I don't want to spend another year hating myself or feeling that I am incapable of loving someone or worse: that I am a person who doesn't deserve to be loved. I think maybe my brain is starting to notice that life is too short to just survive and not live at all. I know I'm still going to have bad and dark days, but I also know they're only dependent on me to leave as fast as they come. Idk if it's just a false thought or a weak hope and maybe at the end of this day or tomorrow I'll feel sad and depressed again, but one thing I'm sure: I want to change my life! I'm young now and I need to stop being so afraid of life and need to start taking risks or I'll never be able to be the strongest person I know I can be.










