#mediss

[7clubs]

been feeling nostalgic recently for my OCs (ok technically only glasses gal is my OC. but you know how it is when you adopt your friend's OC honorarily)

so naturally here's a million sketches I forgot to post. into my archival system, girls!

(she/her for both women in the couple, he/him for the poor ex lol)

[7clubs]

Happy birthday Mediss. And happy 10 years of being my OC :}

Her original. evil fantroll self in 2011 vs her now

shoutout to everyone who's followed me for this long!!! also she's trans now lol. here's to all the silly ocs that are so loved and bring us joy and the stories that persist.

[bizdengectibuisler]

Bu ne olum iki gundur dogum gununu kutluyolar ? Bu ne sevgi yahu :D Dogum gunun kutlu olsun ozaman :d

he yaaa cok sevıyom ben onları :D cok cok tesekkurler sdasda

[zedamalgam]

Hello, cCchild. ^vv^ I he&rd of wh&+ h&ppened +o you some +ime b&ck, &nd I would jusSs+ like +o le+ you know +h&+ I c&re &bou+ you very much. 0vv0 Do ge+ be++er soon!

==> The digitized voice interrupts your thoughts once more with this message and you tilt your head so that you can better hear the device. The way it pronounces the quirks sounds immediately familiar, and... Oh. It's Mediss, isn't it??==> Your brows raise as you listen intently... and... it's a little foolish, but even with the computerized voice lending a tinny, cold sound to his words, you're honestly. Touched.==> You feel a little ache behind the eyes that aren't there anymore, and a tightness in your throat. It's uncomfortable and annoying, but.==> You're sure you needed to hear that. Really.

[o-bliterate-blog]

1 OFFLINE MESSAGE RECEIVED: De&r OberosSs. +hough we h&ven'+ +&lked mucCch, i+ w&s & ple&sure knowing you. & very bel&+ed wriggling d&y gree+ing +o you, I &ssume. Good luck in +he fu+ure &nd m&y you live long... Ple&sSse +&ke good c&re of C&eli. +h&nk you for every+hing. ~Mediss Haddre.

...==> Re-read the message once more, your fingers brushing over the scrolling wheel on your mouse as you contemplate the message left to you by the now-deceased. You regret not having known a man who holds... who held so much importance in Caeli's life any more thoroughly than you did. He seemed to you, from only so few conversations of your own and stories told by Caeli herself, to be quite a kind person. A thoughtful and patient gentletroll.You save the message, and you certainly hope that you will help to guide Caeli down the road to her future like he once did.

[o-bliterate-blog]

Wherein consolation is given

==> You wanted to write 'I lOve yOu' for a moment there. For 14 moments, really. You sat there and stared at your Pesterchum account and you meditated on it intensely. Because you do. You love Caeli. However, the fact that you do not mean it in a flushed manner is what kept you mincing, and ultimately prevented you from saying so. Love is for your red quadrant, and you do not want Caeli to be your mate. You love her in a different way. But you're not sure WHAT way. It's not red, but it's also not pale. And it's deeper than your love for almost all of your other relations. It's deeper, and it's different - as if it's its own species of love, and something uncharted in any of your texts on culture and history. OBEROS: Return to your paperwork.