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[incandescentflower]

me every morning when I wake up

[felinefractious]

Emmel Burnt Sugar [Pedigree]

🐱 Mandalay [Mandalay NZCF]

📸 Emmel Tonkinese

🎨 Chocolate

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[tremblingtides]

14

today was so nostalgic like maddie and me today was like maddie and me when we first started dating. i walked out to her car super excited to get her when she got back from her moms which is something i always did when we first started dating, then we were laying here playing i measage games like we always played and i’d win and she’d still wanna keep playing purely for my excitement, and now we are laying in our underwear; yes just like we used to when we first got together and we never had time nor privacy to lay naked like we do now. like i’m so honored to have gotten to love someone so speacial and beautiful, anything in life can’t amount to how much happiness she brings me and i’m so blessed to have her.

[incandescentflower]

The way Zen gripped Ryo's back.

I'll be living here for a while.

[incandescentflower]

So now we know that Peach is so passive in his love life because he has experienced severe domestic violence and so he simply kinda goes along, avoiding conflict in those kinds of relationships.

He's someone who wears kindness as a protective barrier. Gawd. I love him I love him I love him. I can't wait for him to really let Thee in and allow him to take care of him. I neeedddd iiit like I need air. This is gonna be a long week.

[incandescentflower]

@watchthisqqq reminded me of my list of all the things I loved about episode six of Fake Fact Lips when making a list for the special. (and I agree on all of those things for sure)

But I'm going to make my own list because it was so good and I am so sad that this drama is over.

Things I loved included:

1. Zen's laugh when they're shopping on their trip. I love that we only ever hear him laugh like this with Ryo. He literally threw his head back.

2. Zen being direct about wanting Ryo

3. This whole thing. I don't even know what to say.

4. Ryo's shocked reaction when Zen used his win to again propel their relationship forward and say they should move in together. I love that he has done this twice and Ryo still can't compute it.

5. Them bringing back the ten things conversation and Zen suggesting they compromise and each say 5 and that Zen's 5th thing is that he likes who he is when he's with Ryo.

6. The person who worked with the sheets on the drama continued their artistry in the special. Doing the Lord's work right here.

There were many others, but that's what I have now. They packed so much in this little episode and shared so much love of these characters with us.

[incandescentflower]

This could be the first drama I've watched where it draws that very direct line between insecurity and trust. Ryo clearly never considered that Zen could think of it as coming off as not trusting Zen and when he reframed everything he was feeling in that way and considered whether he truly trusted Zen, it was all looking a little different.

Because what Ryo was telling himself was "Zen will never love me as much as I love him" but what that reaction said to Zen was "I don't trust you to love me the way I want."

Ryo's fears are realistic and understandable. Zen's reaction to his fears make sense too.

I really appreciated that.