#melanie writes

[loserchildhotpants]

YOU

THIS FIC

I NEED MORE

HOW FUCKING DARE YOU POST THIS WITH NO WAY TO COMPENSATE YOU FOR YOUR WRITING

I'M COMING TO YOUR FUCKING NEIGHBORHOOD AND BUILDING A STATUE IN YOUR HONOR, I SWEAR TO GOD

YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THE FUCKING CATATONIC STATE 11 CHAPTERS HAVE LEFT ME IN

I'M COMING FOR YOUR ASS

Anyways, I'm excited for chapter 12 and I look forward to consuming more of your work

ALDHKDOKAHSJDHDLSHSJ

LMAO HELLO!!! 😂😂😂

i am Thrilled you’re enjoying it, i love feeding my fandom, no statue is necessary albdksbddb and as a special treat, tomorrow’s update will be at 7pm EST and NOT 10pm as i stated in my author’s note. emily has an Prior Engagement at yaoi o’clock, so time slot for high-octane jealous possessive toxic crashing out bf dean has been moved up 3 hours 🙂‍↕️

this is delightful of you lmao thank you for the dopamine 😂❤️

[curiouser-and-curiouser-fics]

The very one for whom I stuck out my neck was the one who slit my throat.

[searchingwardrobes]

Coming Soon!

My first novel will be available late February/early March, so be on the look out!

You can also now find me on Instagram and Facebook @melanietillmanwrites

(And this is where I’ve disappeared to the last few days!)

Shamelessly tagging everyone I can think of: @teamhook @snowbellewells @kmomof4 @whimsicallyenchantedrose @jennjenn615 @bethacaciakay @welllpthisishappening @athenascarlet @captainswanapproved @wellhellotragic @branlovestowrite @distant-rose @optomisticgirl @blowmiakisscolin @bleebug @hollyethecurious @killian-whump @cocohook38 @artistic-writer @winterbaby89 @effulgentcolors @let-it-raines @lenfaz @laschatzi @katie-dub @gingerchangeling @galadriel26 @looselipswontsinkships @cutieodonoghue @ohmakemeahercules @killiancygnus @darkcolinodonorgasm @daxx04 @jennjenn615 @vvbooklady1256 @mythologicalmango @lizacstuff @lassluna @shady-swan-jones @xemmaloveskillianx @xhookswenchx @pocket-anon @justanotherwannabeclassic @kymbersmith-90 @winterbythesea @wordsmith-storyweaver @peglegsjones @yayimallamaagain @cat-sophia @ultraluckycatnd @initiala @shireness-says @thejacketandthehook @onceuponaprincessworld @delirious-latenight-laughs @imagnifika

[thepalaceofmelanie]

Magic Night

To: @prettypoetryplace

From: Me

Note: I hope you have a good holiday! I’m Mel and it’s nice to meet you! Thank you @ibuzoo for iving me the chance to do this. 

“Magic Night”

There’s something magical about winter time at night…

The snow slowly comes down like dove’s feathers…

It glows making the night much more comforting…

The crunch, echoing a friendly hello.

 In the homes, the children laugh as they play…

The parents, smiling as they feel inner peace…

The hot coco steaming as it sits on the table…

These are the memories that should remain…

 In our older years, we tend to get lost in the darkness…

Our happiness could turn to sorrow…

But we remember the magic of the night…

We remember the peace of Christmas…

 People walk towards the light…

The holiday blues will never beat us…

The warmth of love and hot coco brings it all back…

Its magic, rids the depression and anxiety of future’s past.

 We remember all the fun times…

Sledding, snowmen and angels…

Snow balls, staying out till bed time…

The presents and the food…

 The spirit remains in us…

The fire warms our hearts…

The water waves through us…

The air wraps our auras…

The earth is below us…

 Even though, our loves ones maybe gone…

They’re never truly gone…

They are still here in the magic of the night.

Happy Holidays <3

[loserchildhotpants]

I like everything about your pacing and, characterizations, and dialogue in your fics. I feel like you’re the author who is most realistic and true to the characters and spirit of the show that I’ve found so far…I haven’t found anyone else who scratches that itch for me. Is there anyone you recommend?

😭 this is so sweet of you! thank you so much!!

i’m the worst person to ask for this tbh lol i spend all my time writing and almost none of it reading (bc every time i pick something up to read, internally im like ‘how dare u read rn u have like 10 wips’ and then i go open my laptop 🤡) so i do not have a recommendation tbh 😭

i have a rec list somewhere around here that i can dig up 🤔 i’ll reblog it after i post this

@angel-fruitcake and @strawlessandbraless are great for fic recs 👀

that said, if it helps at all, i’ve been working on a fic for @angel-fruitcake (emily, friend of the pod) all year. it’s going up in january! i’ll be posting a chapter every day of the month to celebrate her (and castiel, her perfect son who has never done anything wrong in his life ever) 🙂‍↕️ AND i have a smutty christmas special on the way for the holiday season

once emily’s fic is posted, i’ll probably post a little more regularly but i’ve had a year straight out of hell and i’m finishing grad school this coming year 😵‍💫 so i’ve been posting less but that’s only bc im writing fic more slowly, since time has become much more limited. but im still working on several wips and am excited to share what ive been cooking!! 🥰

[loserchildhotpants]

I know u aren’t feeling well and are ssuuupppeeerrr busy, too busy to do any writing no matter how much you wanna :( I know that feel well. So for completely altruistic reasons and for no selfish motives of my own for wanting another crumb of ur writing, wanna post any wip snippets? Have a little dopamine hit of sharing art, as a treat…to you! And we shall bask together

i’ve actually been writing a lot 😅 i haven’t published anything yet bc it’s not ready.

this is the big fic i’m working on. it’s a gift to @angel-fruitcake and i want her to have it in full before i begin posting.

i have ~20 kinktober wips (in all honesty, i will probably post them next kinktober since im super overwhelmed this year)

i have a holiday fic i’ve been writing as well as the continuation and end of my endverse vignettes and 2 other chaptered fics

this is on top of writing 30 pages of original content and essays in package form every 3 weeks for my program, reading roughly 4 novels a month, attending and preparing my own presentations on craft, and this is while my marriage is struggling, and i’m fighting for my life for dopamine.

i know you mean well and i’m touched that my writing is missed, but i am writing, i’m writing so, so much and trying so, so hard 😭 i’m just not ready to share anything ive been working on yet.

if @angel-fruitcake is okay with me sharing snippets of her WIP, i will share some here, but something that would be profoundly more helpful to me is if folks told me how and what they enjoy and appreciate abt the work i have already shared and is already there on AO3. that would help w my personal dopamine shortage

i swear i’m working hard 😭

[loserchildhotpants]

four excerpts from four current WIPs for anyone starving for some kind of update lol

i know I’ve been quiet (life is insane most days and im busy 😭) but i wanted to just give anyone looking for a Sign that i am still writing something to sustain themselves on, and i’ve got lots of destiel still in the works 🥰

[loserchildhotpants]

I’ve been making art again for Three Princes and talking abt it again on twitter but figured i’d share here too

link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/46319926/chapters/116619400

if u do read it I beg u come talk to me abt it this was such a labor of love 😭

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