summary: when you came back from college to celebrate your birthday, you expected a quiet evening with parents but when your dads friend james join the party? a lot can happen
wc: 13k
warnings: 18+ MDNI, smut!, unprotected p in v (don't do it), mean!bucky, implied age gap reader is in her mid 20s and bucky is in his 40s, kissing, dirty talk, rough sex, finger sucking, fingering, breeding kink, creampie, mention of pregnancy, alcohol consumption, degradation, a bit of daddy kink, risk of being caught, no aftercare (im sorry),
You hadn’t planned on much for your birthday—maybe a quiet dinner, a glass of wine, an early night. So walking into your childhood home and finding it full of people caught you completely off guard.
Streamers hung from the doorway. A banner stretched across the living room wall. Music played softly in the background, blending with the sound of laughter and conversation. The table was covered in food—your favorites, of course.
“Surprise!” your mom laughed, pulling you into a hug before you could even react.
“Oh my God—what is all this?” you asked, laughing as your dad wrapped his arms around you too.
“We couldn’t let this birthday pass quietly,” he said, pressing a kiss to your temple. “You’re home. That’s reason enough.”
You smiled, warmth settling in your chest as you greeted relatives and family friends. Time passed easily—talking, laughing, opening gifts. Eventually, you found yourself curled up on the sofa with a glass of wine, relaxed and happy.
“Am I late?” a familiar voice called out, amused and unapologetic.
Your dad laughed loudly. “You’re always late.”
“Where’s the birthday girl?” the man asked. “Feels like I haven’t seen her in years.”
Your dad gestured toward the sofa. “Right there.”
You looked up—and froze.
James Barnes stood in the doorway, jacket still on, gift in hand, broad shoulders filling the frame. His hair was darker at the roots now, threaded with silver, beard neatly trimmed, lines around his eyes that only made his grin more dangerous. His gaze landed on you and lingered, slow and assessing, before his smile widened.
“There she is,” he said. “Happy birthday sweetheart”
“Hi, James,” you replied, standing. “I—I didn’t know you were coming.”
“Wouldn’t miss it,” he said easily.
He hugged you, arms strong and solid around your back, holding on just a second longer than necessary. When he pulled away, his eyes flicked over you before he caught himself. “You got taller” he added, a low chuckle in his voice.
He handed you the gift—a small notebook, your initials stitched into the cover. “Got you something.”
“Thank you, you shouldn't have” you smiled.
“There’s something inside,” he said quietly. “Read it later. Don’t need everyone seeing how soft I’ve gotten.”
The night passed in a blur after that. You caught him watching you more than once from across the room, his attention following you even while he talked to others. You caught yourself glancing at him too, eyeing his bicep, his salt and pepper beard. He looked absolutely delicious. Gradually, guests began to leave. Eventually, it was just you, your parents, and Bucky. Like always, your dad insisted he stay the night, and of course he agreed.
When your parents went to their bedroom, you drifted into the kitchen to clean up. The radio still hummed softly in the background.
“Hey,” Bucky said from the living room. “Stop working your ass off on your birthday.”
“Just a second,” you replied with a laugh. “I want it to look a little less like a disaster. I mean come on” you said gesturing towards the mess.
“I said stop,” he repeated, firmer now.
You turned to see him standing, one hand extended toward you, palm open, his expression stern and demanding, leaving no room for argument. You sighed dramatically, set the cloth down, and walked over. “Alright, alright. You win.”
“Good,” he said, pleased, as you sat beside him on the sofa.
You glanced at the glass in his hand. “What are you drinking?” You asked innocently, trying to keep it as casual as possible.
“Whiskey.” He paused, then held it out. “Wanna try?”
“Sure,” you said, taking it. Your fingers brushed his—just briefly, but too long to be accidental.
You took a sip and immediately winced, unpleased frown forming on your face “Okay, that’s awful.” you chuckled
He laughed. “Can’t handle it?”
“It’s not that I can't handle it, it’s just-”
Before you could finish, he reached out, thumb brushing your chin where a drop had spilled. “Such a messy girl,” he murmured. His hand didn’t move away. Instead, it lowered, settling on your knee. Warm. Heavy. Deliberate—He knew what he was doing.
You inhaled sharply, eyes flicking down to where his hand rested on your bare skin. Just the sight of it sent a wave of heat through your body. After all, your sex life or much better, lack of it was taking its toll on you. College boys suck heavily and you were single for over two years so of course a touch like that would make you feel things.. it was normal, even if it was your dad's friend, right?
“Shh… it’s fine,” he chuckled, his voice low.
Before you could stop yourself, your legs parted slightly, instinctive, inviting. He noticed. Of course he did.
“Oh.” he murmured, eyes never leaving your face, “You like that.” His thumb pressed in, slow and deliberate. “You like having my dirty hands on you, sweetheart? What do you think your daddy would say about this, huh?” His hand slid higher on your thigh, unhurried, possessive, and heat rushed to your face as your thoughts scattered, words failing you completely. It felt unreal, like something you’d dream up and wake up from embarrassment.
“Hm?” he prompted softly. “Use your words. Let me hear you.”
“I do…” you whispered, barely audible. The words felt fragile the moment they left you, like admitting something you hadn’t even let yourself think all the way through. Your heart thudded too loudly in your chest, each beat echoing in your ears. Part of you wanted to look away, to laugh it off, to pretend the heat curling low in your stomach wasn’t real. But you didn’t.
“I do what?” he pressed, tone coaxing, almost amused. “I need more than that, doll.”
“I like your hands on me, James” you admitted shyly, voice trembling.
“That’s it,” he said with quiet satisfaction. “Atta girl. It wasn't so hard, was it?” His hand left your thigh only to cup your cheek, thumb dragging across your bottom lip, smearing your lipstick, pressing his thumb against it until your mouth parted. You obeyed without thinking, lips closing around his thumb, tongue swirling slowly as you sucked, soft and needy. He let out a low grunt, eyes darkening. “Jesus… look at you. Drooling all over me like a dumb slut while your parents sleep in the next room.” He pulled his thumb free with a wet pop, and you whined quietly at the sudden loss, frustration curling tight in your chest.
“James… please,” you whimpered, barely louder than a breath.
“Oh?” he teased, mockingly sweet. “Begging already? Little finger sucking got you all worked up, huh?” He smirked. “You wouldn’t mind if I checked, right?” His hand slipped beneath your skirt, fingertips brushing over your underwear—soaked, betraying you instantly. A moan slipped out before you could stop it, and suddenly his other hand grabbed your face, fingers digging into your cheeks as he leaned in close.
“Be. Fucking. Quiet,” he growled, tightening his grip.
You nodded quickly, eyes wide, pulse racing as his fingers moved with more intent, more pressure, circling around your swollen aching core. You chased his mouth desperately, trying to kiss him in a clumsy attempt to silence yourself, to swallow the sounds he was pulling from you. He clicked his tongue softly. “Tsk, tsk… this is how good girls behave now?”
“Please, Bucky,” you breathed. “I need you… please kiss me.”
“Better,” he murmured, before crashing his mouth into yours. The kiss was messy and consuming—teeth grazing your lip, tongue pushing in without mercy as he took control completely. His hand slipped further, fingers sliding beneath your underwear, sinking inside you with ease. You gasped into his mouth, nails digging into his shoulder as your hips bucked instinctively, chasing the rough, relentless rhythm of his fingers. The sounds you made felt obscene in the quiet house, wet and desperate, far too loud.
“Fuck,” he panted against your lips. “So tight. So perfect. I can only imagine how good you’d feel stretched around my cock, sweetheart.” Your mind went blank at the words, desire drowning out everything else as you clung to him.
“James—please,” you babbled, breathless and ruined. “I need you. I need to feel you. Please.”
That was it. His jaw clenched, restraint snapping. He pulled back abruptly, standing in one sharp movement.
“What are you—” you started, confused, before he grabbed you without warning, hauling you over his shoulder. Your breath hitched as he carried you out of the living room and toward the stairs, his grip firm and unyielding.
“Quiet,” he warned again, already moving upstairs.
He shoved the door to your room open with one rough push. When he finally carried you inside, he lowered you onto the bed and closed the door behind him with a soft click—quiet, deliberate, like a promise.
“Fuck,” he muttered, eyes dragging over you as you shifted beneath him. “Look at you. All squirmy and wet for me. Who would’ve thought you are such a slut?” He loomed over you, presence overwhelming, the bulge in his jeans unmistakable now, straining against the fabric.
“Be a good girl and take it off,” he ordered sternly, already starting to undress himself, gaze never leaving you as he expected you to follow. You did, hands trembling as you stripped until you were bare beneath him, sprawled on the bed, exposed and aching, feeling his attention like a physical weight.
You looked up at him—his chest broad and defined, dark hair scattered across his torso, muscular arms flexing as he freed himself. His cock was thick and hard, flushed red, the tip already slick with precum. He lowered himself over you, pressing kisses along your neck, your collarbones, your chest. His mouth closed around your hardened nipple, tongue flicking, lips sucking gently until you whined helplessly, his hard length resting against your aching core.
“Fuck, baby,” he murmured, voice rough. “You taste like heaven, I could spend hours buried in those perfect tits”
He wrapped his hand around the base of his cock and teased you with the tip, dragging it slowly between your folds, coating himself in your slick. Your hips bucked instinctively.
“Please, James,” you whined pathetically. “Stop teasing me.”
“So many degrees,” he mocked softly, “and you get dumb over my cock. Real sweet.” He mocked, pressing in just the tip, stretching you slowly, not enough to ease the ache coiling tight in your stomach.
“Ah—fuck,” he hissed. “You’re gripping me so hard already, gonna make me come before I even bury myself inside”
Then, in one sharp movement, he slammed into you, burying himself to the hilt. Not giving you time to adjust to his size he started fucking in, like he wanted to destroy you just withe the force of his thrusts.
“Ah—fuck, Bucky,” you cried out shamelessly, the stretch brutal and perfect, raw and overwhelming in a way you’d never felt before. He split you open completely, unforgiving, and the sound tore out of you before you could stop it.
“That’s it,” he snarled. “Take it.” His thrusts were hard and punishing, deliberate and relentless, hips crashing into yours without mercy. The room filled with the wet slap of skin and his rough grunts, each drive of his body stealing the air from your lungs. Your parents downstairs might as well not have existed.
Your nails clawed down his back as he fucked into you again and again, dragging sounds out of you that felt ugly and needy, sounds you didn’t recognize as your own. Your face went slack and stupid beneath him—mouth hanging open, words dissolving into broken babble, a sheen of drool slipping past your lips. Your breasts bounced helplessly with every violent snap of his hips, your body taking whatever he gave you.
“Look at you,” he sneered, gripping your jaw. “Fucked stupid already.” His thumb smeared the drool across your mouth, deliberately humiliating. “Such a dumb whore for daddy you can’t even think straight, can you? Just laying there and taking it like you were made for nothing else.”
“Yes… yes… yes, Bucky!” you babbled mindlessly, breathless and trembling, words tumbling out without thought.
“If you keep it up, I might just knock you up, huh? Make you full of me, all round with my baby” he said smugly between grunts.
Before you could even think, you nodded, cheeks flushed and chest heaving. Thought of him owning you clouding your judgement completely.
“Oh yeah? You like that? Thought of you carrying my kid, knocked up like some cheap whore by a man twice your age?” he mocked, voice low, rough, and cruel, eyes dark as he slammed into you again.
“Be good for me then. Take it. Take it all, baby,” he grunted, his movements sloppy now, chasing his peak. Every thrust was punishing, deliberate, leaving you gasping and trembling beneath him.
He buried himself fully in you, twitching and spilling inside with a guttural moan, coating your insides in his release as he held you down. He collapsed over you, panting hard “Here… here, sweetie,” he murmured into your neck, rocking slowly. “Gotta make sure it sticks” he added, staying buried deep, his voice dark and possessive, every word a reminder that this was his and his only.
He kissed your cheek and rolled onto his back, voice rough but controlled. “Go clean yourself up,” he said, already pulling his underwear back on.
He sat up beside you for a moment, hand soft against your cheek, giving a gentle pat. “Go… go now,” he urged, voice low but insistent. Then, almost impatiently, he stood.
You disappeared into the bathroom, heart still racing, hands trembling as you wiped yourself down. When you came back, the bed was empty. He was gone. Out of the house? In guest room? You couldn’t tell. The quiet pressed in, the stillness of the room almost heavier than the tension before. The lingering heat of his presence remained, a subtle ache that made you shiver.
Slowly, you reached for the notebook he’d given you earlier. Opening it, your eyes fell on the words on the first page:
“Always here for you, you know where to find me—love, Uncle Bucky.”
You traced the ink with your finger, heart tightening. The words felt heavy with meaning—care and danger wrapped up together, just like him. A shiver ran down your spine—not just from what had happened, but from the thought that this man, so rough and so impossible, had already carved a space in your life you couldn’t escape.
He had left, yes, but the memory lingered, sharp and raw, and somewhere beneath it all, you knew this was only the beginning.
summary: When you arrive at the shield facility for training you didn't expected to be trained by the man you despise- but soon enough hatred will turn into something much deeper.
wc: 5k
warnings: 18+ MDNI, smut, unprotected p in v, mean!bucky and mean!reader, implied age gap reader is in her mid 20s and bucky is in his 40s, kissing, dirty talk, rough sex, lost of blood, broken bones, bloody makeout, bucky and reader beating each other, violence? in hot way?, enemies to whatever this is??, they are batshit ok?? I dont have a clue what else tbh
The air in the remote facility was stale, smelling of floor wax and old sweat, but it turned frigid the moment you crossed the threshold of the main training hall. Your boots clicked rhythmically against the polished concrete, a sound that died abruptly when you saw the figure standing by the weapon racks.
Your jaw didn't just tighten; it locked with a physical ache, the muscles bunching as you fought the instinct to turn around and walk right back out into the wilderness.
Bucky Barnes.
Time had been an accomplice to his magnetism, even if it had done nothing to soften his edges. The "Winter Soldier" shadows still clung to him, but they were seasoned now. The sharp, youthful lethalness had settled into a rugged, heavy-set authority. His hair was cropped short—cleaner than the messy mane he’d sported in the old days—and a thick salt-and-pepper beard hugged his jawline. It gave him the look of a man who had seen the end of the world and survived it out of sheer spite.
He aged like fine wine, and you hated him for it. You hated how the silver in his beard caught the harsh fluorescent lights, and how his broad shoulders seemed to take up more space than they had a right to.
"Sergeant Barnes," you said. Your voice was a masterpiece of forced neutrality, clipped and professional, though your pulse was thrumming a frantic rhythm against your ribs. You kept your spine rigid, refusing to let him see how much his presence unsettled you.
