May 7, 2020
7/5 Thursday 3:27pm
I’m tired. My head hurts. I feel empty. I’m at home, hiding in my room from my family. You’d think the simple answer would be to sleep if you’re tired but instead, I’m laying here wondering how much meth it’ll take to make me feel normal. Trying to figure out if I’m mentally worn out or if it’s just because I’m coming down. Do I even really want to more? What’s the point? (Huh, oops) I’m just gonna sit in here anyway. These four questions have been looping my brain for 7hrs... 7 fucking hours. Probably longer actually. I mean, I’ll end up having more. I always do. I’ll hate myself for it but, only when I start coming down of course.
