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[sir-p-audax]

mewtrixster submitted:

It has two longer front legs. Just wanted to know if it’s a common house spider or not because it looks venomous

Hello! This is not a dangerous spider. Likely a Steatoda (False Widow) or Parasteatoda (common house spider) species. They do well indoors, and help get rid of household pests! And though their venom is not harmful to humans, they rarely bite anyway, even under duress. 

~E. Caine

[artgirllullaby]

Did you finish the "In The End" fic and if so, can I get a link?

Hi! well, sadly no. I haven’t finished just like all the others.

I’m sorry I took so long to reply, last days haven’t been so good on me… I kept looking at this ask and wondering what the hell i was supposed to say or excuse to give, or even joke about but… now that things are a bit calmer I figured out I wanted to say the truth, just didn’t want to admit the truth cause ain’t pretty.

For the last months, depression and anxiety had kicked me good. my episodes had been more recurring and harder, one of my doctors changed my medicine to a bit stronger ones twice already. I open the document and the words are in my head, but depression and anxiety make me feel ashamed to have taken so long to continue and to even post and smile off like it was ok to take this much time to finish something that was supposed to be done 2 years ago. The fact that the sudden ship wars and OC hate had gotten in the fandom didn’t help either… I’m really glad that’s been dying out and most creators are coming together to show the important is to have fun and it’s perfectly good to have so many contents around to choose and enjoy and messing around just because it’s fun… that helped me a lot to not be so anxious around.

I wish I could say I’m all better and it’s all good and I finished and will post in a bit, but the truth is that no, I’m not better still, but I’m working on it. There are still days and moments I feel like shit, and right now my main focus is on not letting another critical episode happen (I’ll not get in details about this one thing in particular), but ever slowly I’m trying to get back to my old rhythm and finish the stories you so much deserve (I particularly want to see everyone’s reaction in ITE plot twist)

Sorry to be rambling, I just thought that you and possibly others, if they are still around, should know a bit better. Thank you for your support for all this time and patience on waiting for so long :’)