#melcdiam

[hancfubuki]

       he didn’t know how did he end up in this situation. he ALWAYS tried to escape van, but for some reason he kept coming his way. perhaps it was DESTINY, as cheesy it sounds, he firmly believed that it was something that was just written over. and somehow he annoyed him, but at the same time his company wasn’t that unpleasant. the fire was warm, considering the weather it was a good moment to try and relax, to stop thinking about work for a while. though, it was hard with van over him as he would NEVER shut up. yeah, he really seemed like a MIRROR at times, and probably that was what annoyed ren the most. he couldn’t stop projecting himself in van. 

        “i don’t mind at all, that means that you will fall asleep and i will have the peace of mind i’m looking for.” a tone of TEASING was coming from his mouth, even if his statement was HALF the truth. but then that troublesome laughing made the ginger realized that destiny kept playing its role. and of course, it wouldn’t favor him at all. ah, the mistletoe. the LAST thing he was expecting. and it was only when he felt van abruptly pulling him by the collar that he returned back to earth from his own thoughts. this goddamn man was going to kill him sooner or later. how could you not stand someone yet at the same time feel so attracted to them? he was about to speak, an IRONIC comment about to escape from his lips yet, he was interrupted was again with another kiss. great, now he was CRAVING for more. 

           “at least you’re not lying to yourself.” he smirked, his chin resting on his hand as he offered a PLAYFUL gaze. “though i wonder~ do you really call that a kiss? i’m tempted to say something about it, but well, i don’t really like to be rude to anyone especially when they are amateurs at something so basic like kissing.” yeah, he is just teasing him on purpose by now. wanting to get on his NERVES, wanting to get him to COMPETE. because when the frustration comes for both of them, the best experiences follow. besides, ren knows how to get van to do what he wants and viceversa. it was a VICIOUS circle that neither of them could break. “c’mon~ i know you can do better, honey~” // @melcdiam​ && van / 🎷

[idelvanstrategist]

x // @melcdiam​

“Hrrmmm....” Cain let out a frustrated sigh. He had a feeling this would happen, winter being a cruel and unforgiving mistress more often than not. Though it didn’t call for such, freak storms were nothing new this time of year. He’d given Yamato’s plans the benefit of the doubt and went along with him to some cabin that actually seemed to have a relaxing atmosphere. 

Cain swung his legs, lazily lounging on a warm couch while his head poked just comfortably above a windowsill to see just how bad their predicament was. He would stay calm through all of this despite the snow having piled up so high that escape was impossible. There was no use complaining about it.

“Hey, hey.” Cain calls out to his buddy in a carefree, almost sing-song fashion. “Don’t beat yourself up about it. I’m having fun and we can wait it out. There’s lots we can do in here, and there’s some food to last us. I’m good for now, but... I really do gotta say it’s kinda impressive you had access to a place this big. I don’t feel snowed in at all, really.” He tapped on the window’s glass and shrugged his shoulders. “No use. Come sit down with me and we can just talk stuff out, yeah? Get your mind off the snow ‘til we can get out there and chuck snowballs at each other.” Cain shifted his legs once more, patting the spot beside him on the couch. 

[silverxblade]

「  Kira 」 @melcdiam   「 x 」

                                 ⚔  ▸▸ 「  “Call it a little experiment.” 」

            ... offering a smallest of a smile formed onto the corner of his lips, a soft upward curve, and whenever the Striker had his bouts of  I N S P I R A T I O N , the kitchen is the first place he’d heading toward. Making snacks or beverage had been passing time thing. Kira seemed like he needed refreshment, so why not. Lass couldn’t pretend what the script is all about, unfortunately, having an older brother who was... essentially a lead singer with his own band, he couldn’t pretend not to comprehend it, he did... and he liked those songs.

                                               「  “I thought you might like some refreshment.” 」

                       Sometimes Lass believes the young idol was working too hard.

[electonequeen]

@melcdiam

             “well well look who’s here” the redhead entered the room as quietly as possible, the tone of her voice showing it was not coincidence despite the words coming out of her lips. and of course it wasn’t, as tomochika was well known for always being well aware of everything that happened around her, her sources unknown but never wrong. she approached the distance separating her from the other, looking over her composer’s shoulder as the smile curving her lips became more evident. “i don’t remember this song being so urgent, do you?” she asked, lightly tilting her head to gaze at him from her spot. without waiting for an answer she pulled back, resting her body against the table he’d been working on. “can my favorite composer spare some time to hang out with me?~” again she wasn’t truly waiting for an answer, being pretty much clear that no matter what yajima said she wasn’t willing to let him work anymore that day. he always worked so hard for her and rarely got the credit he so much deserved, not even getting to share the spotlight with the idol despite everything he did behind the scenes, that tomochika not only wanted to show him she was very aware of that, but also show how much she valued him and all his dedication.