Bucky turned slowly. His movements were deliberate, like a predator who knew he didn't have to rush. When his gaze finally landed on you, his icy blue eyes narrowed, sweeping over you with a cold, dismissive flick of his lashes. He didn't look pleased; he looked like he’d just found a leak in his ceiling.
"You," he said. The word was a low, gravelly rasp that seemed to vibrate in the air between you. "Great."
The sarcasm was heavy enough to suffocate. It made your skin crawl—that familiar, prickly heat of irritation that only he could provoke. He took a step toward you, and for a fleeting second, the sheer gravity of his presence made the room feel smaller. The scent of gunpowder and cedar drifted off him, a sensory ghost of the days you’d spent on opposite sides of a battlefield.
He didn't offer a handshake. He didn't even offer a nod. Instead, he closed the distance just enough to make his height a threat before leaning in slightly, his expression a mask of grim professionalism.
"Training starts tomorrow morning. 6 am. sharp," he commanded. The gruffness of his tone was like sandpaper against your nerves. He paused, his gaze lingering on yours for a beat too long, long enough for you to see the flick of a challenge in his eyes. "Don't be late. I won't waste my time on agents who can’t find their way to the mats."
Before you could snap back a retort, he moved. He didn't walk around you; he pushed past, his heavy shoulder brushing yours with a firm, intentional jolt that sent a spark of pure lightning up your arm.
You stood there, frozen, listening to the heavy, receding thud of his boots echoing through the hall. Your hands curled into fists at your sides, your heart hammering a frustrated tempo. Fuck you, Barnes, you thought, the words tasting like fire in your throat.
The hell he was going to put you through hadn't even started yet, but the air already felt like it was primed to explode.
The alarm hadn't even finished its first shrill note before you slammed your hand down on it. The silence that followed was heavy, filled only with the sound of your own jagged breathing and the distant, lonely howl of the wind outside the remote facility. You dragged yourself to the bathroom, splashing ice-cold water onto your face until your skin felt numb. Looking into the mirror, you watched droplets cling to your eyelashes, your reflection staring back with a mixture of dread and defiance.
"6 am. sharp," you muttered to the glass, your voice thick with sleep and bitterness. "Fuck you, Barnes. Seriously."
By the time you stepped into the gym, the clock on the wall was just clicking over. The air was cool and smelled of rubber and sanitized metal. Thinking you had beaten him there, you took a centering breath, trying to settle the nervous hum in your stomach. You sank onto a mat, legs spread into a deep stretch, reaching for your toes. You closed your eyes, savoring the hollow stillness of the room, trying to find a scrap of peace before the storm arrived.
"Get up, Agent. You aren't here to sit and contemplate your life choices."
The voice was like a low-frequency vibration, hitting you right in the base of your spine. You didn't even have to look to know he was standing right behind you, probably looming like a gargoyle.
"I wasn’t—" You started to snap back, twisting your torso to glare up at him, but the retort died in your throat.
Bucky was standing there with his arms crossed over a dark, compression-fit shirt that left absolutely nothing to the imagination. He looked down at you, his eyes hard and clinical, cutting off your defense with a sharp, impatient tilt of his head.
"I said get up," he nagged, the gruffness of his tone acting like a physical shove. "Clock is ticking, and you’re already behind."
You let out a sharp, frustrated sigh that puffed your hair out of your eyes and pushed yourself off the floor. You stood your ground, mirroring his stance, trying to ignore the way the morning light caught the gray at his temples. He looked far too awake for a man with his history.
"We’re doing hand-to-hand," he stated, his voice dropping an octave as he reached into a duffel bag. "Wrap your hands."
He didn't hand them to you; he tossed a pack of white handwraps with a flick of his wrist. They hit your chest, and you caught them instinctively.
"Thanks," you muttered.
You moved to a bench and began the rhythmic, ritualistic task of protecting your knuckles. You worked with practiced precision, looping the tape between your fingers and around your wrists. But despite your best efforts to remain professional, your gaze betrayed you.
Across the small gap between you, Bucky was doing the same. He had his foot propped up on a weight bench, his head bowed in concentration. You watched as his fingers—one hand flesh and bone, the other gleaming vibranium—moved with a terrifying, fluid grace.
As he tightened the wraps, the muscles in his forearms coiled and strained like braided steel. His jaw was set, his teeth grinding slightly as he clenched his fists to test the tension of the tape. There was a raw, masculine power in the way he moved—unapologetic and disciplined. For a split second, the hatred in your chest flickered, replaced by a treacherous, heat-filled ache. The sight of those powerful hands, capable of so much destruction, working so meticulously...
No. You shook your head internally, tightening your own wrap until it pinched. No, no. Focus. This is Barnes. The man who has made 'grumpy' an Olympic sport. Fuck him.
"Ready, Sergeant," you challenged, your voice steady despite the way your heart was trying to kick its way out of your ribs.
Bucky didn't smile. He just flexed his fingers one last time, the vibranium hand making a soft, whirring click that sent a shiver down your neck. "We'll see about that."
The air in the gym had turned into a thick, humid soup. Every breath you drew was searing, tasting of salt and the metallic tang of old iron. You weren't just fighting Bucky anymore; you were fighting the gravitational pull of your own exhaustion. Your lungs burned, a raw fire spreading through your chest with every jagged inhale, but the fury in your gut was hotter.
Bucky moved like a shadow given weight. He wasn't even breathing hard, which only fueled your resentment. He danced around your strikes with a terrifying, lazy economy of motion, parrying your fists as if he were swatting away a nuisance.
And then there was his voice—that low, gravelly rasp that seemed designed to peel away your skin.
"Stop slouching," he barked, his voice cutting through the sound of your thudding heart. "You’re off-balance. A stiff breeze would knock you over."
You lunged, a right hook aimed at his jaw that he caught in his palm without even blinking. He leaned in, his face inches from yours, smelling of cedar and cold sweat. "Weak," he hissed. "It’s a surprise they even accepted you into this program. SHIELD must be getting desperate."
The words stung worse than the strikes. You wrenched your arm back, your muscles screaming in protest. You swung again, a desperate flurry of blows, but he stepped back, a dark, mocking glint in his eyes. "That’s all? I’ve seen recruits in basic with more fight in them than you."
You were boiling. The blood was screaming in your ears, a rhythmic thud-thud-thud that drowned out the world. Your legs felt like they were made of jelly, trembling under the weight of your body, but the sheer, unadulterated spite kept you upright. You watched him, your vision tunneling until all you could see was the smug set of his bearded jaw and the way his eyes tracked your every tremor.
Then, it happened.
Maybe it was a flicker of overconfidence. Maybe he thought you were too spent to be a threat. Bucky shifted his weight, his gaze dropping for a fraction of a second as he prepared to deliver another verbal barb.
It was the only opening you needed.
You didn't think; you exploded. Harnessing every ounce of resentment, every "fuck you" you’d swallowed since yesterday, you pivoted on your lead foot. You put the entire weight of your body, your history, and your hatred into a straight, lightning-fast strike.
The impact was sickeningly sweet.
A sharp, wet crack—the sound of bone meeting bone—shattered the silence of the gym.
Bucky’s head snapped back, his eyes widening in a rare moment of genuine shock. For a heartbeat, time suspended. You watched, breathless, as a dark, crimson bloom erupted from his nostrils. It wasn't a trickle; it was a heavy, visceral stream that stained the silver of his mustache and splattered onto his black shirt.
He stumbled back a step, his hand flying up to catch the bridge of his nose. Blood seeped between his fingers, thick and dark, dripping onto the mat between you with a steady, rhythmic splat.
The gym went deathly quiet, save for your ragged, heaving gasps. You stood there, your knuckles throbbing with a dull, white-hot ache, watching the great Winter Soldier bleed because of you.
Bucky slowly lowered his hand. His nose was already beginning to swell. He looked down at the blood on his palm, then back up at you. The air in the room didn't just feel cold anymore—it felt electric, heavy with the sudden, violent shift in the atmosphere.
His eyes weren't narrow anymore. They were wide, burning with a new, dangerous kind of heat.
You didn't even have a chance to draw a full breath before the atmosphere in the room curdled. The air became thick, charged with the kind of predatory energy that preceded a lightning strike. Bucky didn't just walk toward you; he stalked, his boots heavy and rhythmic against the mat, each step a promise of retribution.
"I'm so... I'm so fucking sorry," you stammered, the words tumbling out in a frantic rush. You weren't lying—seeing that much blood, hearing that sickening pop of cartilage, had sent a jolt of pure, instinctual alarm through your system. You began to back up, your heels catching on the edge of the padding, your hands raised in a useless, placating gesture.
"You're sorry?"
He didn't just say it; he growled it, a low, guttural sound that seemed to come from the very bottom of his lungs. As he spoke, flecks of crimson splattered from his lips, staining his teeth and painting a macabre picture against the silver of his beard. He looked less like a mentor and more like the ghost of the man who had haunted the nightmares of the twentieth century.
He closed the distance in a blur of motion. Before your brain could even signal your muscles to move, his vibranium hand shot out, his fingers fisting into the collar of your sweat-soaked shirt. With a terrifying, effortless display of strength, he yanked you upward.
Your toes brushed the floor, your breath hitching as the fabric of your shirt strained against your throat. You were trapped in his orbit, pinned by the sheer gravity of his fury.
"Not that I'm not... you know, kinda happy to see it, I mean—" The words were a reflex, a defense mechanism born of pure nerves. A tiny, hysterical smirk tugged at the corner of your mouth, but it died the second you looked into his eyes. They weren't just blue anymore; they were frozen over, hard as glacial ice and twice as jagged. The silence that followed was deafening, broken only by the wet, heavy sound of his breathing.
"Let’s make it even, Agent," he hissed.
He dropped you. Your feet hit the floor with a jarring thud, but before your knees could even lock to steady yourself, the world shifted.
You didn't see the punch coming. You only felt the vacuum of air as his fist cut through the space between you.
The impact was a white-hot explosion.
It wasn't just a punch; it was a physical ending to the conversation. You felt the bridge of your nose shatter under his knuckles—a mirror image of the sound you had made moments before. A blinding flash of light ignited behind your eyelids, and for a split second, the gym vanished, replaced by a searing, throbbing void.
Your head snapped back, your brain rattling against your skull, and then came the heat. A rush of warm, thick fluid flooded your upper lip, pouring into your mouth with the salty, iron tang of your own blood. The pain was blinding, a high-pitched scream in your nerves that made your vision swim in dizzying, dark circles.
You stumbled back, clutching your face, the world tilting as you gasped through a throat that suddenly tasted like a copper mine.
The world was spinning in a nauseating, jagged blur, but you forced your head up. You refused to collapse at his feet. You stared at him through a haze of watering eyes, your mouth hanging open as you fought to pull oxygen through a nose that felt like it had been hit by a freight train.
The symmetry was haunting. Two soldiers, standing in the center of a cold room, both painted in the visceral red of the other’s making. You were close enough to feel the radiating heat of his body, so close that your frantic, ragged breaths tangled in the air between you, each of you inhaling the copper-scented exhaust of the other.
For a heartbeat, the mask of the Sergeant cracked.
You saw it—a tremor in his vibranium fingers, a subtle, rhythmic twitch that betrayed the adrenaline surging through his veins. His eyes, usually so frigid, flashed with a sudden, agonizing spark of guilt as he looked at the wreckage of your face. But as quickly as the remorse appeared, it was swallowed by a tidal wave of something far more volatile. His pupils dilated until his eyes were almost entirely black, fueled by a cocktail of ancient rage and a raw, starving need that had clearly been festering beneath his ribs for years.
"God... I hate you," he panted. The words weren't a statement; they were a confession, groaned out against the inches of air separating you.
Before you could even gasp a response, he surged forward. His hand didn't just grab your shirt; it clawed into the fabric, yanking you flush against the hard planes of his chest with a force that knocked the remaining air from your lungs.
He crashed his mouth against yours, and it was a collision, not a kiss.
There was no tenderness, no soft apology. It was a punishment in its purest, most primal form—a desperate attempt to reclaim the control you had stripped from him with that one lucky strike. His lips were hard, demanding and unforgiving, tasting of iron and salt.
As he tilted your head back, your blood smeared together, a warm, slick fusion that stained both your mouths. It was filthy, arousingly so—the metallic tang of your shared violence acting as a catalyst for a different kind of heat. You felt the rough scrape of his beard against your raw skin, the bruising pressure of his mouth claiming yours, and the terrifying, electric thrill of realizing that the line between wanting to kill someone and wanting to possess them had finally, violently snapped.
The kiss was a war zone. It was the culmination of every snarky comment, every bruised ego, and every year spent wishing the other didn't exist—or at least, didn't exist so vividly in the other’s mind.
Bucky’s hand was a cold, unyielding weight against the small of your back, crushing you against him until you could feel the frantic, heavy thud of his heart through his tactical shirt. His other hand was buried in your hair, fingers tangling in the strands and yanking your head back to gain a deeper, more desperate angle.
You didn't just submit; you fought back. You grabbed the front of his shirt, your knuckles white as you pulled him closer, meeting the bruising pressure of his mouth with a feral intensity of your own. Every time your wounded noses brushed, a sharp, white-hot spike of pain flared through your skull, but it only served to heighten the moment.
He backed you up, his movements heavy and predatory. Your heels dragged across the mat until your spine slammed into the cold, concrete wall of the facility. The impact jolted through your teeth, but Bucky was already there, pinning you with the sheer mass of his body.
He broke the kiss for a fraction of a second, both of you gasping for air that tasted like salt and adrenaline. His face was a mask of beautiful, tortured rage—blood smeared across his cheek, his beard matted, his eyes burning with a hunger that looked like it was physically hurting him.
"I should have left you in the dirt years ago," Bucky spat, his voice a jagged serration of sound. He tightened his grip on your hair, yanking just enough to make your eyes water, forcing you to look at the raw, unfiltered loathing written in the lines of his face. "You’re a distraction. You’re loud, you’re arrogant, and you’re a goddamn liability."
"Then finish it, Sergeant," you hissed back, your voice cracking but sharp enough to draw blood. You shoved against his chest, not to get away, but to feel the resistance of his muscles. "Go ahead. Put me down. Or are you too busy looking at what I did to your face?"
His eyes turned murderous. The salt-and-pepper beard was stained dark with the blood you’d drawn, making him look like some ancient, vengeful god. "You think you’re special because you landed one lucky hit? You’re nothing. You’re a ghost I can’t fucking shake."
