#mianinja

[mianinja]

Looks so better in person. Summer insomnia grabbed me again.

[mianinja]

Did a thing

[mianinja]

It’s my birthday, bitches!

Mianinja

[mianinja]

Million things freakin due this week and a million things to freakin do in my life

 I can't find the courage or inspiration to get in gear and move!

I can't find the tools I left somewhere so I can improve.

I can't find a reason to shut my eyes and think about all the wonderful things sleep would do for me right now.

But I think that would require some skill and a bit of a know how. 

I'm reluctant to understand the consequences that being a night owl on a Wednesday night will do to me in the morning.

But I guess these dark circles are gonna be my biggest warning.

I just wanna sit in my thoughts... do stupid shit... wiggle my fingers...

But I'd only be pretending that I have time to linger....

I want be on a beach with the person that unknowingly owns my heart.

Watch as waves fall apart; For once don't question if we are something. 

Just a feeling of salty wind or just his warm breath that carries some deep wisdom or sweet nothings.

I want to fall.. NO! I want A FALL love. not fall into love.

I know where that got me last time, and I just got to this new chapter. 

 the only fall I'm thinking is me falling into is a pile of leaves and into someones arms to cuddle after.

I want a million things to freakin' change, a million things to freakin' try, a million things to freakin'  wish for, and a million more things freakin' to strive for too. Yet, this week I still got a million freakin' things due. 

[vixxe]

alright ma'am we gotta have conversations. i suck at russian!

:)))))))) whatever you need, i'll help