I fucking love this fandom so much but Jesus the fuck Christ I pay for it with anxiety.
No other actor's fanbase has had me this stressed out.
It's fucking Five nights at Freddy's up in this bitch the way I'm looking out for hate posts , stupid ahhh headlines, rumor mills spinning, and most of all, I have to pay the price for being a fan of someone controversial. Granted, it's not my first rodeo but this is different.
I don't regret being a fan but holy fuck.