His vibranium hand shot up, slamming into the wall beside your head with a deafening crack that sent dust spiraling from the ceiling. He leaned in until his nose—the one you’d broken—was pressing against yours, the shared pain a sickening, electric jolt.
"I hate the way you look at me," he growled, his teeth bared in a snarl.
"Then stop talking and do something about it," you challenged, your hand flying up to catch the back of his neck, your fingers digging into the short, coarse hair at his nape. You pulled him down, forcing him back into your space. "I’m right here, Barnes. Destroy me"
He didn't just kiss you this time; he attacked. It was a collision of teeth and tongue, a desperate attempt to silence the vitriol with pure, unadulterated friction. He caught your lower lip between his teeth and tugged hard enough to draw a fresh hiss of pain from your lungs, a sound he swallowed with a dark, triumphant groan.
His flesh hand roamed downward, seizing your waist with a grip that would surely leave a map of bruises by morning. He moved like he wanted to climb inside your skin, to colonize your lungs so you could only breathe when he allowed it.
Bucky didn’t give you the chance to breathe. He seized the backs of your thighs, his vibranium fingers digging into your skin with a bruising pressure as he hoisted you up. Your legs locked around his waist instinctively, the friction of your tactical pants against his hips sending a jolt of lightning straight to your core. He didn't carry you to a mat; he slammed you back against the wall again, the impact rattling your teeth, and pinned you there like a specimen.
"You want to be a soldier?" he growled, his voice a jagged edge of gravel and lust. "Then act like one. Take it."
The sound of your shirt giving way was a sharp, violent punctuation to the silence of the gym. You didn't flinch; you reached for his own shirt, your fingers trembling with a frantic, angry energy as you shredded the hem, needing to feel the heat of his scarred skin against your own.
When your bare chests finally collided, the sensation was overwhelming—a searing, slick contact of sweat and adrenaline. Bucky let out a choked, animalistic sound, his mouth dropping to your shoulder. He didn't kiss the skin; he branded it, his teeth sinking in deep enough to leave a permanent reminder of his rage.
"God, you’re so loud," he hissed against your collarbone, his hand sliding down to the waistband of your pants. "Always talking, always fighting me. For once in your life, just break."
"Make me," you challenged, your voice a ragged, breathless snarl. You arched your back, pressing your center against the hard ridge of his desire, a move so bold it made his eyes blow out until they were twin voids of black.
He stripped you with a brutal efficiency, his movements rough and lacking any shred of gentleness.
Bucky didn’t wait for you to regain your footing. In one fluid, terrifying burst of strength, he lunged, his metal arm hooking under your knees while his flesh hand clamped around your throat—not to choke, but to steer. He hauled you off the wall and slammed you down onto the training mat. The air left your lungs in a violent huff as the foam padding squeaked under the force of your impact.
Before you could even blink the spots from your eyes, he was there, looming over you like a mountain of shadow and muscle. He braced his weight on his forearms, pinning your wrists over your head with a grip that felt like iron manacles.
He was heaving, his chest drenched in a cocktail of sweat and your shared blood, heaving against your own rising breasts. He shifted, his hips heavy and demanding, and you felt the thick, twitching length of him brush against your soaking cunt. The friction was electric—a slick, searing promise that made your hips buck instinctively against him.
"Beg me for it," he panted. The command was a low, jagged rasp, vibrating deep in his throat. He stared down at you, his eyes wild and bloodshot, his nostrils flaring with every ragged breath. "After all that talk…let me hear you break. Beg me to finish this."
The arrogance in his voice flickered like a flame. He knew he had you. He knew your body was traitorously screaming for the very thing your mind claimed to despise. He nudged his tip against your entrance, teasing the sensitive, swollen flesh, withholding the release just to watch you writhe.
"Go on," he hissed, a dark, cruel smirk tugging at the corner of his blood-stained mouth. "Tell me how much you need me. Say it."
You glared up at him, your teeth bared, your own blood staining your grin. Your heart was drumming a frantic, war-like rhythm against your ribs. You were caught between the urge to spit in his face and the desperate, hollow ache between your legs that only he could fill.
"Fuck you, Barnes," you gasped, your voice a wrecked, needy shadow of itself. You arched your back, forcing the contact, grinding yourself against him until a low, tortured groan escaped his lips. "I’m not begging for anything. If you want me, take me. Or are you too much of a coward to finish what you started?"
His jaw locked, the muscles cording in his neck until they looked ready to snap. The challenge was the final spark in the powder keg.
"Coward?" he repeated, the word coming out as a predatory growl.
He didn't give you another second to breathe. He seized your hips, his fingers bruising your skin, and drove into you with a single, devastating thrust that bottomed out against you. The sensation was a violent explosion of white light—a blunt-force trauma of pleasure that shattered your defiance and left you reaching for him, your nails clawing at the mats as he began to dismantle you, one brutal, rhythmic strike at a time.
The sound of his name leaving your lips was a broken, frantic chant, stripped of all the ice and professional distance you’d spent years perfecting. It was a whine—a desperate, high-pitched surrender that made Bucky’s entire frame shudder.
"Bucky... Bucky, Bucky," you gasped, your voice cracking under the weight of the pleasure. Your fingers, slick with sweat, curled like claws, digging into the dense, scarred muscle of his shoulders. You weren't just holding on; you were trying to anchor yourself as he threatened to pull you under.
"Say it again," he commanded, his voice a raw, jagged mess. He didn't slow down; he accelerated, his hips hitting yours with a rhythmic, bruising force that made the heavy mats slide across the floor. "Say it while I ruin you."
He surged deeper, his metal hand moving from the mat to the side of your face, his thumb catching your lower lip and pulling it down so he could watch the way you gasped for air. He was relentless, a force of nature that had spent seventy years being suppressed, now finding its outlet in the friction of your bodies.
Every time he hit that perfect, agonizing spot, your back arched off the mat, your heels digging into his calves to pull him even closer.
"I hate you," you sobbed into the crook of his neck "I fucking hate you, Bucky."
"Good," he rasped, his teeth grazing the sensitive skin over your pulse.
As he drove into you with a slow, agonizingly deep rhythm, your resolve began to fray at the edges. A sound started in the back of your throat—a thin, pathetic whimper that you tried to swallow, but it slipped out, high and needy.
Bucky froze. A dark, predatory light flickered in his eyes, and he slowed his hips to a grueling, taunting crawl. He leaned down, his chest brushing your sensitized nipples, his breath a hot, mocking caress against your ear.
He shifted, just enough to catch a sensitive nerve, and another broken whimper escaped you, your fingers curling helplessly into the mats.
"Pathetic," he rasped, though his pupils were so dilated his eyes were almost entirely black. He began to move again, but it was shallow, teasing, withholding the full weight of his body that you were silently begging for. "You want it so bad you’ve forgotten how to breathe. You’re shaking, sweetheart. Is the big, bad sergeant too much for you to handle?"
"Shut... up," you gasped, the words sounding weak even to your own ears.
"Make me," he countered with a sharp, arrogant tilt of his head. He leaned in closer, his nose brushing yours, his voice dropping to a lethal, quiet sneer. "Begging for me one second, cursing me the next. You’re a mess. A needy, undisciplined mess. You’re lucky I’m here to teach you exactly where you belong."
He punctuates the insult with a sudden, forceful thrust that bottomed out, shattering your remaining pride. You let out a jagged, sobbing breath, your head hitting the mat as he watched you crumble beneath him with a look of pure, triumphant malice.
"That’s it," he cooed darkly, his hand tightening around your throat just enough to emphasize his control.
He was staring down at you, but his eyes were glazed, distant, as if he were fighting a war behind his own ribs. His jaw worked rhythmically, his teeth grinding together with a sound you could hear over your own frantic pulse.
Then, the murmuring started. It wasn't the loud, barking commands of Sergeant Barnes; it was something much more terrifying. It was Bucky—raw, unhinged, and spiraling.
"That's it," he rasped, the words tumbling out in a low, feverish hum. He leaned in until his lips were brushing the shell of your ear, his breath a scorching, humid gale. "Just like that. Take it. Take it, baby."
The endearment felt like a brand, filthy and wrong and perfect all at once. It was laced with a dark, possessive grit that made your toes curl into the mat. He shifted his hips, a slow, torturous centimeter of progress that made you whimper again, your hands reaching up to blindly grab at his biceps.
"You want to fight me?" he muttered, his voice dropping into a rhythmic, hypnotic growl. "You want to push me? Then take all of it. Every goddamn fucking drop."
He felt the tremors starting deep in your core, the way your cunt clamped around him in a rhythmic, involuntary pulse.
His jaw locked so tight the bone looked ready to snap through his skin. A low, vibrating growl started in his solar plexus, a sound of pure, agonized frustration. He surged into you one last time—harder, deeper, a final, tectonic shift that felt like it was trying to fuse your souls through sheer force.
"I hate you," he choked out, the words a wrecked, breathless curse.
His back arched, the muscles of his spine cording like braided steel under your clawing fingertips. His head snapped back, his eyes rolling shut as the climax hit him with the force of a physical blow. You felt the scorching, heavy heat of him filling you— pulsing release that seemed to go on forever, grounding him to the mat, to the moment, and to you.
He didn't collapse. He stayed rigid, his vibranium hand denting the floor beside your head, his knuckles white as he shook with the aftershocks. A ragged, guttural sob of air escaped his lungs—a sound of utter defeat.
Slowly, the tension bled out of him. He slumped forward, his forehead dropping into the crook of your neck, his skin slick and burning hot against yours. He was dead weight, his heart hammering a frantic, erratic rhythm against your own.
For a long minute, neither of you moved. The violence was spent, the rage had been bled out, and all that remained was the hollow, echoing aftermath of a collision that should have never happened.
Bucky was the first to shift. He pulled back slowly, his muscles stiff and protesting. As he sat up, the raw, vulnerable man you had just seen—the one murmuring feverish endearments into your skin—vanished behind a wall of cold, reinforced steel. He didn't look at you. He stared at the blood-spattered mat between his knees, his jaw set in a hard, jagged line.
The silence turned brittle.
"Tomorrow," he said. His voice was no longer a growl; it was a dead, flat rasp that made your chest ache more than your broken nose. "6 sharp. Be on the mats."
He stood up in one fluid, mechanical motion, reaching down to snag his discarded, shredded shirt from the floor. He wiped a smear of blood from his mouth with the back of his hand and finally turned his gaze toward you.
He reached out, his vibranium hand hovering for a split second before he settled it on your shoulder. It wasn't a shove or a pin; it was a grounding, heavy heat.
"You're a goddamn mess," he muttered. The words were still gruff, his voice a low, gravelly rasp, but the venom was gone. It sounded less like an insult and more like an observation he was making to himself.
He let out a long, weary sigh, his shoulders dropping as he looked at the blood-stained mats. "Go to the med-bay. Get that nose set before the swelling gets worse. I'm not training an agent who can only see out of one eye."
You started to push yourself up, your muscles screaming in protest, and he instinctively reached out to steady your elbow, his grip firm but careful. He didn't apologize—he wasn't a man who knew how to wrap words around his regrets—but the way he lingered, ensuring you had your footing before he let go, spoke louder than he ever could.
"I mean it," he added, his voice dropping an octave, losing the condescending bite. He looked you dead in the eye, his blue gaze flickering with a silent, begrudging respect. "Tomorrow. If you're not there, I'm coming to your quarters to drag you out."
“Yes sergeant, i know.” you said out of breath.
"Clean yourself up," he said "You fought well today. For a headache."
The door hissed shut behind him, leaving you in the cooling silence of the gym. He was still the same grumpy, difficult man, but for the first time, you realized the fire between you wasn't just there to burn—it was there to keep you both from freezing over.
He surged into you one last time—harder, deeper, a final, tectonic shift that felt like it was trying to fuse your souls through sheer force.
"Damn you," he choked out, the words a wrecked, breathless curse.
His back arched, the muscles of his spine cording like braided steel under your clawing fingertips. His head snapped back, his eyes rolling shut as the climax hit him with the force of a physical blow. You felt the scorching, heavy heat of him filling you—a visceral, pulsing release that seemed to go on forever, grounding him to the mat, to the moment, and to you.
He didn't collapse. He stayed rigid, his vibranium hand denting the floor beside your head, his knuckles white as he shook with the aftershocks. A ragged, guttural sob of air escaped his lungs—a sound of utter defeat. The Great Winter Soldier, the man who couldn't be broken, was currently falling apart in the arms of the person he claimed to loathe.
Slowly, the tension bled out of him. He slumped forward, his forehead dropping into the crook of your neck, his skin slick and burning hot against yours. He was dead weight, his heart hammering a frantic, erratic rhythm against your own.
For a long minute, the only sound was the wet, heavy slap of your shared breathing. The silence was louder than the violence that had preceded it. He didn't pull away; he stayed buried in you, his fingers twitching against the mat, as if he were waiting for the world to start spinning again so he could find the words to take back everything he’d just given you.
summary: what could go wrong when you accidentally meetup with your dads best friend in a bar? nothing inappropriate right?
wc: 3k
warnings: 18+ MDNI, smut, implied age gap- reader is in her mid 20s and bucky is in his 40s, public fingering(they doin it under the table ok?), risk of getting caught, kissing, bucky is such a tease (lmk if I missed anything)
a/n: pt 2 here
The bar in your hometown hasn’t changed.
Same low amber lights. Same scuffed wooden tables. Same jukebox humming something old and familiar in the background. It smells like spilled beer and citrus cleaner and nostalgia you didn’t ask for.
You came here to disappear.
You’re tucked into a booth near the wall, phone glowing faintly in your hand as you scroll without really reading anything. Your drink sits untouched for too long, ice melting, condensation slick against your fingers when you finally lift it. Work has been loud lately. Demanding. You needed quiet—even if it was the kind that buzzes around you instead of settling inside.
You don’t look up when the door opens.
You barely register the heavier footsteps, the brief lull in conversation, the way the air seems to shift—
“Didn’t expect to see you here.” The voice is low. Familiar in a way that hits you straight in the chest.
You freeze.
Slowly, you look up.
Your heart stutters when you see him.
“James?” you breathe, shock widening your eyes.
Bucky Barnes stands at the edge of your booth, jacket half-unzipped, hair a little longer than the last time you saw him, eyes already locked on you like he’s been standing there longer than he should admit. There’s a flicker of something unreadable in his expression—surprise, maybe, followed quickly by amusement.
“Guess I don’t go by that much anymore,” he says lightly. “But yeah. It’s me.”
Your pulse is loud in your ears. Of all the bars. Of all the nights.
He gestures toward the empty space beside you. “You mind if I join you?” He asks, but his body is already angling toward the booth, confident and unhurried. Like he knows you won’t say no.
