#middleagecrisis

[tvictori]

Middle age crisis

[mmorales211]

#FiftyShadesOfPink👩🏻‍🎤 #MiddleAgeCrisis #GracefullyBlessed👸🏼 #MuverasStylist #EmpressMode🧝🏻‍♀️ #MaribelMoralesMBA👩🏼‍⚖️ #HappyHippie☺️ #AquariusPride♒️ #ILoveMyLife #ThankYouGod💆🏼‍♀️ #HappyGoLucky #PowerGal👩🏼‍🔧 #RByMaribel🔮 #YourOneAndOnly🥰 #MeMySelfAndI🙋🏼‍♀️#ProudLoner #WidowAndStrongerThanEver (at Mari's Rainbow) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5Q1EfShGP32HsFXFuRC1KLcvdWraQ_60KjudQ0/?igshid=15e9zi97c6355

[chuykoff-blog]

What doesn’t it mean - middle age crisis?

I started thinking about it a couple of years ago. These thoughts came after moment then I realize that my life goes down to routine. I don’t like my job but it still the same, I used to go gym regular but now have no motivation and powerfully for it. I stoped and my life stoped with me....and the pipeline goes.

And now I want to run again through the life...it’s mean that I going to do fitness again, learn something new like coding in Python, emprove my English skills and etc.

Here will be my diary of changes...

[gdleon]

#middleagecrisis with very low imagination in 5...4...3...2.. (en Bogotá, Colombia)

[earthwindfire82]

"All she needed was a little love, said my money would be well spent." She put something on ol' Ray! 🎶🎵😂 #RayParkerJr #RPJ #MiddleAgeCrisis #ImFree #IAintEverHadItDoneLikeThis #Sprung #TamNationRadio

[jaramoscaceres-blog]

#gfmx #middleagecrisis #ciclismourbano (at Torres de Satélite)

[beatingsadness]

Write My Way Out

Living life, even when married with a family, can be lonely. I love my family and am committed to the world we have built.... But I have still felt so alone for such a long time. I cannot share this with my wife, as she could never understand. I have decided to write my way through this. Can't tell how tumblr works and if anyone will ever read this-- but it feels like a place I can share and maybe it will make a difference in me and possibly for someone else.

The sadness set in and caused me to question everything. I drank too much and ate too much to deaden the feelings. That left me fat and out of shape for as long as I can remember. Working on getting fit has helped and losing 20 lbs makes me feel healthy (and maybe look hot for being in my 50s).

Friendships have not been what I had needed. I know people love me but it was not enough. I can't just share my soul with anyone - not sure why it is so hard to find those types of friends - but it is.

I did work on these feelings of sadness for 6 months and felt better... But not "happy". I want to find happy, and think I am close, but it is all part facade. Then the right person appears at the right time and shows you some parts of their soul and shares the real struggle they have lived. And I saw that I am not alone in this world.

While different issues, we all have our "stuff" to deal with and work through. I want to stop feeling alone and have friends who share themselves at the level of their souls. Is that impossible to find? I don't know.

I do know that I am going to try to write my way out (Hamilton reference- but I see some similarities in my life to the Broadway musical. If you feel you are never satisfied in life you might find a connection to the Ten Dollar Founding Father. Download the soundtrack and listen to the story. Hamilton was never satisfied and strived for more -- I get that feeling).

If anyone reads this please leave a comment.

[thestateim-in]

De los miedos

Miedos tenemos todos, es la forma cómo lidiamos con ellos lo que nos define como personas. Lamentablemente, no existe un manual para repasar y estar preparados para cuando se activan o por ti mismo o por terceros. 

Pero no creo estar del todo seguro de querer estar preparado para hacerlo. Aunque nos encontremos en momentos particulares que nos llenan de ansiedades, a veces paralizantes, es parte de ese crecimiento que no solo formará nuestro carácter, sino que es una muestra gratis para entender que en la vida nos vamos a encontrar con lo bueno y lo malo de cada cosa, situación y persona que tuvo un valor especial. 

Vivimos en una era post moderna, sí, pero será siempre ácida y de cierta manera, tortuosa. 

Los miedos son eso, una prueba.