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      "All of my life been running                   Paying the price for living       How do the young survive? We're never satisfied,                         Only if I could listen...."

Her fingers slowly danced over the keys, singing quietly. She'd never had the courage to audition, but at the piano, she felt at home, she felt okay. She could still feel the music and still let the notes surge through her--

Even if she did prefer to sing.

There was one person in the world that she knew had heard her sing, but he...she couldn't see him nearly as much as she liked. Stupid "loyalty" rules. Or something like that.

Annie continued to play, singing gently. She was the least necessary part of her a capella choir, but...again...she could play and was too scared to sing.

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"I want to be a good dad so badly but I don't think I'll be able to."

Annie briefly looked down to her stomach, where theirshared life was growing every day, before back to hernew husband. While their wedding had been a televisedand filmed event, their child was their own secret to keepuntil the Rebellion was over. He was wrong—she knew it.After spending so many years taking care of her, loving herwithout question, without second thought, she had faithwith all of her heart that he would be a wonderful father."Finn, that’s just not true," she said quietly before lookingback up to him. “I don’t believe that you’ll be anything lessthan a wonderful father.”

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       "No wonder Four gets so many sponsors with a pretty face like yours for their mentor."

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ANNIE TELLING HER SON HOW HAPPY FINNICK WAS WHEN HE FOUND OUT SHE WAS PREGNANT.

ANNIE HUGGING HER SON WHEN HE CAME HOME ASKING WHY THE OTHER KIDS HAD A DADDY AND WHY HE COULDN'T HAVE HIS

ANNIE TELLING HER SON EVERY. STORY. OF FINNICK. SHE KNEW SO HE COULD KNOW FINNICK AS BEST AS POSSIBLE.

ANNIE AND HER SON WALKING TO FINNICK'S MEMORIAL

ANNIE CRYING BECAUSE IT'S THE ANNIVERSARY OF HIS DEATH AND HER LITTLE TODDLER SON CRAWLING INTO HER ARMS BECAUSE MOMMY DADDY WOULDN'T WANT YOU TO CRY

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Annie sat on the sand, one hand over her stomach and the other resting on a half finished net. She couldn't make her hands move, couldn't tear herself out of the reeling thoughts.

Gone.

Their baby was gone, dead. The doctor talked over it, gave explanations and reasons and apologies. She couldn't process any of it. All that kept echoing in her head was the sound of him saying they'd lost the baby. She kept expecting to wait up clutching at blankets from another nightmare. But this, this was all too real.

After they found out she fled to the beach, pulling out her net in an attempt to escape her thoughts. It didn't work. Part of this was her fault, her bodies fault. First her brain betrayed her and now this.

Tears rolled down her face as she gave up on the net, burying her head in her hands.

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(There's a Finnick on my dash and I wanna play with them but I didn't like the hunger games enough to know all the stuff I'd need to have a hunger games au)

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Looks: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10Personality: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10Attraction: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10Would they date them: yes | noFavorite thing about them: She’s able to talk to him about their experiences and other things as well.Least favorite thing about them: He can be a bit condecending at times.

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The sand was no longer warm, the sun having fallen down beneath the horizon's waves a few hours before. Annie sits quietly by the ocean, merely inches away from the damp shore, where the water rushes, and then recedes, as if suddenly rethinking its actions, or maybe it was simply too scared of commitment.

Annie doesn't hear the voice, and continues watching the waves move in and out, her hands wringing each other.