#meanlingless

[phantomintermedia-blog]

This is for the meaningless work we had to do for intermedia concepts. Watching it render for an hour added to the meaningless...ness? 

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[emptysanity]

can i rant because i just.

well doesn't that sound familiar.

seriously people gotta chill. i like andy, sue me, im sorry. but honestly i don't understand, he's chiiilllllll. HE IS LIAMS FRIEND FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE. YOU. DON'T. KNOW. HIM.

okay just something short now onto my long and "meaningful" rant. i just need to sorry if you're actually reading thiis and get bored i just need to let this out somehow.

well. i'm a semi-realistic person when it comes to things that could happen. i know im not going to one day run into harry, liam, zayn, niall, and louis and instantly fall in love or because best mates, i know they're not going to see me in a crowd of fans and just think hey she seems cool lets befriend this girl. that'll obviously never happen. but seriously i read all this fanfiction all these imagines and i just wonder, how could would it really be just to actually be friends with these guys. because honestly, we all know this, they're pretty much normal 18-21 year old guys who just enjoy life, party hangout, laugh and basically live semi-normal lives.  to me, honestly, they seem like the most amazing guys that someone could ever know.  then i think about it, sure i love my friends and family, but honestly what would it be like to actually be friends with these guys, to really know them and be such amazing friends with them. idk about you but i wanna be friends with them, and i don't mean because they're rich and famous, but im talking about how down to earth and truly fun and chill these guys portray themselves to be. 

it just kills me inside to think that im obviously never going to meet them, get each other's numbers and just become best friends from there. i know im never going to live a life like one of those cute fanfics. honestly thats all i think about when i see these posts and tweets about people who have talked to them. like first those girls that get followed and probably dm random crap that isn't relevant to life. and all of those that are just plain out rude. 

i just idk. i make no sense to myself. im gonna go drown in fanfiction while listening to little things.

sorry for that meaningless rant. i just. im sorry.