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[moonsmultimusings]

@mcssages sent: ❛ you truly are too good for this world. ❜ from Chaesun to Yoosung (in case you didn't know) ☾

Ever since she'd first arrived, Yoosung had felt that Chaesun had a way with words. She knew just want to say to the other members to find her place in the RFA, and he was no exception. He wasn't sure how she did it, but she was always so kind. Like a bright light shining its way into their chat logs and warming all of them up. For a bit, he'd believed that had more to do with her position. She had taken up Rika's position, so of course she would have to be this kind force that helped others, right? But he'd come to realize that this was seen by others more as a dismissal of her talents than a compliment of them, no matter how strongly he may have meant it as the latter.

So he'd done what he could to try to move on. To finally push himself to work through the circumstances surrounding Rika's death, for her sake. It was the least he could do for someone like her. While much had happened since he'd made that resolution, he hoped that none of it amounted to backsliding on his part. As difficult as it had been to apply himself wholeheartedly to anything after the tragedy, she brought that desire back out in him.

And she still found the time to compliment him about it? “Huh? Too good? You think I'm 'too good' for this world?” He had to repeat the statement a couple of times to ensure he'd heard it right, and to give it time to set in his mind. Of course, his rising intonation made him sound more like a dog that had had just been offered a walk. If he would have had a golden tail to match his dyed hair, it would have been wagging.

“I try, anyway… I want to be good for you, Chaesun!” He wanted to be the sort of guy that she would find respectable. If she could see something like that in him, rather than the kid that the rest of the RFA still saw him as… “You've done so much for all of us at the RFA.” Not only in planning their next party, but in supporting everyone throughout their chats. “I just want to make sure you know how important you are to all of us. To me especially.” Maybe he wasn't equipped to speak for everyone else, but his own feelings were more than enough.

While he did try to give a more collected response, this also didn't stop him from narrowly trying to contain his excitement. She really felt that way about him! He must have seriously made it!

[ofhope]

"Don’t make me chase you." - for Seven.

It's an odd turn of words. Seven - Luciel? - Saeyoung tosses them about in his mind, chase you, chase you, chase you, but that doesn't make them more palatable. Saeyoung knows the definition. He's ran for as long as he could remember, chasing after sepia-toned memory, but he's always been in pursuit. He's been the one with banged-up knees and exhaustive breaths, he's the one that fills page after page with details, overviews, minute means to find the past he let slip from his fingers--

But she faces him now, beet-red cheeks, trying to grab onto the coattails he's tried to have snipped. No one's... he's never thought... it's too good to believe, too good to comprehend. Nausea builds, but all that comes from his mouth is stuttered half-sentences. Seven's guise slips from his face, clatters to the ground, and his visuals aren't blurred purely from his lack of lenses. Chaesun is still, waiting, and that almost makes it worse, doesn't it? To believe yourself never worth pursuing, but someone has taken up that idea, that burden, and instead of letting the message fall from her, instead of letting it fall behind her footsteps, she... waits.

"I'm --"

Sorry, he wants to say, because he's never really said it toward her, never really meant it toward her, but would that make the word mean more or less? Saeyoung bends to grab his glasses, worsening their smear with a hurried brush of his sleeve. They've only just settled into this life, yet Saeyoung almost fractured it... as with all delicate things when held in his clumsy grasp. In lieu of an untrustworthy voice, Saeyoung steps forward, arms seizing her in a comfortable, yet firm, grasp. You almost didn't get this, Saeyoung thinks, don't ruin it.

"I won't. I'm - I'm not, Chaesunny. I'm... I got..."

You almost didn't get this. Don't ruin it.

"Scared. So scared. Hah--I'm usually- by now, I've got a new name, a, ah, a new house. Apartment, sometimes. I don't have - or I have one of those now, and not the other. Thank you. I mean, I'm - sorry. So, so, so sorry. Old way of thinking, huh? I won't do that again. I can't. Not for you. I, I'm, I mean - not to you."

Saeyoung allows himself to relax, shoulders dropping, head balanced atop her own. His legs still itch to move, but he stills them; has to.

"I'm here. Thank you."

[ofamess]

you're scarily good at pretending to like me. - for caleb (also hi! wanted to send something sooner but i'm playing catch-up.)

a  small  chuckle  left  his  lips  for  a  moment.  "  Am  I?"  eyes  placed  onto  the  other  for  a  moment,  keeping  a  small  smile  on  his  face,  he  knew  his  feelings  could  be  there,  but  it  was  best  to  keep  them  hidden.  This  was  for  a  job  after  all  --  well,  more  like  a  request.  Keeping  his  cheerful  personality,  he  moved  to  place  his  arm  around  her  shoulders  and  pulled  her  closer  to  him.

"Don't  worry,  I  won't  make  you  fall  for  me.  But  I  will  play  the  perfect  boyfriend  as  long  as  you  need  me  to."

let's  get  trope-y. || accepting @mcssages

[braveryhearted]

“ you made pancakes? ” (for Jumin)

morning after starters

Even though Jumin was physically there in his kitchen when the other had walked in and saw the pancakes sitting on the table, old habits died hard and he texted Chaesun with the messenger chat they all used on a daily basis. A little face of him rarely smiling greeted her when opening up the app.

"While I could had ordered some, I decided to try to at least make the simplest of them. Which was just adding water and putting them into an automatic pancake maker that someone ordered behind my back. But I will forgive them". :D

Jumin seemed to be in a good mood but when is he not when Chaesun visits him and stays the night. And also knowing that the other was okay enough from yesterday to be up and walking around. Jumin's always worried about her safety from 'late night activities' with him.

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