#michelle-am

[yuki1230]

Fact #40

I went through my old posts on tumblr, listened to all these old songs, read all my old posts and all the memories started to pour in...

I miss it. Especially those times when we would all hang out at Sunrise or convenience stores. I mean, all we ever did was smoke cigs and loiter but it was just fun because it was with everyone. I miss the drives we would go on. I miss when Lisa would offer to drive and we'd just blast music from her car and sing to people and whoever else decided to drive would follow and it was just great. <3 I miss when Lisa would drive crazy and I'd get somewhat scared we were going to crash but she's a pro & never did. haha

Also, I just miss Lisa. She would hit me up in the middle of the night just to go on a drive and it was always the best. The wind felt amazing and the sky was beyond beautiful, you could see stars and It just felt like I could forget all my problems. I loved going to combinis and we'd just be so tired/delirious that everything would be funny and people probably thought we were crazy cus the amount of time we'd spend in there laughing and debating what to buy but...hontouni tanoshikatta'.

I don't know, to other people it may seem like a boring time but it was honestly, one of the best times of my life ever and I wish more than anything that we could go back and do it all over again.

[yuki1230]

Fact #223?

Hudson - "I think if I stay here, I'm going to save up for a panda." Mishelly - *confused as fuck* Me - good luck! Mishelly starts laughing. Hudson - "did you think I was getting a real panda?" Hahaha, I don't know. You had to be here. xp

[yuki1230]

  My 20th birthday presents from my friends. A giant ass Rilakkuma, a bottle of Nuvo, Disaronno, ramune (lol), ferreroooooo and there was a bag of marshmallows...We attempted chubby bunny & failed. lol

I love my friends very very much for all of this. Seriously, the last thing I ever expected was a giant ass rilakkuma that costs 15,000yen. thank you thank you thank you! While drunk, I cuddled with it while Thomas drove me home. :3 It was a little suffocating because that thing alone can take up all the room in the seat. xD Thank you Thomas for being my DD. & sorry Hudson for calling you an asshole. D: I don't mean it & I didn't even realize I called you that. lolol >.<! 

I can't thank my friends enough for this. <3 & Last night was fun. I wish everyone could have drank with me but we'll party it up some other time. (: Btw, didn't get carded buying cigs. what the fuck? lol =.=; 

[yuki1230]

Fact #183

I can't wait to go back. I miss my friends. :/

[tattoofacebruuuh-blog]

Dear Lisa & Michelle,

I envy the things you do.. You do what needs to be done and you get it done, you put things aside for someone in means of communication, you mean every single letter of a word that you speak, you express every word of a sentence thats been written, you feel as the way someone should when you love, you go against your words with doing distance but you're doing it in the best way possible, you're doing the things you once told yourself you could never find in someone, you're doing the things I couldn't see myself doing, you're happy regardless of how you feel, but its funny how, when you love someone.. Nothing phases distance, from only having letters to send to each other to having technology to see the person, the littlest amount of time you have to talk, means a lot. And I know I have said somethings out of line but, it was for the best of things, reassuring you for the long run.. That you can do it, and whatever happened, only happened to build a better bond for you guys and for me to make another great friend in the worst way possible, but it'll be a story to tell my kids when I get older, and maybe yours. The fact that, you've been doing this for a short/long period of time, just brings you a day closer to seeing your loved one, and when that day comes for marriage, I will be there, front row seat, laughing because something I once believed couldn't happen, ended with a ring and a new beginning together(: Sincerely, Richard. P.S. every little thing, will be alright!(: Just remember that, what you guys have is something someone could only wish for, feelings that are undescribable to someone who asks you but in your heart, and your mind, you can define them to one another in three words, "I love you." I envy the both of you, handsdown.. You don't need luck when there's love between the both of your relationships(: but I will say it anyways, ganbatte ne! (:

[yuki1230]

Michelle-am <3 Yuki1230

I decided that Mishelly has caught my eye in some strange way, like something about her you know? Maybe it's the 8MOOOFUUGGIN years I've known her, but I think I'm falling for her! Shit is crazy, and oh man.. Feel free to ask me questions because I'd love to answer them! She completes me in a away that dudes will never understand. I think I am really GAY this time, like all gay.. Sooo gay that I love it ;) but I'll stop here and let everyone's mind ponder about this situation(:

[yuki1230]

105/365

Instead of going down north (as usual), did something different and went the other way up to Naha! :D It was fun (x Afterwards, Lisa, Richard and I just sat and talked for about 3 hours just about cars. lol Then, chilled at the izakaya parking lot until around 5:30ish. Tired as fuuuck, but it was worth it. :D