“I—uh—sure,” you manage.
He slides in, the vinyl creaking softly under his weight. The booth suddenly feels smaller. Warmer. His presence fills it effortlessly.
At first, it’s innocent.
He asks about your job, listening with a focus that makes you feel strangely seen. He asks how long you’re staying in town, whether you’re seeing family. Mentions your dad once or twice—casually, like it’s nothing—but each time makes something twist low in your stomach.
“You always this busy?” he asks, swirling his drink slowly.
“Lately,” you shrug. “I needed a break.”
“Yeah,” he says, eyes lingering on you. “I can see that.”
You don’t know what he means by it, but the way he says it makes your cheeks warm anyway.
You don’t notice his knee brushing yours at first.
It’s light. Almost accidental. Just enough to register.
You stiffen.
He doesn’t move away, instead, he keeps talking like nothing happened, voice smooth, calm, teasing just beneath the surface. “You’ve gotten quieter,” he says. “Used to be more chatty.”
“I’m not quiet, never been” you protest softly.
He smiles. Slow. Knowing. “Sure you are.”
He leans back then, stretching his arm along the back of the booth—behind you. Not touching. Not quite. But close enough that you’re acutely aware of the space he’s taken, the way he’s framed you without asking.
Your knee shifts.
His follows.
Your breath catches.
He glances down briefly, then back up at your face, brows lifting in mild curiosity. “What?”
“You’re—” You stop yourself, swallowing. “We’re kind of close.”
He looks around theatrically, then back at you. “Looks like a normal booth to me.”
Your heart is pounding now, guilt creeping in sharp and fast. You should move. You should say something. You should leave. Instead, you sit there, hands folded tightly in your lap, every nerve ending tuned to him.
“Your dad would kill me,” you murmur, more to yourself than him.
Bucky’s smile deepens just a little. “Good thing I haven’t done anything worth killin’ me over.” Conversation continues, but it feels different now. He leans closer when he talks. Drops his voice. His words brush your ear, sending a shiver down your spine.
“You always been this shy, you seem flustered?” he murmurs.
You shake your head, embarrassed. “Not with everyone.”
“That so?” His tone turns playful. “Guess I should feel special.”
His knee presses more firmly against yours now. Not enough to force. Just enough to claim space.
“Bucky,” you whisper, heart racing. “You shouldn’t.”
“I told you, I'm not doing anything” he says easily, like it doesn’t bother him at all.
His hand settles on your thigh—warm, deliberate. Not squeezing. Not rushing. Just there.
“I’m still not doin’ anything,” he murmurs, lips close to your ear. “You’re the one lettin’ me sit here.”
Your breath comes shallow. His thumb shifts slightly higher, just enough to make your stomach flip.
“This is a bad idea,” you whisper.
“Yeah,” he agrees softly, almost fond. “Probably it is.”
He doesn’t move his hand away, instead, he leans closer, voice a quiet tease meant only for you. “You gonna tell me to stop?”
You don’t answer.
His fingers inch higher on your thigh, slow and patient, like he knows you’re already lost.
“Didn’t think so,” he murmurs.
And even as guilt coils tight in your chest—even as you know this line was never meant to be crossed—you stay right where you are. His hand moves again—slow, deliberate—sliding just enough to make your breath hitch.
Not where you expect.
Not where you’re ready for.
Your eyes widen, pulse roaring in your ears, and you look at him like you’ve been caught doing something you didn’t mean to let happen. He notices immediately. Of course he does.
“Hey,” he murmurs, voice low, steady. Amused. “Stay with me.”
His thumb drags lightly against your underwear, almost absentminded, like he’s testing your reaction rather than touching you outright. You suck in a breath, nails digging into the edge of the booth.
“Bucky—” you whisper.
He leans closer, mouth brushing your ear, his words a quiet warning wrapped in teasing calm. “Don’t go quiet on me now.” Then, softer—closer—“Talk to me baby.” The pet name slips out like it belongs there, like he’s been calling you that for years. It hits you harder than his touch ever could.
Your whole body is tense, heat curling low in your stomach, guilt pressing sharp against your ribs. You know this is wrong. You know exactly whose best friend he is.
And still—you don’t move his hand away.
His breath is warm against your skin, his presence overwhelming without him ever having to rush or force anything. He doesn’t need to. He already knows.
“There you go,” he murmurs when you don’t pull back, satisfaction quiet but unmistakable. “Knew you’d stay.”
The bar feels distant now—the music, the voices, the world outside this booth. All you can focus on is him: the way he’s crowding your space, the way he’s letting you make the choice while pretending he’s innocent.
His fingers shifts again, firmer this time, slipping under your embarrassingly soaked panties—not rushing, not clumsy. Intentional.
You jolt, breath catching sharp enough that you have to bite it back immediately. The booth suddenly feels too exposed, the bar too loud, every laugh and clink of glass a threat.
Bucky notices.
Of course he does.
He leans in, shoulder angling just enough to shield you from the rest of the room, mouth close to your ear. His voice drops to a murmur—steady, controlled.
“Hey,” he warns softly. “Be quiet for me. I know you can do that.”
The words send a shock straight through you.
His fingers move again—slow pressure, deliberate, like he’s testing exactly how much you can take without making a sound. You grip the edge of the seat, knuckles white, pulse roaring in your ears. This is wrong in many ways, you are in public and he is your dads friend– this is so wrong.
Someone laughs nearby. Too close.
You freeze.
Bucky’s thumb stills—not pulling away, just holding you there. Patient. His breath is warm against your skin when he speaks again.
“Eyes on me,” he murmurs. “Don’t get distracted now.”
Your gaze snaps to his, wide and panicked and burning all at once. His expression is maddeningly calm—mouth curved in a faint smile, eyes dark with quiet satisfaction.
“That’s it,” he says softly. “Good.”
A shadow passes the booth. You feel it before you see it—movement, voices shifting closer. Your heart hammers so hard you’re sure someone must hear it.
Bucky doesn’t move.
Instead, he leans in just a little more, his fingers slipping inside you just a bit—testing. “If anyone looks over here,” he murmurs, “you’re just sittin’ with me. Nothin’ more.”
His fingers presses again, a little deeper just enough to remind you he’s still there, still in control.
“And you’re doin’ such a good job,” he adds quietly. “Stayin’ nice and quiet for me”
He leans in closer, close enough that his voice feels like it’s inside your head instead of your ear.
“Good. That’s it. Just like that.” he cooed, now shamelessly pumping his fingers in and out of your sensitive cunt.
The booth creaks faintly as he shifts, angling himself just enough to hide you better, to claim the space without making a scene. To anyone else, it looks casual. Intimate, maybe—but harmless.
Someone laughs nearby. You tense instinctively.
Bucky notices immediately.
“Hey,” he murmurs, soothing and firm all at once. “I’ve got you. You’re okay.”
The reassurance hits harder than the command.
“That’s my girl,” he adds softly when you manage to steady yourself.
Your chest tightens at the praise, heat blooming low and slow. You’ve never been talked to like this—never been guided instead of rushed, controlled without force.
“You keep your eyes forward. On me, or your drink. Not the door. Not the room.”he whispers, slower now.
You nod, tiny and obedient. But your heart is pounding, head spinning from the thrill. Your lips parted almost instinctively and you let out a shaky breath.
“Ah,” he murmurs. “Careful. That’s almost a sound.”
Your cheeks burn.
“That’s okay,” he adds immediately, softer. “You’re doin’ so good for me. I know this is hard.”
The sweetness in his voice makes your throat tight.
“You’re safe,” he continues. “Nothin’s gonna happen unless I let it. And I promise—I won’t let you mess this up.”
You swallow, nodding again, clinging to his calm like an anchor.
“Good,” he whispers, pride threading through the word. “Such a good listener.”
His forehead brushes your temple for half a second—barely a touch—but it feels intimate in a way that makes your chest ache.
“You keep followin’ my lead,” he murmurs, voice low and reassuring. “I’ll take care of the rest.”
And somehow, even with the guilt curling in your stomach, even knowing you shouldn’t be here—You believe him.
The bell above the door jingles again, sharp and unavoidable. Your heart skips. Bucky freezes for a split second, but his hand… doesn’t stop.
You feel the heat, the pressure, his presence tight and teasing. Every inch of the booth suddenly sharper, smaller, more dangerous.
“Hey,” he murmurs softly into your ear, lips barely brushing your temple. “Heads up.”
You glance toward him, confused.
“Oh- i forgot to tell you,” he says, calm and teasing, voice low and deliberate. “I was waiting for your daddy”
Your chest tightens. Your stomach coils. Panic and heat collide in your chest. You know he’s not stopping—his fingers are steady, his hand patient. You bite your lip, trying not to make a sound.
“You hear me?” he whispers. “Don’t even think about movin’. Keep quiet. Eyes forward.”
The sound of your dad’s voice grows closer. His laughter, the shuffle of his coat, the unmistakable weight of him walking through the bar.
Bucky leans closer, teasing, whispering rules like it’s the most natural thing in the world.
“You’re doing so well,” he murmurs. “Good girl. Don’t ruin it now.”
Your pulse hammers in your ears. Guilt bites, sharp, but so does the thrill. You’re shaking slightly, but you obey, keeping your posture small, your eyes locked on your drink.
“Perfect,” he continues, low and measured. “Nice and quiet. Don’t even think about breathing too loud.”
And then… your dad approaches the booth. He smiles, oblivious to what’s happening beneath the table.
Your dad leans down slightly, giving you a warm smile. “There you are, sweetheart! Bucky took good care of you, I assume?”
Bucky straightens, slipping into perfect casual mode. He lets his hand drift off your soaked cunt, resting easily on the edge of the booth. “Always,” he says smoothly. “Had to make sure she didn’t get into trouble alone in the bar… so I talked to her while waiting for you.”
“Good,” your dad replies, chuckling. “I owe you one, James.”
“Don’t mention it,” Bucky says, tipping his head toward your dad, still keeping it light. His eyes flick to yours for a brief second—sharp, teasing. “I think she did most of the work herself anyway.”
You flush, trying not to move or make a sound-at this point you don't even trust yourself.
“Well,” your dad says, glancing between the two of you, “let’s grab a table. We can catch up properly.”
Bucky grins, leaning down just enough so only you hear. “Try not to miss me too much” he murmurs, teasing and calm.
Then he straightens, claps your dad lightly on the shoulder, and says loud enough for everyone to hear, “Lead the way.”
Before you can react, he’s walking beside your dad, perfectly composed, leaving you sitting there flushed, trembling, and entirely undone, the memory of his whispers and teasing still pressing against your skin.
You sit frozen in the booth, heart hammering, cheeks burning. The words your dad exchanged with Bucky still echo in your ears, but the memory of Bucky’s teasing whispers makes it impossible to focus. You knew it was inappropriate. Wrong. Totally wrong.
And yet… the way he stood up, leaned back, and walked away with that casual grin—it was cruel. Almost like he was daring you to react.
You’re trembling. Alone. Stunned. Every nerve on edge.
Then you see him move again.
Bucky rises from the table across the room, slow, deliberate, eyes locking with yours. That smirk. That quiet, infuriating confidence.
“You’re coming with me,” he says, voice low, teasing, and entirely certain it’s your choice even though it doesn’t feel like it.
Your chest leaps, stomach twisting, heat rising along with your panic. You barely think—you just get up, heart pounding.
He moves toward the bathroom, and somehow, your legs carry you there before your brain catches up. Bucky steps first, shoulders relaxed, movements slow and deliberate, like he’s in complete control of the world. The fluorescent lights buzz overhead, sterile and bright, but that does nothing to calm the heat pooling in your chest.
You follow immediately, heart hammering, breath short, cheeks flushed. “B-Bucky…” your voice comes out small, whiny, almost a plea. “I… I don’t—”
He cuts you off with a sharp glance, one brow raised, lips curling into that infuriating smirk. “Don’t what, sweetheart?”
You stop mid-step, knees weak. “I… I can’t help it,” you admit, voice trembling. “I… I just—”
“That’s what I thought,” he interrupts, stepping closer, so close that you can feel the heat radiating from him. He’s not touching yet—he doesn’t need to—but the presence alone makes it impossible to think straight. “Look at you… needy and confused. Little bit of guilt, huh?”
You whimper softly, unable to stop yourself. “I… I shouldn’t—”
“No,” he says, low and firm, voice sharp enough to make you flinch, “you shouldn’t. But here you are. Obedient little thing, following me without question.”
You feel yourself melt under his gaze, desperate and exposed. “I… I can’t help it,” you repeat, whiny and breathless.
Bucky’s smirk widens. “I know. That’s the point.”
He steps closer, circling you just enough that you’re trapped against the wall, eyes wide, trembling. “You’re thinking you should leave, don’t get caught… but you can’t even resist me. You’re pathetic.”
Your breath catches at the words, the sharp thrill of guilt tangled with need. “Bucky… please…” you murmur, more needy than you’ve ever been, almost whining.
He chuckles softly, cruel and satisfied. “Oh, look at you. Begging already. You’re insatiable, aren’t you?”
You nod frantically, cheeks burning, unable to form coherent words. Bucky steps closer, closing the space between you until the world outside the bathroom disappears. You can barely think—heart hammering, breath uneven, cheeks burning.
He leans in slowly, smirk tugging at his lips, and brushes his mouth against yours. The first touch is soft, teasing, deliberate. Your hands rise instinctively, fumbling against his chest as your breath catches.
He tilts his head, deepening the kiss just enough to make you stumble back slightly into the wall. Warm, commanding, and frustratingly confident, he moves like he’s claiming every inch of the space between you—but still letting you feel like it’s your choice.
Your knees weaken, your hands clutching at him, trembling. He grins against your lips, low and satisfied.
“You’re so distracted,” he murmurs between kisses, voice teasing, almost cruel. “Messy, needy… and I love it.”
You whimper softly, half from embarrassment, half from the overwhelming pull of wanting him even though your brain is screaming you shouldn’t. His hands cup your face gently, tilting it as he leans in again, kissing you with slow dominance that leaves you gasping. You press back instinctively, lost in the heat, letting the world fade away.
Then, just as suddenly, he pulls back. His eyes flick toward the door, amused, dangerous, teasing.
“Your daddy’s gonna start worrying what I’m doing in here so long,” he murmurs, smirk curling his lips. His tone is equal parts cocky and mischievous, and you flush hotter than before, heart racing, knowing he’s savoring the effect he’s having on you.
You’re standing there, cheeks flushed, chest pounding, trying to catch your breath. Your hair is messy, your hands trembling slightly, and every nerve in your body is still buzzing from the closeness, the teasing, the almost-too-intense kisses.
