May 5, 2020
I don’t have many memories of being Karna, but the ones I do have mostly consist of the eerie calm I always get when I repress all my feelings about everything. I think there were conflicting feelings inside me, as there always are. Arjuna was the center of my world.
There were other important people in my life of course, but to have the most important person in my life hate me viciously, want nothing but to overcome me... That must have hurt me, right? I must have been hurting, right? His hatred was a symbol of our closeness. I wish we could have been close like normal brothers are.
