Finally, after 11 years of suffering from school and studies, I finally finished my final exam SPM. (which was yesterday btw.)
I'll be honest, after all this time waiting for this moment, it's finally happening. At first I was excited at the idea to finally leave school, but now, I felt anxious and sad but still happy.
I'm happy that it's finally over. I'm anxious and a bit scared for what'll come next, what the next chapter of my life gonna be? Will I get a good result that'll help me in the future to persuade my dreams? Go to college, university or get me a proper job?What will happen when I finally reach adulthood? I'm gonna be 18 in a few months and I am so not ready. (I'll need an adultier adult!)
I'm sad that I'm gonna leave school even though I'm not really the fan of it, I'm gonna miss the teachers and my friends. I'm happy with the memories we did together. ♡
And now that my war is over, I'm gonna enjoy the next 3 months while waiting for my results. I'm gonna say to whoever made it this far till you finish school, congrats and I'm proud of you. To the 07 batch, congrats on finishing SPM. And whoever is 08 batch and other SPM participants, I wish you all a goodluck in your SPM. And to everyone that is facing a hard time right now, I wish you all and everybody a good luck. I know you can do it, you can face this, I believe in you! You're not alone in facing this hard challenges and there'll be people who will help you in your journey and be brave to take risks, even if you're taking it slow.
That is all from me. Also if you're wondering, Merdeka mean Independent. It's a word from my country 🇲🇾. So have an enhappifying day and good morning, good after noon and goodnight. :)
