Dec 17, 2020
This is something I wrote a week or so ago.
I say I want to die only cause I dont know what to do anymore I'm hurt so very hurt I love my Son even though it seems I dont cause I'm not even trying anymore I seem to think it would be best to wait till his older but how long do I have is the question I have no clue what to do at all when he was taken I was in shock when he had to be in another state I was hurt and scared then when I was told he doesn't even know me that shattered me so I have no idea what to do at all besides wait I just dont know I just can't take this pain anymore