Apr 20, 2016
It's times like these that I wish I had a best friend. So I can have someone listen while I bitch and moan.
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It's times like these that I wish I had a best friend. So I can have someone listen while I bitch and moan.
I know im an asshole. I know im perverted as fuck. And I have very little positive to offer someone. But id still like to just go out on a date again. Even if it doesn't go anywhere. Just for the fun and experience.
Ese momento cuando alguien con quien no has hablado con en años te manda una foto de ella media desnuda. Bueno, no la hodio, pero que raro.
Personal thoughts under the cut.
Like she knows i have friends, and all, but she worries about my love life. Earlier tonight she literally asked me why am I not going on dates? She doesn't care if it's with a guy, she just wants me to get out there and find someone to be happy with.
It may be concern over my mental health, to at least try to get out of my funk. But at least she cares. And she's cool if i bring a guy home. IDK why don't though. Date I mean. I guess I'm just too down on myself to really think I can take that chance anymore. I don't even know anymore.
OK last whiny post.
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck My co-workers found my facebook. It's mainly full of nerd, photography, and cosplay shit. It's my private kind of thing, so I really don't want them looking thru it. I haven't added them, but I alo don't like explaining my hobbies to people. OTL
I think taking so many hydrocodone pills when I had my surgery gave me a tolerance for pain killers.
I have to take twice the dosage in order for the effects to happen. Even with "extra-strength" aspirins.
.................i really wish I had some morphine right now............
*sigh*
So I had an idea to do Mituna, in a Mario Bro's outfit, but in his color. Like i kinda want to do it, but i'd be more motivated if I had a Latula.......
..........and now my ex is teasing me on facebook about finger-banging. Cause of the grime on my hands. And how sore my fingers were earlier. Like that's the only reason why they would be sore and all that?
..............then again, we did date for a reason. :P