Bucky leans against the sink, one arm casually resting, smirk tugging at his lips. “Mmm,” he hums, eyes dark with amusement. “You’re a mess.”
He tilts his head, watching you, slow and deliberate, like he’s savoring every second of your neediness. “Oh? You want more?”
“Yes!” you breathe, almost begging. “Please… I… I can’t… just leave me like this…”
He chuckles, a low, teasing sound that makes your stomach twist. He’s calm, unhurried, every bit the dominant tease. “I’d love to,” he says, mock sincerity dripping from his words. “But… I have to go back to your dad.”
You freeze, eyes widening, lips parting in protest. “No! Please… just a little—just stay! Please, Bucky…”
He shakes his head slowly, mock-serious. “Oh, sweetheart…” His smirk deepens, voice soft, cruelly playful. “Begging already? And for what… another round?”
“Yes! I… I need you!” you gasp, hands trembling as you reach toward him.
He steps just out of reach, watching you fumble like a predator enjoying the hunt. “Mmm… cute. But no. Not right now.”
You blink, stunned and desperate, heart hammering. “B-but why?”
“Because,” he says, calm, cocky, teasing in the way only he can pull off, “your daddy’s waiting, and I don’t want him to worry. Can’t have that now, can I?”
You whimper softly, frustrated and needy, cheeks burning hotter than ever. “I… I don’t care! Please…”
He smirks again, turning toward the door with a slow, almost lazy swagger. “I care. And that’s exactly why you’re going to have to wait, sweetheart.”
You leaned against the sink, cheeks burning, hands trembling, heart hammering. Your mind is a chaotic mess of we shouldn’t and I can’t help myself—and somewhere in the back of your brain, you know Bucky is fully aware of it.
He steps toward the door, one last glance over his shoulder, smirk tugging at his lips, and that calm, infuriating dominance radiates from him.
“You know,” he says, voice low, teasing, every syllable deliberate, “if you’re feeling lonely next weekend…”
You blink, heart skipping. “What… what do you mean?”
He smirks, leaning just slightly into the doorway. “Free weekend. Cabin in the woods. No distractions. Just you, me… and whatever trouble we get into.”
Your stomach twists, a mixture of excitement and guilt making you flush hotter than ever. “I… I can’t…”
“Mm-hmm,” he hums, ignoring your protest. “Sure you can. You’ve got my number. Just… call me.”
Your chest tightens. “Call you?”
He winks, voice low and teasing. “Don’t overthink it. Just… call me.”
And then, just like that, he turns and walks away, leaving you alone in the bathroom, hands still trembling, cheeks burning, and every nerve in your body buzzing.
You lean against the sink, breathing uneven, trying to steady yourself. But the truth hits you fast and undeniable: this isn’t the end.
summary: you accepted your dads best friend invitation to the weekend in the cabin, will guilt eat you alive or will you surrender to your need?
wc: 7k (I got carried away)
warnings: 18+ MDNI, smut, implied age gap- reader is in her mid 20s and bucky is in his 40s, uncle kink(he is not readers real uncle!), unprotected p in v, s/d dynamic, petnames, oral f!recieving, degradation, breeding kink, creampie, mention of pregnancy, dacryphilia, aftercare king bucky(yay!)
a/n: pt.2 of "tease" but it can be read as a standalone
After days of replaying what happened at the bar, the memories clung to you like smoke you couldn’t air out. His voice—low, warm, knowing—followed you everywhere. You hated how easily your body remembered him. The way his attention felt heavier than his touch ever could.
It was wrong. You knew that.
You were old enough to know better, and he was too old to be thinking about you like that. Or at least, that’s what you kept telling yourself.
But guilt didn’t stop your hands from shaking when you thought about his soft words, or the way he’d looked at you like he already knew what you wanted before you dared to admit it.
You were sprawled across your couch, phone in hand, opening and closing your chat with him like it might burn you if you stared too long. Need and guilt twisted together until your head throbbed, and for a brief, dramatic moment, you wished it would just split open so you wouldn’t have to deal with this.
Minutes passed. Maybe hours.
Eventually, you exhaled and typed the text—the one you knew he was waiting for.
Weekend away still on the table?
You tried to sound casual. Failing miserably.
The second you hit send, you tossed your phone to the other end of the couch like it had betrayed you.
“What the fuck am I even doing,” you muttered, dragging your hands down your face.
You stayed frozen like that, elbows on your knees, face buried in your palms, breathing too fast. You told yourself you should block him. Delete the chat. Pretend none of this ever happened a few nights ago.
Then your phone chimed.
Your heart stalled—and then raced as you lunged for it.
Uncle Buck:Of course it is, sweetheart. Pick you up tomorrow at five?
You read it once.
Twice.
Five times.
His name on your screen made the guilt bloom sharp and hot in your chest. Uncle. God, it felt so wrong—so fucking wrong—that it sent a shiver straight down your spine.
And the worst part?
You didn’t say no.
At exactly five, you stepped out of your apartment building, a duffel bag slung over your shoulder. Your fingers worried the hem of your shirt, tugging and twisting the fabric like it might steady you. It didn’t. Your heart was lodged somewhere in your throat as you waited.
Then his car pulled up and came to a smooth stop in front of you.
Bucky stepped out, tall and unhurried, like he knew you’d still be standing there no matter how long he took. His hair was slicked back, dark and neat, and the black shirt he wore clung to his broad frame like it had been tailored just to remind you of exactly what you were getting into.
“Hey, sweetheart,” he said, voice low as he closed the distance between you.
Before you could overthink it, he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you in firmly. The scent of him hit you all at once—cologne, cigarettes, and worn leather—something familiar and intoxicating that made your head spin just a little.
You smiled, small and shy, even as your pulse betrayed you.
“Ready?” he asked, lips tugging into a gentle smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes.
You nodded.
He took your bag with ease, tossing it into the backseat before circling around and opening the passenger door for you. He paused there, one hand resting on the frame, eyes flicking over you in a way that felt anything but innocent.
“Hop in, baby,” he said softly. “We’ll be there in no time.”
And just like that, every doubt you’d rehearsed fell silent as you slid into the seat—because whatever this was, you were already too far in to pretend you didn’t want it.
The door shut with a solid click, sealing you inside the car with him. Leather creaked beneath you as you settled into the passenger seat, the smell of it mixing with him—familiar now, dangerous in a way you didn’t want to examine too closely.
Bucky slid in behind the wheel and started the engine, one hand resting casually at the top as he pulled away from the curb. The car eased into traffic, smooth and unhurried, like he had nowhere else to be but here.
For a while, neither of you spoke.
The radio hummed low in the background, some old song you half-recognized, but your attention kept drifting back to him. The way his jaw flexed when he checked the mirrors. The way his grip tightened just slightly on the wheel when the light turned yellow.
You shifted in your seat, suddenly aware of how close he was. Too close. Not close enough.
“You’re quiet,” he said after a moment, glancing at you briefly before looking back at the road.
You shrugged, fingers lacing together in your lap. “Just… thinking.”
A corner of his mouth lifted. “Dangerous habit.”
Your breath hitched at that—not because of the words, but the tone. Like he knew exactly what kind of thoughts you were trying—and failing—to keep to yourself.
Another stretch of silence followed, heavier this time. His arm rested along the center console, relaxed, open. Close enough that if you moved even an inch, you’d brush against him. You didn’t. You told yourself you wouldn’t.
“Long week?” he asked, softer now.
“Yeah,” you admitted. “Feels like it never really ended.”
He hummed in agreement. “That’s why we’re getting away.” Then, after a pause, almost absently, “You deserve that.”
The words settled deep, warm and unsettling all at once.
At a red light, his eyes flicked to you again—longer this time. Intent. You felt seen in a way that made your skin prickle.
“Relax,” he murmured, turning back to the road as the light changed. “You’re safe with me.”
The road narrowed until it was barely more than a ribbon of gravel cutting through the trees. Pines towered on either side, dense and unmoving, their branches knitting together overhead like they were intent on swallowing the path whole. The air felt cooler here, heavier, carrying the sharp scent of earth and sap even through the closed windows.
Bucky slowed the car, tires crunching softly as a cabin came into view.
It sat tucked deep in the forest, deliberately hidden—dark wood and stone blending with the surroundings, like it had grown there rather than been built. The porch stretched wide across the front, supported by thick beams, a single warm light glowing beside the door.
He pulled into the small clearing and cut the engine.
The sudden quiet rang in your ears.
You stepped out of the car and took it in properly this time. The cabin was bigger up close, solid and steady, with tall windows that reflected the trees instead of revealing anything inside. Smoke curled faintly from a stone chimney, the scent of burning wood hanging in the air.
No neighbors.
No cell signal.
Nothing but forest in every direction.
Bucky grabbed your bag from the backseat and came to stand beside you, close enough that you felt his presence before you consciously registered it.
“Pretty quiet, huh?” he said, calm, almost amused.
You nodded, eyes still tracing the line of the roof, the porch, the dark windows. “It’s… secluded.”
“That was the idea.”
His hand rested briefly at the small of your back as he guided you toward the steps—light, casual, but unmistakably intentional. The porch creaked under your weight, the sound loud in the stillness, grounding you in the reality of where you were.
Just the two of you.
Miles from anywhere else.
As he unlocked the door, you glanced once more at the trees hemming the cabin in on all sides, their shadows stretching long as the sun dipped lower.
Whatever rules you’d brought with you felt flimsy out here.
Inside, the cabin was warmer than you expected.
A fire was already crackling in the stone fireplace, casting slow-moving shadows across the wooden walls. Everything smelled like cedar and smoke, clean but lived-in. Thick blankets were folded neatly over the back of a wide couch, a worn rug stretched across the floor, and shelves lined with old books and mismatched mugs made the space feel intentionally personal—like someone spent real time here. Like he did.
Bucky dropped your bag near the stairs without comment and shrugged off his jacket, rolling his shoulders as if finally relaxing. He moved through the space with ease, familiar with every creak of the floorboards, every switch and drawer.
“Make yourself comfortable,” he said, already heading toward the small kitchen.
You hovered for a moment before sitting on the couch, fingers brushing over the fabric of a blanket. It was soft. Too soft. The fire popped quietly, the sound filling the silence without breaking it.
You sat there together, close but not touching, the firelight flickering between you. Outside, the forest pressed in, but in here everything felt… contained. Protected. Intimate in a way that made your thoughts slow down and wander.
“You’re wound tight,” he said, not unkindly but it wasn’t a question.
You looked up at him. “You don’t think this is… strange?”
He crossed the room and sat beside you—not too close, not far. Deliberate. Grounded. His presence immediately shifted the air, like the room had decided who it belonged to.
“No,” he said simply.
That answer caught you off guard. “You don’t?”
“No.” He leaned back, one arm resting along the back of the couch behind you, close enough to feel without touching. “You’re here because you wanted to be. I’m here because I asked you to come. That’s not complicated.”
“It feels complicated to me, because it is Buck” you admitted.
He turned his head then, eyes settling on you with quiet intensity. “That’s because you’re looking for reasons to make it wrong.”
You are looking for a reason to make it wrong– his words echoed in your head, because he was right. You were overthinking it, it was wrong– yes, but now you are here and you should actually enjoy it right?
You exhaled sharply, tension loosening from your shoulders as you nodded. “Yeah… you are—you are right,” you said quietly, the words feeling heavy but honest as they left your mouth.
Bucky watched you for a moment, expression unreadable. Then he reached for your hand.
His grip was warm and steady, fingers firm as he lifted it, thumb brushing over your knuckles in a way that felt deliberate—reassuring, not rushed. He pressed a slow kiss to the back of your hand, lips lingering just long enough to make your chest tighten.
“That’s my girl,” he said softly.
Your breath caught.
He looked up at you then, smiling—not sharp, not teasing. Warm. Certain. “Turn off that pretty little mind of yours and just relax, okay?”
There was no edge to it. No demand. Just quiet confidence, like he fully expected you to trust him—and knew you already did.
You nodded again, almost without thinking.
Satisfied, he let go of your hand and stood, rolling his shoulders like he’d made a decision. “I’ll make us something to eat.”
You followed him instantly. Bucky stood at the stove, sleeves rolled up, hands confident as he chopped vegetables with easy precision. The rhythmic sound of the knife against the cutting board was oddly soothing.
“Do you—” you started, then stopped yourself.
He glanced over his shoulder. “Yeah?”
“Do you want help?” you asked, voice soft, a little unsure. “I can do something. Chop… or stir. Anything.”
His mouth curved into a fond smile.
“C’mere,” he said gently, setting the knife down. He reached for a bottle on the counter and poured a glass of red wine, deep and rich. “Here. For you.”
He handed it to you, fingers brushing yours, and then—before you could protest—guided you by the waist just enough to lift you up onto the counter beside him. It was effortless, like he’d done it a hundred times before.
“Sit,” he said, calm and warm. “I’ve got this.”
You laughed quietly, a little embarrassed, but didn’t argue. “You’re very bossy in the kitchen.”
“Only when I know what I’m doing,” he replied, turning back to the stove.
You sipped the wine, watching him work. He moved with an easy focus—adding oil to the pan, letting it heat just right before tossing in garlic. The smell bloomed instantly, warm and inviting, filling the cabin. He stirred slowly, patient, like he wasn’t in a rush to get anywhere.
“You look good up there,” he said casually, not even looking at you.
You felt heat rush to your cheeks. “I’m literally just sitting.”
“Exactly,” he said, glancing at you now. “Relaxed. That suits you.”
You swung your legs slightly, toes brushing the cabinet below. “You cook like this often?”
He nodded. “When I’m here. Helps quiet things down.” He added vegetables to the pan, seasoning without measuring, trusting instinct. “You’re doing great, by the way.”
“I’m not doing anything,” you pointed out with an annoyed expression.
He smiled to himself. “You asked to help. That counts.”
The praise was simple, unforced—but it settled warmly in your chest. You watched the way his hands moved, steady and sure, the way he tasted the sauce and adjusted it just slightly before nodding in approval.
“See?” he said. “Perfect.”
You took another sip of wine, the fire crackling behind you, the forest silent outside. The moment felt small and domestic and safe—like something borrowed from a life you hadn’t known you wanted. The fire flickered behind you, casting golden light across the kitchen as Bucky stirred the sauce, humming quietly to himself. You perched on the counter, legs swinging slightly, the wine warming your chest and loosening the words you’d been holding in.
“Bucky…” you started softly, voice barely above a whisper. He glanced at you, one eyebrow raised, waiting. Your fingers fidgeted with the hem of your shirt. “Can… can you kiss me?”
The words left your mouth faster than you expected, but there was no taking them back.
