seen from China
seen from Guatemala
seen from Malaysia
seen from Portugal
seen from United Kingdom
seen from United States
seen from Philippines
seen from United States
seen from Switzerland
seen from Indonesia
seen from Spain
seen from Bulgaria
seen from Indonesia
seen from Brazil
seen from Philippines
seen from Yemen
seen from China
seen from Brazil
seen from Malaysia
seen from Bulgaria
Will I see you again?
Perhaps. Perhaps not
But- I have to. I can't go on without you.
A laugh. Of course you can. You're stronger than you believe you are.
No. No, no, you can't!
It's alright. You can leave me. It'll be better this way.
WAI-
[connection lost]
Which MCYTer are you thinking of?
You sigh as you lay your head down to rest again on the stone cold ground beneath you. The days repeat over and over. They don't even feel like anything anymore. They're just the same, over and over and over for as long as you can remember. The only thing keeping you going is the thought maybe, one day, you'll make it out. Maybe.
Which MCYTer are you thinking of?
"You are coming down with me, hand in unlovable hand."
(Lyrics from No Children by The Mountain Goats)
Which MCYTer are you thinking of?
You remember someone, distantly, vaguely. You know their face better than your own, but every feature is blurred and unclear. They haunt you in your dreams, follow you through every single memory. You can't get them out. You can't erase them. You know them so well and yet you will never see them again. It's been, what, ten years? Fifteen? You don't remember. It's been so long.
Which MCYTer are you thinking of?
they were supposed to protect you. they promised no harm would befall you. yet it did.
you didn't want to become this.
and now a hardened eye looks down while walking past them.
(and distantly, you remember that you promised something as well)
Which MCYT-er are you thinking of?
.
It's so cold.
It's always been cold. You've always been cold. But why won't it go away? Why won't your fingers thaw or your bones stop shaking? Why won't it stop?
Which MCYTer are you thinking of?
"I learned to lie
I learned to grow
I learned to hold it for a while and let it go
I learned to take
I learned to keep
Please tell me someday I'll at least be able to sleep"
(lyrics from Easier by The Crane Wives) (tcw? In an mcyt blog? Impossible /silly)
The blinding light of the sun makes you squint your eyes as you adjust to the brightness. You hate being in bright lights, especially after *that* happened. You've tried so many times to heal, but every time, the pain just resurfaces and it feels like you're back there again.
Which MCYTer are you thinking of?
