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Queen of nothing

You think you are so great don't you

Better than me

Better than them

You think your are a queen

But let me tell you something you are not

A queen has grace

You have none

A queen is a good leader

You don't lead

If you were so great you wouldn't have to tell everyone

Because they would simply see

You are the Queen of nothing

You could be great perhaps if you were more humble

If you would stop holding your head up so high

And looking down on others

You are Queen of yourself

But if you were a queen you'd be overthrown

By all the people you look down on

You wouldn't be around long

So enjoy it while you can

You are good but not great

And compared to the best you are mediocre

Queen of nothing

Assume your throne

Fake your greatness

Of the unknown

Acting snotty

Big ole' Ego

Inflated self worth

Prepare yourself because I am coming for you

That thrown you've built of stones

Is about to come down

Good day to the wanna be who will never be

Anything other than an afterthought

Once I get crowned

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R.I.P. Love

  R.I.P. Love

Our love is like a carnival

It goes up and down

Round and round

Fast and slow

The reason we are still together no one knows

Not even you

Not even me

We hate one another can’t you see

We never were meant to be

I’m maudlin

About our love that we once had

Don’t know where we went wrong

Or stopped loving one another

When the ride became miserable

We had our good times but definitely the bad outweighed those few good times

A few too little

Our love has whittled entirely away

Only remnants of a good time

And residue love left behind

Just like a carnival so many people came to see

People hoped that we’d do well

People hoped that we would fail

You invited others to come inside our tent

I tried to turn a blind eye to it

The others who kept your company

I wasn’t your only

Not sure I ever have been

It is my fault some of the things because I allowed it accepted it or ignored

I am hurt because I allowed you too

You lie you cheat

You only care about you

Your heart does not beat for me

It’s so hard to admit defeat

This Carnival is done

Actually it’s been for quite a while

Operating at a loss

Never being able to afford the cost

Out of business reads the sign

I’m happy I’m also reminiscing

Wishing that I could have saved it

But in the end it takes two

Not just one

We’re done

This carnival can no longer run

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My Love (Throwback)

This is a poem I wrote years ago:

My Love

  Come back to me my love

You’ve drifted so far away

How long shall I sit and wait

Sleepless Nights

And thought

And thoughts of you lost forever

How I long to have you back

Back in my arms

Back in my heart

That place you filled

I fear is forever lost

It will be empty

A sorrow heart

Missing a piece

That ran away

I try my hardest to make you stay

But ultimately it’s your decision

I try to understand why there’s this division

Between you and I

Why must our love die

That place I once filled in your heart

That place I felt that I belonged

That place I felt was mine and only mine

Has been taken from me

I’ve been uprooted

And replaced

By another my fallen grace

It makes me sad

But you don’t realize

And I can’t make you

Open up your eyes

That passion that once engorged them

No longer exists

My love withdrawals

Are causing me

To have a classic case of the fits

Although you hurt me

I continue to stay

Playing this tug of war as my emotions sway

Deep down in my heart

I know the truth

It hurts

But that’s real

I know truly how you feel

So this is goodbye

Because I cannot wait

The pain

The pain

Will go away

I just have to let go

And stay astray

They say it’s better to have loved and lost

Then never to have loved at all

I feel neither’s better

Since both ultimately are love’s lost cause

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Nursery Rhymes #Rewritten #4

Nursery  Rhymes Rewritten 4

  Hickory Dickory Dock

Thirty three bullets in the magazine of the glock

He waits around until the clock

Hits the time of his massacre plot

Doors open and people flock

Into the hallways they do dock

Not knowing their lives will rot

And that their existence just might not

Be an existence anymore

Birds of a feather flock together

And so will pigs and swine

Rats and mice will have their choice

And so will I have mine

Bullets ring out and they scatter like a bunch of rine

When police come out and give them fines

Disaster has struck

For those perfect ones

And the ruler is an outfit

But with his gun he has equalized

And everyone is utterly surprised

At the outcome of their demise

A wise old owl lived in an oak The more he saw the less he spoke The less he spoke the more he heard.

This old owl was a misfit bird

Maybe things would have ended differently

If someone would’ve been his friend

If someone would’ve bothered to care

Then maybe he would not have dared

To buy a gun and load it up

Take the lives of the pig and swine

If just one rat or just one mice

Would have treated this outfit sorta nice

The outcome of the day could have changed

No lives lost

No massacre

No horrific end

Maybe even a new beginning

But now we will never know

The what ifs that the mind construe

Now all there is is misery

And sadness at its highest peak

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Shattered Glass

Shattered Glass

Broken in pieces

Never to be the same again

Shattered glass

Fragments of a whole

Scattered on the ground

Every piece may never be found

Trying so desperately to be put back together again

The same as before

But like Humpty Dumpty you had a great fall

And all of those pieces can’t be put back together again

The same as before

You are defective

Not normal

Not the same

A broken human

Living life in vain

Shattered glass is broken

Shattered glass should be spoken

Shattered glass can be rebuilt

Shatter glass is not just filth

Shattered but reconstructed

You’re not the same

But don’t let it phase you

You are still in the game

Being broken doesn’t mean you are weak

Being broken may help you rise to your peak

Being broken is being human

Being broken is becoming a new man

Don’t let others antagonize or make you feel lesser

Don’t listen to their sly remarks

Just know that they’re not happy

And broken just like you

But what you have is what they wish they could

Raise your head up stand up tall

Announce it loud to them all

I am shattered but no longer broken

I am shattered but will not let my past go unspoken

This is my past and you can go ahead and judge

I am no longer afraid of what others think

I am oh so proud just to be me

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Run away girl Run away

      Run away girl Run away

From you problems astray

Run away girl Run away

From this person you seem to hate

Forgetting about them they’ll dissipate

No more no more

Will you get in my head

No more no more

Control of me

Run away girl Run away

To your secret getaway

Running running never stop

The world is big go on and cop

Run away girl

Til you can’t run no more

Running running to explore

But you can’t run forever

For your past never tethers

It sticks with you

No matter where you go

Running running but it still seems like you are running slow

Run away girl Run away

Run away girl Run away