He paused mid-stir, eyes locking onto yours. For a heartbeat, the room held its breath with you. Then, slowly, deliberately, he set the spoon down and stepped closer, his presence filling the space.
“You want me to?” he asked, voice low, steady, as if the idea had never been in question—but he liked hearing it from you anyway.
You nodded, heart hammering. “I… I do.”
A small, satisfied smile tugged at his lips. He leaned in, and when his hand brushed lightly against your waist to steady you, it wasn’t forceful—just grounding. His other hand lifted yours slightly, tilting it so your palm met his lips. He pressed a kiss there first, soft, slow, deliberate, lingering just long enough to make your knees go weak. Then, slowly, he closed the space between you, eyes never leaving yours, and pressed a kiss to your lips. Gentle, measured, but certain.
Pulling back slightly, he rested his forehead against yours, voice low and teasing. “See? That wasn’t so scary now, was it?”
You laughed softly, breathless, shaking your head. “No… not with you.”
You slid carefully off the counter, wine glass in hand, and followed Bucky to the small wooden table in the corner of the cabin. The firelight spilled over the space, making the room glow with warmth. Plates were already set, simple but inviting, and the scent of the meal he’d prepared filled the air—garlic, herbs, something hearty that made your stomach tighten in anticipation.
Bucky gestured for you to sit, then took his own seat across from you, a soft, satisfied smile tugging at his lips. “Here,” he said, pushing your glass slightly closer to you. “Drink. You earned it.”
You giggled nervously, fingers curling around the stem. “I… barely did anything,” you admitted.
“That counts,” he said firmly, voice calm, steady, like he was stating a fact rather than arguing. “Asking to help. Sitting through my cooking, looking all pretty. That’s all earned.”
You flushed, sipping the wine. “You’re very… encouraging,” you said softly, unsure whether to feel flattered or embarrassed.
He leaned forward slightly, resting his elbows on the table, eyes on you. “I’m honest. You’re doing great, and I want you to know it.”
Your heart thumped, and for a moment you forgot to drink. “I… don’t usually get compliments like that,” you admitted quietly, staring at the table. “Or… attention.”
Bucky’s smile softened. “Good,” he murmured. “Because you deserve it. You deserve someone who notices you.”
You swallowed, warmth spreading through your chest at the certainty in his voice. “Even… even if it’s… weird?” you asked, voice hesitant. “Because… us… here… it’s… a little strange, right?”
He didn’t hesitate. “I don’t care if it’s strange,” he said, firm. “I care that it’s real. That you’re here. That we’re here. Nothing else matters.”
The last bites of dinner were gone, plates cleared to the side, leaving only the warm glow of the fire and the faint scent of garlic and herbs in the cabin. You sank into the couch, wine glass in hand, the warmth from both the fire and the wine making your limbs feel loose, almost too relaxed.
Bucky followed, settling beside you with the easy confidence you’d come to expect. He draped one arm along the back of the couch behind you, close enough that you could feel the heat radiating from him without even realizing it.
“Quiet after dinner suits you,” he said softly, voice low, casual, but with an undertone that made your pulse spike.
You laughed nervously, setting your glass down on the side table. “I’m… comfortable,” you admitted.
He shifted closer, letting his fingers brush lightly against your arm, soft, teasing. “I’ve noticed,” he murmured. His eyes flicked to yours briefly, then back to the fire, a faint smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth.
You shivered slightly at the touch, biting your lip. “You’re… being… dangerous,” you whispered.
“Dangerous?” He tilted his head, slow and deliberate, as if the word intrigued him more than it frightened him. “You think me sitting here, doing this… is dangerous?”
“Yes,” you admitted, voice quiet, trembling just a little. “Because now I… can’t stop thinking about… that night. At the bar.”
His hand moved deliberately, fingers tracing the back of yours now, brushing across your skin in the slowest, lightest caress. “Oh? That night?” His voice dropped lower, soft and teasing, like he was savoring the memory. “I remember it too. Every look. Every sweet little sound you made for me.”
Your cheeks flushed, heat pooling across your chest. “I… I shouldn’t have let you…”
“Shouldn’t have?” His hand paused, thumb brushing lightly against your wrist. “Sweetheart, you wanted it. You just didn’t say it out loud yet.”
You swallowed hard, heart hammering in your chest. “It felt… intense. Too intense and wrong.”
He leaned slightly closer, so close that your shoulder brushed his. “Good,” he murmured, almost a purr. “Intensity’s meant to be felt. Not fought.”
His fingers traced slow, teasing patterns across the back of your hand and up your forearm, deliberate and confident, not leaving anything to doubt. Your chest tightened under the firelight, both from his touch and the words that made your mind spin.
“And you,” he said softly, voice steady but edged with that low tease that always made you melt, “you liked it. Don’t even pretend otherwise.”
You exhaled, a mix of laughter and disbelief escaping you. “I… maybe I did,” you whispered.
His smirk deepened. “Maybe?” He leaned back, thumb still brushing yours. “I’ll take ‘maybe’ for now. But I know the truth, sweetheart. You remember it too well. You’ve been thinking about it every second since.”
Before you could respond and deny it even just a bit, he pressed his lips to yours—slow, firm, and inescapable. It wasn’t gentle anymore. It was claiming, dominant, and teasing, daring you to pull away.
You froze for half a second… then melted against him. His other hand slid to your waist, pulling you closer without breaking the kiss. He let you catch your breath for just a moment, resting his forehead against yours, eyes smoldering with amusement and certainty.
“You like that,” he murmured, voice low, almost a growl. “You like me taking charge.”
You exhaled sharply, words barely forming. “I… I think I do.”
His smirk widened. “Think? That’s cute. Don’t think too hard, baby. Just feel— let uncle Bucky take care of you”
He kissed you again, slower this time, tracing the line of your lips with teasing pressure. One hand brushed your hair back from your face while the other rested firm and possessive at your hip, holding you in place as if you couldn’t escape even if you wanted to.
“Look at you,” he whispered against your lips, voice dripping with confidence. “So tense. So wound up. And yet… still letting me do this.”
You shivered under the heat of his gaze, the press of his body, the cocky certainty of him claiming this moment. “Bucky…” you breathed, voice shaky.
“Shhh,” he murmured, pressing a lingering kiss to your temple. “Don’t talk. Just… let me.”
You were still catching your breath from the last kiss, heart pounding, when Bucky’s smirk deepened.
Before you could even react, his hands were at your waist, firm and unyielding, guiding you with a decisive strength. In one swift, smooth motion, he shifted you—your legs straddling his lap now, your chest just above his, your warmth pressing against him.
“See?” he murmured, voice low and teasing, hand resting at the small of your back to steady you. “I told you… I like being in control.”
You froze for a second, heat rushing through every nerve in your body. “B-Bucky…” Your voice was shaky, breath hitching, both nervous and excited at the same time.
He caught your gaze, smirk cocky, eyes dark and certain. “You’re not going anywhere, sweetheart. Not right now. Not while I have you like this.”
Your fingers instinctively brushed against his chest, hesitant, almost testing, while his hands stayed firm, guiding your movement with deliberate ease. Every shift of your hips, every small sway, was under his control—yet somehow, it felt natural, even safe, in the middle of the tension.
“Just like that” he murmured against your temple, voice low, confident. “Make yourself feel good on me sweetie.”
His jeans brushed against you as he shifted slightly,making your clothed core brush against rough denim of his jeans, you bit your lip, a soft, startled whimper escaping you despite yourself. The sensation wasn’t anything you could name—but it was enough to make your knees go weak.
“Yes baby, feel how hard I am for you” he murmured, voice low and teasing, eyes dark as they held yours. “Relax. Just… feel this. Me. Right. Here.” he replied, bucking his hips.
Bucky’s voice dropped low into your ear, deep and rough, vibrating against your skin. “Tell me what you need from me. Go on… tell your favourite uncle what you need.”
Your chest tightened, breath catching, pulse hammering in your ears. Every nerve in your body hummed, alive and electric. You felt heat pooling in your stomach, your knees weak, your fingers fidgeting nervously. The sound of his voice, the tone of it—cocky, commanding, certain—made you feral in ways you hadn’t expected.
“You– I need you, Bucky please!” you whined helplessly, voice trembling. Your body pressed instinctively closer to his, reacting before your mind could catch up. The warmth of him, the steady dominance in his presence, made you feel exposed, vulnerable, and completely seen. You pressed against him, shivering, wanting more even as your mind shouted caution.
You let out a quiet, almost helpless whimper, the sound betraying how flustered you felt, how completely he’d unsettled you with a single glance, a single tone of voice.
“You are such a slut for me, huh?”
Heat rose to your cheeks, your breath coming in short, uneven gasps. Every word, every glance, every shift of his weight made you feel caught between embarrassment, desire, and the thrill of being under his control.
Then, in one swift, commanding movement, he ripped open your blouse, leaving your chest bare in front of him. Buttons flew across the room, and for a moment you were stunned, chest tight, breath shaky. The feral mix of awe, embarrassment, and helplessness made your heart hammer in your chest.
Bucky’s eyes locked onto yours, dark and smoldering, watching every reaction. His lips curved into a cocky, satisfied smirk, exuding dominance in a way that made you simultaneously nervous and thrilled.
“You can’t hide how much you like this,” he murmured, voice low, firm, and teasing all at once. “You can’t pretend you’re not mine in moments like this.” emphasizing his words with a sharp slap on your bare tits.
Your hands fluttered against his chest, almost desperate, almost trying to anchor yourself, but his presence was too overpowering, too controlled. Every second under his gaze made your stomach tighten, your skin tingle, and your mind spin with a dizzying mix of nervousness, excitement, and surrender.
His mouth eagerly latched onto your bare, hardened nipples, sucking and licking with a delicious intensity that left you gasping for breath. Each tantalizing tug sent waves of pleasure coursing through you, drawing soft, unfiltered moans from your chest. You felt vulnerable yet exhilarated, completely lost in the bliss of the moment.
Bucky shifted, lowering you easily onto the couch, his body looming over yours with a blend of protective strength and raw desire. As he pressed his warm lips against your bare chest, he traveled down with deliberate slowness, kissing a path down your stomach, anticipation coiled tightly within you, every kiss igniting a flicker of excitement through your body.
He lingered just above your waistband, a teasing smile playing on his lips as he commanded, “I need these off now.” His voice was low and authoritative, sending a shiver of need crawling up your spine. Bucky’s hands helped you shed your jeans and underwear, leaving you completely bare and exposed beneath him.
You could feel the rush of blood pounding in your ears, a mix of nerves and anticipation making your heart race. Bucky's mouth continued its tantalizing journey lower, trailing soft, fiery kisses along your thighs as he spread your legs. He paused, looking up at you with an intensity that made your pulse quicken, before licking a long, delicious stripe along your soaked slit.
Bucky’s gaze locked onto yours with a fiery intensity of his piercing blue eyes. As he settled between your spread legs, the anticipation thrummed in the air, igniting your skin with a delicious sense of vulnerability.
“Look at you,” he murmured against your cunt, his voice a deep, steady rumble that sent shivers down your spine. “So beautiful and ready for me.” The praise dripped from his lips, each word stirring something inside you.
With a teasing smile, he pressed soft kisses along your inner thighs, his breath warm and tantalizing against your sensitive skin. “You taste so good,” he breathed, the words wrapping around “I can’t get enough.” With that, his tongue flicked out, a bold, exploratory taste that sent shockwaves of pleasure through you.
He began to devour you, his mouth working with expert precision, he savored every bit of you. His tongue teased and swirled around your sensitive folds, urging soft moans from your lips. “That’s it, baby,” he encouraged, his voice thick with desire. “Just like that. Let me hear you.”
Each stroke of his tongue was laced with dominance—a reminder of his power over your pleasure. He reveled in your reactions, the way your body instinctively responded to him, arching and quivering under his ministrations. “You’re doing so well,” he praised, his eyes flickering up to meet yours. “Just for me. I love this.”
The intensity of his focus only heightened your pleasure, pushing you closer to the edge. Bucky’s mouth worked with relentless determination, his tongue plunging deeper as his nose softly bumped against your sensitive clit, pushing you closer to the edge. “That’s my good girl,” he whispered breathlessly, the praise sending jolts of electricity through you. “Just let go for me.”
You could feel your heart racing, your body tightening with every flick and lap of his tongue. The world around you faded, leaving only the intoxicating sensations of his lips, the heat of his body, and the delicious sound of your moans filling the air.
The air in the living room was thick, heavy with the scent of him and the salt of your own skin. You were slumped back against the cushions, limbs feeling like they were made of concrete, your heart still hammering a frantic rhythm against your ribs. Your breath was coming in shallow hitches, eyes fluttering shut as you tried to catch breath.
But Bucky wasn't letting you drift away– not now.
He crawled up the length of you, his heavy weight settling firmly between your thighs. He didn't move to close the distance for a kiss–- instead, he propped himself up on his forearms, looking down at you with a dark, unhinged sort of hunger. His hair was a mess, falling over his forehead clinging to his sweat covered skin, his eyes were blown out, focused entirely on your flushed face.
"Look at you," he rasped, his voice sounding like gravel. He reached down, his metal fingers cold and unforgiving as they hooked under your chin, forcing you to look at him. "A total mess. Do you have any idea how pathetic you look right now?” You tried to turn your head, a soft whimper escaping you, but his grip tightened just enough to keep you still.
"Don't look away," he growled, a mean little smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. "You wanted this. You’ve been begging for it with every shy little look you've given me today. And now that I’ve actually touched you, you can barely handle it. You’re so sensitive, aren't you? So easy to break."
He leaned down, his hot breath fanning over your ear, his voice dropping to a filthy whisper. "You’re just a little bird, aren't you? My good, quiet girl."
The contrast of the praise against the bite in his tone made your stomach flip. You reached up, your fingers grasping at his shoulders, pulling him closer, but he resisted, holding himself just out of reach.
"You want me inside you?" he asked directly, his tone mocking. He nudged his knee firmly against your center, making you gasp. "Tell me. Use your words. Tell me how much you need me to ruin you after I just spent all that time making you feel so good."
"Bucky, please," you breathed, your voice small and desperate.
"Please what?" He leaned in, his nose brushing against yours, his eyes tracking the way your chest heaved. "Say it. Tell me you want your uncle to take what he wants. Tell me you’re mine."
"I'm yours," you choked out, the shyness warring with the sheer need he was building in you. "Please... I'm all yours uncle Bucky. Just do it."
Bucky stayed hovered over you for a moment, enjoying the way you looked beneath him—cheeks flushed, chest heaving, and legs still trembling from what he’d just done with his tongue. He let out a dark, huffed breath of a laugh, his eyes scanning your disheveled state with a look that was more predator than protector.
