yeahhh I can definitely see why you deserve to be abused <3 do you have any favorite types of pain play to do/ think about?
thank you for the ask i love attention especially from fellow ace kinksters!! i DO deserve to be abused i'm so pretty and i mark up so nice and make such good pain noises
my biggest thing is impact topping right now actually!! i'm a switch, so i very badly want to get beaten up again, but i've kind of gained a reputation as an impact top, so that's been almost all of my play time lately. i'm a huge sadist, so i'm not complaining at all.
my favorite types of pain play... hmmmmm..... i have a rubber whip in my kit that i have to be SUPER careful with because it will draw blood extremely easily. not a lot of people can take that much pain, so i don't get to play with it as much as i'd like, and that's definitely a favorite. it took a long time to learn how to wield, and it requires a lot of skill from me, so it's very enriching for me to play with as a top. also i just love hurting people very badly so it's a fun toy to use.
tomorrow my partner is gonna come over and bite the shit out of me, though, and i'm sooooo excited for that. she gave me bigass bruises with some test bites and i can't WAIT to be covered in them. she's fairly new to delivering pain and she's very careful with me, so it makes me so so so happy that she's feeling ready to hurt me more💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