this love isn’t real | spamano
love you so bad, love you so bad for you, i’m enacting a pretty lie love it’s so mad, love it’s so mad i’m erasing myself to become your doll
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antonio doesn't know how much longer he can keep this up. the smile that he wears almost everyday is starting to falter, and it feels wrong to even be smiling. the cheerful attitude is starting to withering, his words now carrying the weight of his feelings.
but he won't let it show, because if he does, lovino will leave him. if he lets anything show, lovino will think of him as useless. if he lets anything show, lovino will hate him. if he falters, his love, his lovino, will be gone.
that's why he keeps a smile on his face everyday, even if he is slowly chipping away.
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why you sad? i don’t know, i don’t know smile, tell me you love me
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inspired by fake love by bts