[monogatarinotoshokan]

@melcdiam + Eiichi wtf

Just as the notepaper had said, her new client only lived a few blocks from the company office. Most people would of considered that a score to have less time and distance to travel after clocking in. In this case though? The one picking up the job couldn’t help but feel a slight tingle of concern due to what she’d overheard.

Regardless, she was outside the apartment door now, giving the address paper a final once over before raising light fist to the door.

“Sorry, Mr.Otori! This is your wake up call!” Of course she didn’t know how he wanted to go about such a thing yet, so all she could do was call out to him through the door.

[hancfubuki]

@melcdiam​

           “oh, morning vanvan~ hope you don’t mind me sneaking into your bed.”

[hancfubuki]

new ask game send me a 🌻 and ill just tell you whatever the fuck i want.

@melcdiam said: 🌻

the “mental health awareness” on tumblr pains me so much because most of the times IT’S NOT ACCURATE AT ALL. i hate how tumblr kinda romanticize being mentally ill, they think it’s quirky and a loooot of people use it as a personality trait. it simply annoys me, it annoys me to see people self-diagnosing all over this dumb website when in fact they have no idea of what they are talking about. i hate when i read “oh i think i have bpd” YOU THINK??????? 

listen up people, the DSM is like a bingo, it was made to be used as GUIDE and yet i don’t really trust a book that said homosexuality was a disorder AND REMOVED IT UNTIL 2005. if you really think that there’s something going on in your head GO. AND. SEE. A .PROFESSIONAL because we don’t study 5, 6, 7 or even 10 years for you to google shit and say “oh yeah i have that”. THAT’S REALLY DANGEROUS THO SO BE CAREFUL, and most important having a mental illness is not an excuse for your shitty behavior so DONT GUILT-TRIP PEOPLE USING YOUR ILLNESS AS EXCUSE EITHER because that shit is rlly common in this website as well.

[musical--android]

😇 Who’s your best boy & what drew you to him? / 💖 Top four favourite characters? / 🎀 Favourite Shining Live card? / 🎥 Do you have a favourite CG/scene? / 🧸 Do you have a platonic ship? / 💭 Interaction you’d like to see between characters? / 💬 Say something nice about an UtaPri blog you follow?

UtaPri Ask Me!

😇 Who’s your best boy & what drew you to him? 

it should be blatantly obvious but ai is my best boy and has been since i first saw him animated in s2. honestly??? i was initially drawn to him because he was natsuki and syo’s senpai. back when i first was into utapri natsuki was my best boy and i was intrigued by things regarding him and learning about ai on the wiki and through rp got me interested in him. not to mention ai’s design was really intriguing as well. i liked it a lot.

💖 Top four favourite characters? 

ai, aine, haruka, aaaaaand a dead tie between shion and nagi. (i know it says top four but i can’t pick one of them to be the fourth)

🎀 Favourite Shining Live card? 

this card is my favourite and i tiered for it on jp and en servers. this card is just special to me for many reasons.

🎥 Do you have a favourite CG/scene?

okay i’m gonna cheat a lil’ and do a favourite cg and a favourite scene.

for favourite cg it would have to be this one. even though it’s legit the last cg in his maji love ending in all stars and the moment of living this scene with my friend senna still burns in the back of my mind. i remember screaming at her psp bc ai put me through so much emotional turmoil only to end with saying “tadaima” with this cg and i was all “THAT’S IT?!” haha.

as for favourite scene it would have to be this one. i love the back and forth between reiji and ai in this scene and it makes me laugh how ai was all “reiji is stupid!” to the ocean haha.

🧸 Do you have a platonic ship? 

oh i have plenty !! tbh a lot of my notps (save for some) i can see them being platonic with one another and stuff like that.

💭 Interaction you’d like to see between characters? 

ai and nagi. please. i need it. for science.

💬 Say something nice about an UtaPri blog you follow?

i’ll say something nice about…. you! gin is a total sweetheart and i love that you listen to me when i need to vent. you’re also so good with all of your muses. like woah so good. and you do a good job at splitting up focus it’s awesome.