Yet Another Me-Centric Post
I'm making a post about this for a few reasons:
1) To keep anyone who's waiting for content from me informed on my current status on providing said content. 2) To inform those who simply want to keep up with how I'm doing for whatever reason. 3) Because I feel the need to kind of ramble about it, and there isn't really any other better place for me to do so at the moment. 4) It makes me feel slightly better having put this shit out somewhere, even if nobody reads it (this is kind of just an elaboration on point 3, but eh)
So, I think I'm still ill, and I'm suspecting I haven't actually had a viral infection in this past month or so, I think it's something else. I'm experiencing some weird not-quite pain around my heart region, not quite at the heart exactly, but right next to it. At the very least I don't have that pain when breathing anymore and that much has not returned, but I'm definitely needing to head back to the doctor's and plan to ask him to refer me for some more intensive/specific health testing. This shit is getting expensive, but I know that if I leave it it could potentially become a much greater problem that could have been easily treated had I gottened checked earlier, and it'd be more paranoia off my mind if I could actually find out what's wrong with my body atm.
To elaborate on why I don't think it's been a viral infection this entire time- there hasn't been a single other person I've passed the infection onto, not my Mother, my Grandmother, or even my Niece and Nephew, and that's in the entire month+ that I was experiencing the lung pain. Mayhap it was just luck, but that just makes me incredibly suspicious. The second reason is that not a single anti-inflammatory seemed to fully alleviate the discomfort, even when something did work, the discomfort was never 100% gone. The third reason: The pain went away and came back multiple times now, the first was after the initial week when it then stayed for a whole month, but I've been having smaller bouts of the beginnings of that pain on and off since getting "better", I was suspecting that it was related to my lack of physical activity, so I started doing some more exercise, which initially seemed to actually make the pain go away entirely, but now, like everything else I've tried, has stopped working. (On a side note: I've still continued with the additional fitness anyway, because it's good to do so regardless)
My hope is that this isn't anything major, and that I can actually get a proper diagnosis on wtf is going on here. I'm trying to keep a positive onset, but overthinking makes that extremely difficult as well as anxiety. I'm just thankful that at this point I actually have the money to pay for all these appointments, because had this happened less than 6 months ago, I would not have, and while my family still would have had enough to pay for it, I would have been very bothered by how expensive my health issues were becoming. That being said, the money thing is still an issue regardless, but point is: It's better now than it could've been, and it's at least easily manageable with my current amount of income.
Well, I think that's about it for the moment, you'll probably see more posts like this from me, as I just like to ramble to get shit off my mind. Like I said before: Whether anyone actually reads this shit or not, it doesn't really matter to me. But if you do, hey, thanks! I 100% understand if people don't, and don't care to though, because sometimes you just don't want another issue weighing on your mind (if you're the empathetic kind of person like I tend to be a lot, which is why I try to keep myself away from too much details about issues that aren't relative to me, because I won't be able to help and then I'll just get incredibly down about someone I barely even know). Okay, I'mma shut up and go do other shit now, catch ya'll later or something.
