#merryslilhobbit

[finduilasclln]

I was talking with @merryslilhobbit about the episode and she said something and I just...

Sure, I need Buck to be completely heartbroken about the prospect of Eddie leaving.

But what I also desperately need now is EDDIE to come to the realization that if he moves he will lose Buck. I want him to be so consumed by the logistics of it all and by the mix of excitement and worry of trying to get Chris back... But then I want it to hit him like an anvil to the head: This means leaving Buck. This means losing Buck. And I need him to be completely devastated about it. (And have it be the reason he stays)

[finduilasclln]

What's your favourite fandom you have been a part of?

You know... this is such a difficult question. Seriously.

I think there are a few that are very special to me.

Lord of the Rings was my first fandom! I discovered so many things through this fandom. Mainly what a fandom IS. Lol. And I still have friends from that fandom, who are near and dear to my heart. I also went to my first con for this fandom. It was the beginning of it all!

Hawaii Five-0 / McDanno fandom was quite amazing too. I wrote so much fic for this fandom, I was so inspired. I miss that. Hah.

Teen Wolf is for sure unique. I made a lot of friends there, I went to loads of cons and got to experience a lot of fandom in real life. I also got to meet so many of the actors so many times. I got so many friends in that fandom, but it also has a bitter side because some stuff happened with some people in fandom that was not okay. So looking back, I have mixed feelings about some of it. But mainly it was terrific.

MCU / Stony was nice, but I never felt truly a part of it somehow? Maybe because it's so big? I very much felt like an outsider looking in most of the time.

The current one is 911, obviously, and while I do also have that outsider feeling sometimes, to me it is still hugely important. I have to say that I could do without the current animosity, which saddens me enormously. But overall I just love this fandom. I can't imagine ever "getting over it", but I know I felt that with previous fandoms as well and then all of a sudden a new obsession comes along and BAM. You're sucked in. LOL. I hope my interest stays at least until the end of the show, and I hope that's many years from now (with a nice BuckTommy storyline first, but a Buddie endgame) ;)

So all of that did not answer your question, did it...? LMAO. Honestly, I can't answer. They're all precious in their own way. They all had incredible and some crappy moments.

Mainly though, what my favorite part of any of these fandoms is: The friends I made and still have. Like you!! First fandom, and still going strong, baby!

[gayeddies]

Just watched your Buddie edit you have pinned on your account. Absolute perfection. Thank you for creating and sharing ❤️

[finduilasclln]

In the spirit of sharing (lol) questions 3 & 36 :)

You're just getting back at me with the hard questions. XD This has been in my inbox for days now. OMG. I'm a disaster.

3. 3 films you could watch for the rest of your life and not get bored of?

Why is this so hard omg? I'm just gonna try not to think too much about this and go with my gut: The Avengers, Red White & Royal Blue, and I honest to God can't think of a third one. LOL. I'm definitely more of a series girl than a movie girl. Movies quickly bore me tbh.

36. are you an open book or do you have walls up?

It all depends. I think I have a tendency of sharing a lot, maybe too much even. So I think I'm mostly an open book. But some things... I won't share so easily. Some things stay with me, and you'd have to be a very special person to me for me to open up about them. But overall... open book.