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I got money for clothes but my mom said I can only spend it if I get basic ass white girl clothes because i cant get anything "baggy" seriously why are you even mentioning that i got money for clothing even though I can't pick what I want. You do know every single thing you're gonna buy me I'm not gonna wear. If I don't like it, I'm not gonna wear it. Plain and simple. I try to try new clothes all the time but I'm stuck sticking to what IM COMFORTABLE wearing. I like big clothes, they're unrestricting and bonus u can wear them as pajamas. You already control my life 24/7 can you ATLEAST let me get the clothes I want. It's CLOTHES. " You're being ungrateful " I'm not being ungrateful, my parents should just have common sense to let me buy the clothes I want. I have sensory issues. They want me to get skinny jeans and form fitting clothing. Which whenever I put those things on ESPECIALLY at the same time I start to cry because it's so fucking gross and clings onto my body like those alien things that grab onto your face. I'm not gonna wear anything she gets me. I'm gonna stick to the old clothes I have. I'm sick and tired of being controlled to do this and to do that. it's my life not yours. literally EVERYTHING I want to buy for myself " oh that's too boyish! " " That's too short! " " That shirt is too big! Those pants are too big " genuinely shut the fuck up You made me this way????????? if you were to let me dress the way I did when I was 9 without saying I was " too big " for the clothing I wanted we wouldn't have this problem. You've literally brainwashed me into thinking I'm too big for everything. I'm not even overweight, Im not even at an unhealthy weight. Not even close. I'm insecure because she made me that way. I only have 4 more years until I can move out of this hell of a household. Im tired of living here with parents that control me and see my every move. I can't stand it anymore. I feel like I'm stuck in a neverending pit of manipulation. I can't stand being here anymore. I need out. I need out so bad. What's the point of giving me money and NOT LETTING ME BUY WHAT I WANT. its like DANGLING A BONE IN FRONT OF A DOGS FACE, TEASING IT THEN TAKING IT AWAY. it's JUST clothes, you don't need to control that like literally EVERYTHING else in my life. 😕 " All you wanna wear is wierd shit " all you WANT me to wear is revealing, tight clothing I'm sure as fuck NOT comfortable to wear.