Self - Portrait: The moment a funk began and it wasn't about the music! It's a wrench to acknowledge weight gain To realise you lived under weight then went on to fluctuate and remain mostly at an obese weight. In a week of treats which maybe should or should not have happened im celebrating my mind change. People can attack you for: the way menopause affected you For not looking as good as they expected you too or looking better than they want you too! For not aging gracefully and not still keeping it together All of that energy connects It was a time strangely enough I remember being consistently asked: what is your next move? I still don't know why or to whom that would be important too? I cannot remember now how I answered that question maybe subconsciously given what went on to transpire and still lurks around to this day, I would have said kokingly; too unintentionally gain more weight until I learn how to replace the dopamine and alot of other things have upped and gone away! It was an outfit I once wore whilst slimmer on a very happy holiday in Spain Sometime later I would completely fill it out as my life began to transition, as I began to develop a strong interest in spiritualism, and evolving more than just my 5 senses. Now that was not at all scary to me at the time but I came to understand that would actually freak others out and in some strange way escalate a form of possessiveness! I love to create faces even from a scrub of paint a face appears @naturalflowismstudios Where Therapy is the Process! @laviniadesigns #spirituality #spiritualism #mediumship #clairaudient #mediumshipdemonstration #spiritualistunion #clairvoyance #clairvoyance https://www.instagram.com/p/CMrkJmWHQL4/?igshid=4ca75en84059