Slowly, deliberately, he sat back on his heels, never breaking eye contact as he reached for the button of his tactical trousers.
The sound of the zipper cutting through the quiet room felt incredibly loud. You watched, your mouth going dry, as he pushed the heavy fabric down. When he freed himself, you couldn't help the way your eyes widened. He was thick, heavy, and already slick with anticipation—he looked intimidating.
"Close your mouth," he murmured, his voice dropping an octave, though that mean little smirk stayed firmly in place. "You look like a fish gasping for air. Did you think I was done with you just because you had your little moment?"
He didn't wait for you to answer. He grabbed your ankles, dragging you down the cushions until your hips were right at the edge of the seat, dangling open and vulnerable. He stepped into the space between your knees, his large, scarred hands framing your thighs and squeezing hard enough that you knew there’d be faint thumbprints tomorrow.
"Look at this," he taunted, gesturing to the heavy length of him as he nudged it against your entrance. "You're so small. You really think you can take all of this? You think you’re big enough to take me?"
You let out a shaky breath, your hands reaching out to grab his waist, but he swatted them away.
"Hands down," he commanded. "I didn't tell you to touch me. You just stay there and take it."
Then, without a hint of hesitation, he tilted his hips and drove in.
The sheer size of him felt like he was splitting you apart, filling every empty inch of you until you felt like you might break. A sharp, shocked cry left your lips, your head hitting the back of the couch as your eyes rolled back.
"Look at me," he barked, and you scrambled to obey, blinking through the haze of tears and heat.
He started to move—long, punishing strokes that pulled almost all the way out before slamming back again. The sound was filthy: the wet, slapping rhythm of his skin hitting yours and the heavy creak of the couch under his weight.
"Yeah, that's it," he groaned, his expression turning truly unhinged as the friction started to get to him. He leaned down, his metal hand tangling in your hair to tilt your head back, exposing your throat. "You're so tight for me. It’s almost like you were made to be used like this. To be ruined by someone you’re supposed to respect."
He was hammering into you now, his pace becoming a brutal, relentless blur. Every time his hips connected with yours, a sob-like moan escaped you. You felt completely conquered, a submissive mess under the weight of his ego and his body. You were needy, whining for more even as he treated you like you were nothing more than a toy.
"You're a good little thing, aren't you?" he rasped, the praise sounding almost like an insult in his gravelly tone. "Taking it all. So quiet. So obedient. Does it make you feel like a little slut, having your dad's friend fuck the words right out of your mouth?"
He didn't give you time to answer, his mouth crashing down onto yours in a kiss that tasted like salt and desperation, his tongue demanding entry just as forcefully as the rest of him. You clutched at his forearms, your nails scratching against his skin, lost in the overwhelming sensation of being completely, utterly claimed.
Bucky’s pace didn't slow—if anything, he got meaner, his movements turning frantic and heavy as he felt you starting to unravel beneath him. He could hear the way your breath was hitching into broken, wet sobs, your face flushed a deep crimson as you looked up at him with those wide, ruined eyes.
"That's it, cry for me," he whispered, his voice dark and cruel as he leaned down, his sweat dripping onto your chest. He gripped both of your wrists in one hand, pinning them against the back of the couch so you were completely exposed, splayed out and helpless. "You look so pathetic like this. Just a sobbing, shaking mess because of what I'm doing to you."
He hiked your legs up higher over his shoulders, driving even deeper, hitting that spot that made your toes curl and a high, keening moan tear from your throat. He let out a low, rough chuckle that sent a shiver of pure terror and heat down your spine.
"You're taking it so well," he taunted, his hips slamming into yours with a wet, rhythmic thud. "What if I didn't pull out? What if I just left you full of me? Imagine that. Walking around the house, sitting at dinner with your dad, knowing you're carrying around exactly what I gave you on this couch."
The thought made your heart skip a beat, a mixture of shame and desperate want flooding your system. You shook your head, your hair flying wildly against the cushions. "Bucky... please..."
"Please what? Please do it?" He mocked, a truly unhinged glint in his eyes. "You'd like that, wouldn't you? To be marked by me. To have everyone know you belong me. You're such a needy little brat. You want me to knock you up just so you have an excuse to keep me coming back to you."
He was losing his grip on his own restraint now, his jaw clenched so tight the muscles in his neck stood out like cords. The friction was becoming too much, the heat of your body squeezing him so tightly he couldn't think straight. He let go of your wrists, instead burying his metal hand deep into the cushions next to your head, the frame of the couch groaning under his strength.
"I’m going to ruin you," he growled, his voice breaking into a guttural snarl. "I’m going to fill you so full you won’t be able to walk straight for a week. You’re mine. You hear me? Just a shy little thing for me to break whenever I want."
You were bawling now, the pleasure so intense it felt like pain, your moans turning into wordless pleas as you felt your climax building. You arched your back, your heels digging into his back, begging for the end.
"Look at me!" he commanded, and you forced your eyes open, meeting his predatory stare.
He didn't pull away. He didn't even try to be careful. With one final, devastating thrust that felt like it reached your soul, he let out a choked, animalistic sound. He buried himself as deep as possible, his body locking up as he came, filling you with a heat that felt like a brand.
Bucky’s posture was still rigid, his large frame looming over you as he tried to navigate the shift in the room. He was hovering, his hands twitching like he wanted to touch you but wasn't sure if he was allowed to anymore. The mask of the anger had slipped, leaving behind a man who looked frustrated with himself, his brows furrowed in a dark, brooding line.
"I shouldn't have said that stuff," he muttered, his voice low and gritty, lacking the cruelty from before but still heavy with a dominating edge. "The 'toy' talk... it was out of line. I get a little unhinged when I’m in you, and I start pushing buttons I shouldn't touch. I’m a mess, doll. I don’t want you thinking—"
"Bucky," you interrupted, your voice small but steady.
He didn't stop, his words starting to tumble out faster, that pitiful, self-loathing streak of his starting to show. "I just don't want you to look at me and see some monster who enjoys hurting—"
"Bucky, stop," you said, reaching up and placing your hand over his mouth.
The physical contact silenced him instantly. He froze, his blue eyes wide and fixed on yours, looking like a stray dog waiting for a blow. You took a shaky breath, smoothing your palm over his scruffy jaw.
"I’m okay," you whispered, offering him a shy, genuine smile that reached your eyes. "Really. I liked it. All of it. The talk, the way you... I liked that you weren't gentle."
He blinked, the tension in his shoulders dropping just an inch. He searched your face for any sign of a lie, his hand coming up to cover yours, pressing your palm harder against his cheek.
"You liked it?" he repeated, his voice dropping back into that possessive, low register. The guilt was still there, but it was being overtaken by a dark sense of relief.
"I did," you confessed, your face heating up as your shyness returned. "I'm all yours, remember? You can't scare me away that easily."
A slow, much more grounded smirk pulled at his lips. It wasn't mean this time, but it was definitely still dominating. He leaned in, nipping at your earlobe before pulling you firmly against his chest, making sure you felt every inch of his solid weight.
"Good girl," he hummed, the vibration of his voice echoing in your chest. "Just making sure you know who's in charge, even when I'm being an idiot. Now, let’s get you cleaned up okay?”
Bucky stood up, his movements much slower and more careful now. He didn't say much as he reached down, his large hands hooking under your arms to hoist you up from the couch. Your legs felt like jelly, a soft sound of protest escaping you as your feet hit the floor, but he caught you easily, tucking you into his side.
He led you to the bathroom, the cool air of the hallway hitting your heated skin. He didn't make you do anything– instead, he sat you on the edge of the tub while he ran the water, testing the temperature with his flesh hand until it was just right. He found a soft washcloth, soaking it and wringing it out before kneeling between your knees.
The room was quiet, just the sound of the water dripping and the hum of the fan. Bucky was focused, his expression solemn as he gently wiped away the traces of the night from your body. His touch was incredibly light, a complete 180 from the way he had been gripping you minutes before. He didn't make any more jokes or mean comments; he just took care of you with a steady, grounding presence.
Once you were clean and wrapped in one of his oversized t-shirts that smelled like cedar and laundry soap, he led you back to the bedroom.
He climbed into the bed first, propping himself up against the headboard and opening his arm in a silent invitation. You crawled in beside him, collapsing against his chest with a tired sigh. The transition from the high intensity of the couch to the quiet safety of his arms made your eyes feel heavy almost instantly.
Bucky wrapped his metal arm around your waist, pulling you flush against his side, while his other hand found its way into your hair, his fingers gently massaging your scalp.
"You're exhausted," he whispered, his chin resting on the top of your head.
"Mm," you hummed, your eyes already drifting shut. You felt completely safe, the lingering ache in your muscles a sweet reminder of how thoroughly he'd claimed you.
"I'm not going anywhere, doll," he promised. He pulled the duvet up over your shoulders, tucking it in tight. He stayed awake for a while, just watching the rhythm of your breathing even out. The "mean" version of him was tucked away for the night, replaced by the man who would do anything to keep you warm.
As you finally drifted off, the last thing you felt was the press of his lips against your temple and the steady, heavy beat of his heart under your ear.
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"Keep those eyes on me," he commanded, his voice dropping an octave into a gravelly, metallic rasp, as you were seated right in front of him on the wooden floor of your apartment.
He reached out, the pads of his fingers—thick, calloused, and smelling faintly of woodsmoke—hooking under your chin to tilt your head back. You obeyed, your jaw dropping open in a silent invitation.
"I’m going to have so much fun training you," he murmured.
At first he didn't rush. He slid two fingers into the heat of your mouth, the weight of them pressing firmly against your tongue. The sensation was intrusive and grounding all at once. He began to move them with agonizing slowness, a rhythmic slide-and-sink that forced you to taste the salt of his skin. You felt a low whine build in your throat, your hands clutching at your own thighs just to keep from reaching for him.
"That’s it. Just get used to the weight," he coached, his voice dropping into that low, gravelly register that always made your knees weak.
Then, the pace shifted. He began to push deeper, his knuckles grazing your lips as he tested the limits of your throat. Each thrust was deliberate and calculated. You felt the first sharp spark of a gag reflex—a sudden, involuntary flutter of your throat muscles constricting around him.
A string of saliva escaped the corner of your mouth, glistening in the lamplight as it trailed down your chin, but Bucky didn't pull back. Instead, his thumb brushed the moisture away, his expression darkening with a predatory sort of pride.
He began to drive his fingers inward, the thick digits stretching the corners of your mouth until the skin felt taut and sensitive. With every thrust, he went a fraction deeper, hitting the sensitive back of your throat with a blunt, rhythmic force.
"Shhh, take it," he growled, his thumb coming up to press firmly against the pulse point in your neck, feeling the frantic thrum-thrum-thrum of your heart. "I didn't tell you to pull away. I told you to open up."
He increased the tempo, his movements becoming more aggressive and you began to drool around him involuntarily. The wet, rhythmic slap of his palm against your chin echoed in the quiet room. You felt the muscles of your throat fluttering, trying to reject him, but he was unyielding. He was mapping you out, learning exactly where your limits were so he could push right past them.
"You’re shaking," he observed, a dark, predatory smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. "Is it too much? Or is it just the realization that I’m barely using two fingers, and you're already struggling?"
You let out something between a gag and a whimper as a response.
He withdrew his fingers just enough to let you gulp in a frantic breath, only to plunge them back in, deeper than before, bottoming out against the soft tissue of your throat. Your hands flew to his wrists, your fingers digging into his skin and the cold, unyielding seams of his metal arm, seeking a scrap of mercy.
"Drooling like a good little mess for me," he whispered, leaning down until his lips were inches from your ear, his hot breath sending a fresh wave of shivers down your spine. "Gag for me again. Let me feel how tight you can get. Because we aren't stopping until you can swallow every inch of me without a sound."
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The air in the tiny bathroom was thick and humid, smelling of industrial soap and the sharp, clean scent of Bucky’s cologne. He had you pinned against the sink.
"You’re always so loud out there," Bucky breathed, his voice a jagged edge of a whisper. He stepped in closer, his heavy frame crushing yours, making you feel small in a way that made your blood hum. "Giving me attitude in the breakroom. Thinking you're so smart."
He didn't wait for an answer. His metal hand hooked under your thigh, yanking your leg up around his waist with a strength that was blunt and effortless. You let out a sharp intake of breath, and he immediately clamped his hand over your mouth, muffled and firm.
"I told you. Quiet," he sneered, though his eyes were blown wide, dark with a hunger that wasn't hateful at all.
He didn't bother being gentle. With his free hand, he worked his trousers down just enough, to free his already throbbing cock. When he lined himself up, he paused, staring you down with a mean, challenging smirk. "Look at you. All that talk, and you’re shaking for me in a fucking office bathroom."
He sinked into you with a sudden, heavy thrust that knocked the air out of your lungs. You buckled against him, your muffled scream dying against his palm. The sensation was overwhelming—the cold metal of his thumb rubbing against your cheek while the rest of him was a furnace, driving into you with a rhythmic, punishing pace.
"Yeah," he grunted, his teeth grazing your earlobe as he picked up speed. "Take it. You wanted to be the boss today? How’s this for a report?"
Each hit sent your head back against the mirror with a dull thud. He was relentless, his movements stiff and demanding, forcing you to find your rhythm with him or lose your balance entirely. He leaned down, his lips brushing the shell of your ear as he spoke low and dirty, describing exactly what he was doing to you, his words dripping with a mocking sort of praise.
"You're so tight, it’s gonna be a wonder if you can even walk straight out there," he hissed, his hips snapping forward. "Is this what you’re thinking about when you’re glaring at me across the conference table? Me making you a mess in a place like this?"
He felt you peaking, your body tensing and your fingers digging into the leather of his jacket. He didn't slow down; he pushed harder, his breath coming in short, harsh hitches.
"Don't you dare make a sound," he warned, his voice straining. "I want to hear you choke on it."
Bucky didn’t pull away when he finished. He stayed crowded against you, his heavy chest heaving against yours as he let out a long, shaky breath into the crook of your neck. The sudden, hot weight of him filling you was overwhelming, making your knees feel like jelly.
"Look at that," he murmured, his voice a low, rough vibration. He glanced down to where he was still pressed against you, then back up to your flushed face. "I didn't think you'd let me get that careless. You’re usually so... controlled."
He gave a sharp, teasing thrust, a wet, slick sound echoing off the tile that made you gasp and grab his shoulders for balance.
"Careful," he chuckled, the sound mean and low in his throat. "You’re leaking, sweetheart. You’re gonna have a real hard time sitting through that briefing with me dripping out of you."
