i study and do work all day but still feel like i’ve gotten nowhere and will fail

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i study and do work all day but still feel like i’ve gotten nowhere and will fail
sooooo i got t3rm!3d umm i had that account for over two years and have never had to do this before so any moots on here that also followed my old account here i am now
nobody cares about this pitt rant but i must get it out bc i have seen too many langdon defenders just being wrong
i totally understand robby not wanting him back in the ed bc he literally broke everyone’s trust. trust me i get that he is an addict but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t have to face the repercussions of his actions, and i think that he thinks going to rehab was his repercussion but it’s not. he is allowed to feel upset at robby and upset that no one reached out ofc. but he is not entitled to their trust just because he went to rehab.
i’m saying this as a person who has had people very close to me hurt me then go to rehab and i have also hurt people then gone to rehab.
i know what langdon is feeling and i know what the rest of the pitt might be feeling. people who excuse his actions then hate on people like santos are only doing it bc they think he’s hot. and if u think that not holding addicts accountable does any good you are wrong, addicts are just like any other person and need to be held responsible for what they do.
if langdon gets to stay at the pitt/ in his role in the ed,it will be actively hurting him bc he needs to understand what he did,even if he says he does, he’s not accepting his own actions as his own.
it is very common in real life that highly functional addicts will go to rehab say they are better then get stuck again bc they haven’t fully accepted and acknowledged that they did what they did and that they are an addict,i have seen this personally. they won’t think they need to be present in their actions bc they aren’t like “ those addicts”.
if u think im wrong or bias, maybe i am.i am just thinking from my experiences and my knowledge as a person who studies behavior of people.
i should be catching up on my reading for the degree that i pay for but instead i am reading age gap yaoi AND yuri fanfiction
the feeling of walking out of the exam room knowing you failed and then having to wait for your bus back while holding in tears is really a test of strength
in the span of five minutes after class i have seen three people smoke a c!g on campus and i actually feel feral rn bc i CANT
Finally making another terrible intro
i am a college student who is lonely from my own doing.
Pls DNI if u r a conservative, a zionist, anti-semitic, homophobic, xenophobic, and just an overall asshole,
please take care of yourselves <33
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Interests: music (but never talk about it), many many tv shows(SKAM,the pitt, CM, super natural, ER, HR, ect.), anthropology and archaeology ( it's my major),History, Literature,i am very emotional about many films, makeup/just beauty stuff,and other things i cant think about
unfortunately i do think im going to be alone for the rest of my life and it does make me extremely upset