#meltedsoul

[ayearnfulpretzel]

Fuck, I want to fall in love and be all giddy. But not just with anyone. I want it to be with the right person. Someone who shares the same energy and is as crazy. Who knows when to frown and when to play. Who prays daily. Who prays with me. Who isn't just flashy words and poetry. But a whole, walking romantic being showing me that he loves me (and vise versa) How exciting it would be to watch the sea together. Waking up at fajr together, talking with lazy eyes and praying. Once we are done, we lay and talk dirty or poetry. Be it anything, as long as it's with the right person. Talk till it's time to get up and do stuff. Oh God , I want to be in love with someone who is just made for me. Who knows how to keep it halal. I pray wherever he is, he is praying for a girl like me.

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I mean it. Like I am actually praying here, man.

Meltedsoul out.

[riffahh-blog]

I have started to write about you in my dairy. I don't know where will I go with this but maybe one day, you will read it and know exactly, what you were putting me through. I don't really mean it in a bad way. I want you to know about all the small things you did, unaware of the feelings u were making me go through. From a nod to the words you said. Everything is written down. You will read them, someday. Will someday even come? I am not sure but I am hoping it will. I pray every night for you to read it. I pray every night that maybe, you are writing something about me too.

Iff writing in her dairy about Rei.

[ayearnfulpretzel]

I sometimes imagine: how would it feel being in your arms or holding your hand. Will it hurt if I start walking away from you? Will you chase me? If I confess my feelings, will your heart sway? Will you be unable to breathe. Scratch that. If I walk by you, would your heart skip a beat, everyone around ceasing to exist. Everything fading into a blur but me. Will you watch every moment of mine. Notice the bridge of my nose, the color of my eyes, the bags under them, blemishes. Will you notice every thing? From my flaws to my sparkly things? Notice them just the way I do when it comes to you? I know the sound of your voice, I can pick it out from among thousands of people. I just know the feeling of your presence inside a building. I know when you are here, I know when u aren't. I just know. Every single detail about you. I really love you. If you were right here infront of me, my words be will at the tip of my tongue and I'd hold them back. My eyes will speak. You will know. If only you notice. If only you choose to notice. If only.

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Meltedsoul (me)