Are there any parts of the city where you live which you are afraid to visit after dark? Where? Why?
Nah not really, I've grown up here all of my life, I'm used to everything.
Are there certain weather conditions that scare you? What are they? Why do you become scared?
I've never endured one but tornadoes and twisters scare the crap out of me. That new movie that's coming out, 'Into the Storm' or whatever it's called that shit is scary because it could actually happen!
Are you afraid of flying?
Flying is no biggie to me.
Are you afraid of ghosts?
Not afraid of them but I do believe in them.
Are you afraid of giving a speech in public?
Nope, my mom used to say that the spotlight flocked to me.
Are you afraid of going to the dentist?
No, I just hate it like everybody else.
Are you afraid of heights?
I used to be but I eventually got over it when I went rock climbing.
Are you afraid of scary movies?
Only the ones that are based on a true story.
Are you afraid of the dark?
Not one bit.
Are you afraid to die? Why?
A little bit. I know it's going to happen eventually which is exactly why I have to live my life to the fullest because who knows when it could happen..
Are you afraid of getting old? Why?
No, I kind of look forward to it if it ever happens. I'd probably make a cool as fuck old dude.
Are there any numbers that people are afraid of in your culture?
Uh, no.
Do you fear certain insects or animals? Why?
Nope, because if I'd ever gotten attacked by one it'd be a sick story to tell or a cool way to die.
Do you know anyone with a phobia?
Probably.
Do you like horror movies?
Yeah, they're kind of funny nowadays.
Do you think young children should be allowed to watch horror movies?
Only if they can really handle it, go nuts.
How do you react when you see something frightening?
Probably would go to punch it. Or if it's really scary -- run the fuck away.
Is there any person you are afraid of?
Not that I know of.
Were you afraid of the dark as a child?
A little bit.
Were you afraid on your first day of school here in the United States? How do you feel now?
Nope, because I knew everybody. And I always loved learning so everything went kind of smooth for me.
What animal do you think is the most scary?
Komodo dragon -- those things catch you, you're dead no doubt.
What are some things which many you are afraid of? Why are you afraid of them?
I'm afraid of dying young and I'm afraid of dying alone and unloved. The first one is because I just want to do everything and anything I can while I'm alive and if I die young I obviously can't..The second one is because that would mean I never had any purpose, if nobody is there to cry over you or bury you, then you didn't make enough of an impact on the world.
What is the scariest movie you have ever seen?
Insidious kind of scared the shit out of me.
What is your biggest fear in life? Are you afraid that it might come true?
Dying young. My friends knowing I'm sick. Yeah, I really think it might and that honestly scares the crap out of me.
What kinds of things make you nervous?
Somebody yelling at me.
What was the most frightening experience you’ve had?
When my mom died because it was so unexpected that I didn't know what the hell to do with myself.
When you were a child, what things were you afraid of?
Demons, the dark.
Do you ever have nightmares (bad dreams)?
Yeah sometimes.
What are they about? Death, car crashes, my mothers death.
How often do you have nightmares? Usually one once a week.
Have you ever seen any reality TV shows where people face their fears for money?
No, actually.
Would you ever face one of your fears for money? I'd like to think so.
What is your biggest fear?
Dying young.
Have you overcome any of your fears?
Quite a few.
Are you afraid of being ill? What disease are you most afraid of? Why?
Yes, I am, I really am. Because it's already happening to me.
Do you believe people can be cured of phobias by hypnosis?
No, that's just silly.
Are you afraid to fly?
Nope.
Are you afraid to ride a motorcycle?
No and I really want to.
Are you afraid of death, of dying?
Only if it's dying young.
How do you cope with your fears?
Drink or laugh it off.
What is your biggest fear for yourself?
My sickness getting worse.
What is your biggest fear for the world?
Government takeover.
How often do you feel afraid?
Weekly.
How would you help someone to get over their fear?
Persuade them to try and face it depending on the fear. Otherwise I'd try to help them through it.
Do you have any form of phobia or paranoia?
Not that I know of.
What were you afraid of as a child?
Demons, the dark, heights.
What facial expressions accompany fear?
If you ‘put the fear of God into someone,’ how do you think that person feels?
Probably overwhelmed.
Are you afraid you might get sick?
I know I am.
Are you afraid of speaking..
A foreign language? No, I want to learn how.
In front of many people? Nope.
At official functions? A little.
Are you afraid of germs?
Typically everyone is.
At this moment in time, which person in your life would affect you the most if they were to be harmed or killed?
Ruby, Scarlett, my father, Jonah, Apple, Lucy.
Do you have anyone you love? (Familial, platonic, romantic) How would you react if they were harmed?
Everybody listed above. Depends on how serious, either way I'd find the person that did it, comfort the person I loved, and make sure the person that hurt them gets what they deserve.
It is impossible to live without failing at something, unless you live so cautiously that you might as well not have lived at all. In which case you fail by default.
Warm weather, beautiful cuisine, amazing views - anything anyone could ever want. Except it wasn't what London wanted. London didn't want the perfect weather, the delicious cuisine, or the attractive locals. What she wanted was to be a kid again. Back when everything was so simple, so easy, so carefree. Back to when she could do anything and there was no need to be careful, or not overwork herself. Back to when she could be who she wanted to be and she didn't try to make everyone happy.
A soft sigh passed her lips, as she maneuvered her way throughout the locals. It wasn't that she wasn't excited to be in Barcelona - it was more that after finally getting Regina to open up a bit, she couldn't help but think about what they were like as kids. They were close, they didn't keep secrets yet somehow that changed. Maybe London pushed too much with her positive thinking, or maybe she didn't push enough - but she didn't know where she went wrong.
She couldn't help but grin a silly grin, as brown irises landed on the Magic Fountain of Montjuic show. It was rumored to be one of the best shows to watch, and the brunette couldn't help but stand and watch. It really was a beautiful sight. It was glorious. But as her eyes scanned the crowd, watching people's expression, she couldn't help but land on a young father and a child.
Jonah.
That was the first place her mind went - she couldn't help it. He had been going through so much recently, and London was extremely proud of him for being so strong. She knew he hated admitting that he cared about people, and that he could and would show feelings if he needed to. But it just made London see him as more like his mother than his father. Jonah was just someone London could be proud of and no matter what he said, London would never not be proud of him.
The brunette hadn't even noticed she started moving away from the fountain until she stood in front of a side street, but it wasn't deserted as one would expect - no it was full of life. It was something London always was. But over the past few days, it wasn't so much her. It was more her trying to figure out if she gives up or keeps pushing on. But the moment she saw how happy all those people were. How excited they were at just the simplest things. That reminded London of how she was, how happy it made her to see other's happy.
And as she walked down the street, a slight limp in her step, she couldn't help but come to her decision. Even though it was probably going to be extremely hard, she couldn't give up on people. She had to help them through things and she had to try and keep people happy. Especially Regina and Jonah. Family was all she had, and with things going how they were with her health, London couldn't give up on them. They needed her as much as she needed them.
