@mentedeus said to mihi-dominus:💏 - Egmont rolled number 46 …out of jealousy
— Egmont’s motive forever and always is to finally belong to Fumus and only Fumus, no pathetic angels to get in the way of his Lord’s attention... No nights laying in bed knowing that his God is giving some other pathetic person more attention than him.. He hated it... He wanted his Lord all to himself...These feelings were truly driving this once gentle angel mad.. he NEEDED his Lord’s love and affection, heart and soul.
The Angel stood there next to his Lord, his hands folded together in his sweater sleeves- hiding the fact that he was digging his nails into the tops of his hands, drawing enough blood to fill a wine glass. He could feel his eyes begging to be opened as he sat there shaking like a leaf but his face still in the same cold expression it always was in.
He couldn’t take it anymore, grabbing Fumus by the arm and yanking him up into a rough kiss- unknowingly having tears stream down his cheeks in desperation for his Creator’s love and praise. Tightly wrapping his arms around the God’s waist and squeezing as he roughly kissed him... Egmont is definitely getting it tonight, but he doesn’t care at this point, he needs his Lord. †











