Im going to take a quick second to scream into the nothingness, Lately I’ve been feeling an inner longing of emotions. I feel like I want to feel all of the things that I didn’t get the chance to feel the past years. I’m in the middle of my 22nd year of life and even though I know that many things are about to come I cant satisfy an intense emotional hunger. I want to feel powerful attraction, overpowering lust, real jealousy, strong anger, deep sadness, overfilling happiness, maybe even love, but everything seems really far and nothing that I’ve met seems to be worth of this emotions. Everything seems to be opaque and toned down. I don’t feel empty, quite the opposite, I’m full of many things that I don’t know how to get out of my system and they are slowly eating me. #ink #abstract #personal #text #confession #diary #sketchbook #mellowmetal (at North Park, San Diego)