that music video)

Her hair is so pretty too. I wish I could run my fingers through it, brush it, wash it even, I don't care. Such a pretty hair cut, it's not fair.

And oh my God, again, I just can't shut up about how beautiful she is. Her lips, her eyes, her lips, did I say lips? Her nose, her cheeks, her everything oh my God.

If I could paint a mural of her like how people used to commissions paintings of them, I would. I'd paint hundreds of paintings of her, even just parts of her in order to hone in on every detail of her beauty. I'd do it.

i don't know why this is happening, but I love that women (and also really don't hope this isn't a phase because this is gonna be a hella awkward post).

[twisted-bonez]

if gerard ever went on the masked singer, i’m way too confident that i would know immediately. not just because of the clues but the second he starts singing, i would recognize his voice because his voice is ingrained into my brain. realistically i probably wouldn’t know for a bit but i like to think that i’m just that good

[f0undati0ns0fdecay]

please. i have to go into the office tomorrow. think of the children. i am going to be 80 years of age losing my mind in the nursing home