There was a perfect plan for yesterday. 1. Find a girl who slams. 2. Buy from her a video of slamming and having the rush after. 3. Shoot myself simultaneously with her, combining the emphatic pleasure of her rush (watching facial expressions, listening the moans and breath) and my own chemical one. What could go wrong? Well, everything, if you forget that greed is a sin. I’ve slammed a bit more than was needed. And Instead of nice naughty intelligent conversations with like-minded people and sharing sensations - all I got was 12 hrs jerking off, unable to focus my eyes and type messages. And damn videos that I’ve bought were 10 seconds each, self-destroying after playback - and I was absolutely unable to do anything with that. Royal fuck up. At least the massage oil was close enough to grab it. Allright dear God, greed is a sin, I got it.