#mentalmess

[julygodoy]

tenia esto en borradores me mue

[rfarrokh]

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[einschwarzesschaf-blog]

Me.

[julygodoy]

las caritas que pone, me vuelvo locaaa

[suuburban-scum]

ON THIS SHIT AGAIN OH FUCK HAHAH

[aries-moonstar]

'Fuck it'

A certain hopelessness surrounds us now, As we try to grow, but always fall.. Where do I belong? I'm so lost, and I can't take it anymore.. I convince myself I don't feel a goddamn thing anymore, But truth is, I feel everything, I feel too much.. But hey, at least if I'm high, I can actually express how I feel, and that's good right? I don't care anymore, fuck it

[typical20something-blog]

I'm kinda freaking out

Am I the problem? All my past relationships have gone down the tubes. And my boyfriend now I can see is struggling so hard to work through this with me and I'm scared one day hell leave too. Will I ever be enough for anyone? Am I what anyone wants? Apparently I used to be but he says I've changed because I'm constantly so worried hell leave like everyone else that it's consuming my life. I'm constantly waiting and dreading the second he finally says enough is enough and walks out the door. And that's making our relationship even worse. All I need is for him to show me he will work through it. Show me he can stick it out. Everyone that has said they would stay, has left. And he makes me so damn happy that I can't stand to think that my love for him and my constant worrying might push him over the edge. I'm doing this to myself and I don't know how to stop. Why can't I just be happy in the moment instead of worrying about a future that is never definite? Why can't I just love blindly and stop thinking so much?

[even-without-wings]

I called off work today...I'm just not dealing with it.