He finally stepped back, the loss of his heat making the air feel suddenly freezing. He watched with a predatory sort of satisfaction as you tried to steady yourself against the sink, your legs trembling.
"You’re a mess," he said, reaching out with his metal hand to tilt your chin up, forcing you to meet his gaze. His thumb brushed over your bottom lip, dragging it down. "Going to be thinking about me every time you feel that slide down your thigh? Every time you have to shift in your chair because I’m still inside you?"
You nodded mindlessly at his words
He leaned in one last time, his nose brushing yours, his breath smelling like mint and adrenaline. "I wonder if the Director will notice how distracted you are. Or if he'll just think you're finally losing your edge."
He straightened his jacket, his expression smoothing out into that cool, professional mask he wore in the halls—except for the lingering heat in his eyes.
"Clean yourself up," he said, turning toward the door without a backward glance. "Don't be late. I’d hate for everyone to wonder what kept you."
summary: you are overworked and exhausted and your husband knows exactly what you need.
wc: 5k
warnings: 18+ MDNI, smut, oral sex- f receiving, daddy kink, use of petnames, dacryphilia?, praise kink
an: am i stressed over exams? yes. do I need bucky to clear my head? absolutely
You’re folded over your laptop on the couch, spine curved, shoulders tight, fingers hovering uselessly above the keyboard. Your thoughts won’t slow down—deadlines, expectations, pressure looping over and over until your head feels too full to hold anything else. You’re exhausted, not just tired but wrung out, like every last bit of energy has already been taken from you.
Another minute like this and you’ll cry.
The living room is dark except for the glow of your screen, painting you in soft light and shadows. Your eyes sting. Your chest feels tight. You don’t want to think anymore—you want someone else to decide what happens next.
The door opens.
“I’m back,” Bucky calls.
You don’t answer.
He’s in the living room a moment later, and the second he sees you, his entire posture shifts. He crosses the room quickly, presence filling the space as he crouches in front of you.
“Hey,” he says, firm enough that it cuts through the noise in your head. “Eyes on me.”
You lift your gaze. You look wrecked—pouty, teary, overwhelmed—and his expression softens immediately, though his voice stays steady.
“There you are,” he murmurs.
His hands come up to your face, big and warm, thumbs brushing along your cheeks.
“Tell me what’s going on in that pretty head.”
“I can’t turn it off,” you whisper. “It won’t stop. There’s too many thoughts.”
“I know,” he says calmly. “That’s because you’ve been carrying too much by yourself.”
He closes your laptop without hesitation and sets it aside, out of reach.
“Work’s done,” he says, leaving no room to argue. “You don’t get to worry about that anymore tonight. That’s my job now.”
Your shoulders drop at his words, the relief immediate.
“I’m so tired…” you whimper.
“I can see that.” His thumbs press gently into your skin. “And I’m not going to let you spiral yourself into the ground, understand?”
You nod.
“Good,” he says softly. “Now listen to me. You don’t need to think. You don’t need to decide anything. Just let me take care of you.”
He moves between your legs, hands firm on your thighs, spreading them just enough to ground you in the moment.
“That’s it,” he murmurs. “Stay right there.”
His lips press to the inside of your knee, slow and deliberate, kisses trailing along your leg. He takes his time, hands steady, movements confident—completely in control. With every kiss, he murmurs praise, reassurance, possession. Your body responds instantly, melting into his touch, a shaky breath slipping from your lips as your head tips back.
His mouth moves higher, and when he presses a firm kiss over your clothed clit, your breath catches sharply.
“Sensitive already,” he murmurs. “Poor thing. All wound up and exhausted.”
His fingers hook into your underwear, sliding it aside, exposing you to the cool air.
“So perfect,” he says again, voice thick with approval.
He licks a slow, deliberate stripe up your soaked slit, unhurried, like he’s savoring the way your body reacts to him. Then he settles in, mouth warm and insistent, sucking your clit with practiced ease.
A broken moan tears out of you.
The emotions hit all at once—stress, frustration, need—leaving you open and shaking. Tears spill freely, sliding down your face as your body gives in.
Bucky looks up at you, eyes dark and focused, never stopping.
“That’s it,” he says softly. “Cry for me. Let it all out.” His tone is gentle but commanding—an instruction you don’t need to question.
“I’ve got you,” he murmurs. “You’re safe. Daddy’s right here.”
He keeps working you steadily, nose nudging your clit as his tongue moves with precision. Your fingers slip into his hair, holding on—not pulling, just anchoring yourself to him.
“Good,” he praises. “Just like that.”
Your thighs close around his head as you chase your release, whiny moans mixing with quiet sobs.
“Daddy, please,” you whine.
“That’s my good girl,” he murmurs, the vibration of his voice sending sparks through you. “You’re doing exactly what I want.”
His tongue moves faster, more focused, hands firm on your thighs, keeping you open despite the way they tremble.
“Let go,” he tells you. “I’ve got you.”
The pressure snaps.
Your back arches as your climax crashes over you, body shaking as you press harder into his mouth, everything spilling out at once. When it’s over, you collapse back against the couch, completely spent.
Bucky pulls away carefully, tending to you immediately—fixing your underwear, brushing his thumb along your thigh, making sure you’re settled before sitting beside you.
He studies your face, soft now, eyes heavy.
“Feeling better, crybaby?” he asks gently.
“M-mhm,” you nod crawling into his lap without thinking, arms wrapping around his neck, body seeking his warmth.
He pulls you in instantly, one arm tight around your waist, the other rubbing slow, grounding circles into your back.
“That’s it,” he says quietly. “Let daddy hold you.”
He grabs the blanket and drapes it over you both, tucking it around your shoulders, keeping you close.
“You don’t have to do anything else tonight,” he murmurs. “I’ll make you something warm to eat, and we’re staying right here.”
You hum softly against his neck.
“Good girl,” he praises again, kissing the top of your head. “Just rest.”
The room goes quiet, the world shrinking down to his steady heartbeat, his warmth, his arms holding you securely as you curl up together on the couch—safe, cared for, and completely his.
summary: you and bucky decided to party and it took unexpected turn for your friendship
wc: 9k
warnings: 18+ MDNI, awkward!bucky, awkward!reader, drug use, makeout sesh, mention of drinking, best friends to something else?, idiots in love, suggestive content (lmk if I missed anything)
an: this is my first ever fic I hope you enjoy it! bc I did
You drive together to the party, windows down, music too loud for real conversation. It’s comfortable in the way only best friends can manage—easy silence, occasional jokes, Bucky drumming his fingers against the steering wheel like he doesn’t know what to do with the extra energy in his body.
Inside, it’s a mess. Loud music, half-empty cups everywhere, people you barely recognize shouting over each other. It’s hot, crowded and extremely overwhelming. You stick close to Bucky without really thinking about it, shoulders brushing every time someone bumps into you.
A few drinks in, you end up leaning against the kitchen counter together, yelling just to hear each other.
“So—uh,” Bucky starts, rubbing the back of his neck. “This is gonna sound stupid.”
You laugh. “You’re already talking to me. Too late.”
He snorts, then lowers his voice anyway. “Sam gave me something… uh its, mollly? He said it might help me cheer up.” He makes air quotes, clearly unconvinced. “I took it from him, but I never tried it.”
You blink at him. “You’re telling me this now?”
“I don’t know,” he shrugs, awkward and a little sheepish. “Felt like… relevant information.”
Somehow, between the alcohol, the noise, and the reckless mood, the two of you decide to take it. You don’t actually expect anything to happen—Sam could be messing with him, or maybe you just think it’ll be funny. A bad idea in the way that feels harmless at the time.
At first, nothing changes.
You end up on the couch together, knees almost touching. The music feels louder, then softer. Conversation comes in weird starts and stops. It all feels.. odd?
“So,” you say after a moment, then immediately lose your train of thought. “Uh. Sorry. What was I saying?”
Bucky laughs a little too hard. “I don’t know. I wasn’t listening either.”
There’s an awkward pause. Not uncomfortable, exactly—just strange. You’re suddenly very aware of how close he is. The way his arm rests along the back of the couch, not quite touching you. The way he keeps glancing over, then looking away like he’s been caught staring.
“Do you feel… weird?” you ask finally.
“Yeah,” he admits. “But like… good weird? My head and eyes feel… loud?” He stares at his palms like they’ve personally betrayed him.
You snort. “That’s not a thing”
“I know, but it feels like one.”
Your shoulders brush when you both shift at the same time, and the contact sends a jolt through you that makes your breath hitch. You both freeze.
“Sorry,” you say at the same time.
Bucky lets out a breathy laugh. “Okay, yeah. I definitely feel something.”
The room suddenly feels too full—too many people, too many eyes. You glance around, then back at him.
“Hey,” you murmur. “Maybe we should go somewhere quieter? Just until this… settles?”
He nods immediately, like he’s relieved you said it first. “Yeah. Yeah, that’s probably smart.”
You slip away to another room together, not touching, but close enough that you can feel his warmth the whole way.
The room is dim and quiet compared to the party, the door clicking shut behind you. For a moment, neither of you moves. You sit on the edge of the bed, hands folded in your lap like you’re not sure what to do with them, like this suddenly feels too real.
Bucky sits beside you, leaving just a little space between your thighs and his knee. Too much space. Not enough.
“So,” he says, then stops. Clears his throat. “Sorry. I feel like I should say something normal right now.”
You let out a small, breathy laugh. “Yeah. Me too. I just… can’t think of anything. My head is so full yet so empty i-”
Another pause. Your shoulders brush when you both shift again, and this time neither of you apologizes. His hand twitches like he wants to reach for you, then hesitates.
“Hey,” he murmurs, softer now. “If this is weird, we can—”
“It’s not,” you say quickly, then slow yourself down. “I mean. It is. But… not bad weird.”
He smiles at that, small and almost shy. “Good.”
You look at him then—really look. His pupils are blown wide, his expression open in a way you’ve never seen before. It makes your chest ache, warm and fluttery all at once.
“I’m really glad it’s you.. i mean doing it and all, together,” you admit quietly.
Something shifts in his face at that. His hand finally moves, brushing against yours where it rests on the bed. It’s barely a touch, but it feels loud, too loud for just a friendly touch.
“You okay?” he asks, thumb grazing your knuckle.
You nod, swallowing. “Yeah. Just… don’t stop this.. this feels so good.”
He doesn’t. His fingers lace with yours slowly, like he’s giving you time to pull away. When you don’t, he lets out a shaky breath, forehead dropping briefly to your shoulder.
“This feels dangerous,” he mutters, half a joke, half not.
You smile, turning your head just enough that your noses almost brush. “We’ve survived worse.”
That’s what does it.
The kiss is tentative at first—soft, careful, like you’re both afraid of breaking something fragile. He pulls back after a second, searching your face.
“Is this okay?” he whispers.
“Yes,” you breathe, and this time when he kisses you again, it’s deeper. Hungrier. The hesitation melts into something warmer, heavier, like all the things you’ve never said are finally allowed to exist.
His hand slides to your waist, grounding, possessive in a way that makes your head spin. You clutch at his shirt, pulling him closer without even realizing you’re doing it.
“Fuck,” he murmurs against your mouth, voice rough now.
The sweetness is still there—foreheads pressed together, shared breath, quiet laughter when you bump noses—but it’s threaded with heat now, with urgency. The drug hums through your veins, amplifying every touch, every look, every whispered sound of your name.
“Fuck,” he breathes, forehead pressing to yours. “You feel… unreal.”
You laugh weakly, dizzy with how close he is, with how his breath ghosts over your lips. “You’re not exactly helping.”
He smiles at that—fond, almost disbelieving—before kissing you again, slower, like he’s savoring it. His thumb brushes along your jaw, then down your neck, lingering just long enough to make your skin prickle.
Every touch feels amplified. His hands are warm and steady, grounding you even as your thoughts scatter. You cling to him, fingers curling into his shirt like it’s the only solid thing left in the room.
“Tell me if it’s too much,” he murmurs, voice rough but careful.
“It’s not,” you whisper back. “It’s… perfect.”
That’s all the permission he needs.
The sweetness gives way to something heavier, more urgent. His kisses turn hungry, breath hitching when you react to him, when your body leans into every touch without thinking. He guides you back against the bed, following you down, never fully breaking contact—as if he’s afraid you might disappear if he lets go.
You feel him tense when you tug him closer, when you make a soft sound without meaning to. He freezes for half a second, eyes searching your face.
“Okay?” he asks again, quieter this time.
You nod, pulling him back to you. “Please.”
The word does something to him.
His control slips—not completely, but enough. His hands tighten at your sides, his breathing uneven as he presses closer, like he’s trying to memorize the way you feel under him. Every shared breath, every brush of skin, feels intimate in a way that makes your chest ache.
“You have no idea,” he murmurs against your skin, voice shaking, “how long I’ve wanted to take care of you like this.”
The intensity builds slowly, relentlessly. Time blurs. There’s only warmth and closeness and the way he keeps grounding you—soft words, gentle touches between moments of heat—until it all becomes too much to hold inside.
For a while, you just lie there, tangled up and breathing each other in, stealing soft kisses and touches. The buzz is still there, warm and floaty, but reality starts creeping back in around the edges.
Bucky clears his throat. Once. Then again.
“So,” he says, staring very intently at the opposite wall. “That was… uh.”
You snort before you can stop yourself. “Fucking crazy?”
He huffs out a laugh. “I was gonna say ‘unexpected,’ but yeah. That too.”
There’s a beat of silence. Then another.
“Are we—” you start, then stop. “Okay, that was a bad start. Let me try again. Are we… good?”
He finally looks at you, face a little flushed, hair a mess, expression soft but clearly overthinking it. “Yeah. I mean. I think so? Unless you secretly hate me now and regret everything”
You blink. “Buck, I literally just—” You stop yourself, waving a hand vaguely. “No. I don’t hate you, im too high to even feel emotions like that ”
“Cool,” he says quickly. Too quickly. “Because that would be awkward. For the friendship. And, like. Forever.”
You laugh, rolling onto your side. “Congratulations, James Barnes. You made it weird.”
“Hey!” he protests in mock-offend as he lightly swatted your arm.
You both dissolve into quiet laughter, the tension finally cracking. He rubs a hand over his face, then peeks at you between his fingers.
“So… do we pretend this didn’t happen?” he asks. “Or do we-” he stopped
You think for a moment. “Coffee, tomorrow ” you decide. “And maybe a very long, very uncomfortable conversation.”
He groans. “God. I knew this was gonna end with feelings.”
You smile at him, soft and fond. “But at least we’re still us.”
He relaxes at that, bumping his shoulder lightly against yours. “Yeah. Still us.”