✨ ❝honesty.❞ | nooj & vi.
@meyvn lol.
It was a quiet evening overlooking the dock from their spot in the forest. The sky above them was a mixed shade of purple and orange and the silence between them was filled with the faint sound of waves. a beat passed and nooj chuckled ‘hey…’ he said but nooj hardly gave the other a chance to respond before he reached over, grabbing the other by the chin and turning his head. leaning forward nooj captured virote’s lips in a kiss. It wasn’t long but not without feeling either. he said nothing after. simply turned back to their view with a slight lick to his smirking lips.
Surprisingly, Virote didn’t have much to talk about. There were a few mentions of his family here and there. Sanoh’s birthday coming up in a month or two and him not knowing what in the world to get her. His father’s business going well. Not much to be said. So, they spent the evening in silence. The air was warm and somewhat damp, the threat of rain passing over them by a mere hair ( though, they’d probably be getting a few storms within the next couple of days. ) It was serene. Peaceful. The breeze felt good. The breeze felt good and. And. And.
Nooj kissed him. One word uttered and then Nooj kissed him. Kissed him.
Virote took in a deep breath and almost couldn’t exhale, pulse quickening and brow suddenly sweating. Almost enough to make him sick. He wasn’t anticipating any of that! But, it felt good. Nooj’s hand against his chin felt good and the kiss felt… Good. Wonderful. Right, even. And, for all the times he tried to convince himself he didn’t want that kind of intimacy with Nooj, he felt satisfied. It was a moment he had wanted for years. But, he never could figure out how to ask without sounding weird. Since, you know, he figured Nooj drew his line in the sand as to where their relationship began and ended.
Then, he gently grabbed the other’s face in his own hands, pulling him in for a kiss of his own. Almost desperate and needy. Yearning. Years and years pent up without a way to express it, only to be unleashed all at once. ❝Why would you do this to me?❞ It was a question that wasn’t meant to be asked out loud, but it reached Nooj’s ears, anyway. Mostly because Virote didn’t know what to make of anything. He just knew that he was following his instincts.
Those instincts were to finally kiss the man that he waited for. For years. Cried over. For years. There were tears in his eyes and he wasn’t sure why. ❝You… Don’t know how deep my love for you runs. I’m not even sure if I should tell you. I don’t wanna ruin what we have, I mean… I don’t wanna lose you. I already almost lost you because of Sin. I can’t lose you because I… I…❞ He pulled away and backed off on his hands and knees, rising to his feet.
❝I don’t know why I’m getting so emotional. What’s happening?❞
