florence

⋆✩⋆✩⋆✩⋆✩⋆ music loving (not)teen girl omg i almost can’t say teen anymore i hate 20

[florencexxxlife2]

Finally making another terrible intro

i am a college student who is lonely from my own doing.

Pls DNI if u r a conservative, a zionist, anti-semitic, homophobic, xenophobic, and just an overall asshole,

please take care of yourselves <33

more active on - Tw 3d @sour-patch-angel

Interests: music (but never talk about it), many many tv shows(SKAM,the pitt, CM, super natural, ER, HR, ect.), anthropology and archaeology ( it's my major),History, Literature,i am very emotional about many films, makeup/just beauty stuff,and other things i cant think about

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i be talking nonsense-> megisneverokdontask

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when i say “ yeah my depression is managed, im doing good” i actually mean i’ve figured out how to hide it from everyone to the point where i can hide it from myself and it’s actually convincing

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these bitches at work are so fucken petty i genuinely want to quit but i wont out of spite. like u are the shift leader and some how u literally couldn’t be more unprofessional.

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ethel really decided to target me point blank with the “ i wanna bleed, i wanna hurt the way that boys do”

girl pls don’t go there i can’t deal with that rn

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i love sobbing after work bc someone who i saw as a close friend was extraordinary mean to me over a complete misunderstanding and even after i apologized and explained and took accountability they completely ignored me the whole shift and just talked to my coworkers 🙂🙂🙂

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my sweet old baby kitty percilla has kinda bad gingivitis and it’s worrying me but we can’t take her to the vet rn bc money:(( but i’m doing my best to lessen the spread and the inflammation with brushing and like this water additive until we can take her

i feel so bad that i was at college and didn’t notice it sooner ,but hopefully in the next few months it can get a little better until we save enough to take her :(((

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omg guys i have been holed away doing all nighters and studying for my finals which ended last week and first i got my grade back for my intro to archaeology and i got a 69 which is horrible in comparison to all my other grades in that class and it brought my A to a B. i was like really upset about bc i wanted to keep my A so i could bring up my gpa bc i fucked it up last semester and i needed a 3.0 gpa to do an honors thesis next semester, so after my sister convinced me to email my professor about it he told me that he also thought it was unusual and bc i have been doing excellent work this semester he bumped up my grade back to an A !!

i was so happy about that and i became even happier when i saw my cumulative gpa and saw that it went up to a 3.2!! like omg didn’t even expect that i thought i was going to have to really grind next semester.

i was super embarrassed before i found out this happened bc i had irrational thoughts that my ta was going to see i was actually really dumb or something and give up with me idk man anxiety is crazy. but now i canstart working on my thesis early and can tell my ta the good news omg im so happy!!!

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my now two all nighters like one day apart from each other has caused me to have so much lower back pain omg and i plan to pull one tonight too omg im not going to be able to walk

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comic about grace passing away and reflecting on it with rocky and adrian (with inspo from carl sagan)

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this is the cutest thing ever omg thank u for blessing us with this

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i’m sitting on a heater rn bc i have been freezing all night and it feels so nice

it’s brought the pep back into my step fr

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pulled another all nighter but this time with my friends and we spent most of the night talking bc i can’t shut up. im lowkey fine tho and still at the library bc i took a 4 hour nap before hand after my exam that i had to wake up at 5 am for

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about to pull an all nighter in the library on a different campus which means i am forcing myself to be there all night bc the busses stop at a certain time

i don’t even really need to do this bus fuck or i’ll get work done

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yeah my tumblr needs face id access

call it my girl tech password journal

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locking in to do my linguistics paper

currently finished with one page in about 40 mins only 6 more to go

i’ll be fine tho bc the intro stuff always takes me forever and i don’t have to be supper professional and it’s just an analysis of my own work so that’s a slay

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ryan gosling is so hot not even like just look wise, he has a hot personality i feel

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my ta is so nice and like casual about things that it actually causes me more anxiety bc i never know how im supposed to act

emailed him yesterday about something and also casually wished him a happy bday bc he told me about it before. and i got so much anxiety about i put my shit on dnd and when i saw his reply this morning i waited 7 hours to open it. just to see he was thankful and also mentioned ,if i wanted to, we could go to the department end of year gathering after lab.

bro i literally make up so much shit in my head i genuinely thought he would like report me for misconduct over a little happy birthday in an email i was already going to send even if it wasn’t his birthday 🥲

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i just told my therapist that i have been and just relapsed on my $h it was very embarrassing for me bc i have never told anyone that before but i actually really feel better,she was great about it and trusts me when i say im not su!c!d@l bc really im not,it actually came from me not wanting to feel like im dy!ing.

i’m starting lex@pro and i’m working through this, i want to be better so i will