How are you today lovely human?
And could be better. I always get into a weird place mentally around this time of year - I think from it always being like a transitional period. And I'm kind of jacked up right now because I haven't been sleeping well because if I'm not waking up to panic attacks every night it's deeply disturbing nightmares. Which is throwing off my emotional state and I'm kind of in this constant anxiety over whether or not I'm gonna vomit (even though rationally I know I'm not even nauseous) and there isn't much I can do about it but take anxiety medication which is not something I like to do often since it can be addictive and I don't plan on relying on it.
I'm also really anxious about this summer. There's a good chance I could intern for DreamWorks and they have promised me an interview, but I have yet to hear about when that's being scheduled and the date of the internship is growing closer. If I don't get that then I don't know what I'm doing with my summer which is equally crippling. Not to mention it's almost finals week and I'm about to leave behind a semester I have loved so much.
But outside of all those things I've been happy - I'm getting close to a lot of people I've wanted to be close to for a long time now and really looking forward to living in Scotland for four months.
But right now, any and all distractions are heavily welcome. So thanks for asking, sorry it was a lot, and I love you and hope I can see you soon. <3
