I hate being touched during them but the general concept is just kinda nice?? If that makes sense??
With Dew and Rain I just think of how Dews heat can help sooth Rains pain, tense. Even the upset stomach. Heating pads and warm drinks help a lot to settle mine. My cat laying on my stomach even has because he's a mini heater who refuses to be more then 5 ft away from me (he has separation anxiety <3)
So the idea of the boys just being sweet and cuddly taking care of each other while also offering 'distractions' if the other wants is a nice thought
A migraine that isn't too bad with the tummy issues but more head pain and pressure. Dew taking his time coaxing Rain to relax enough and ends up mumbling sweet things into his ear in that hushed raspy tone as to not irritate his head but it's that same voice he does when he's trying to keep it down on tour and it gets him excited
Dew doesn't touch at first but strokes along his thighs and over his stomach until Rains definitely distracted by the touch and soon enough asks Dew to properly touch him
Dew is just slow, sensual, and once Rains made an absolute mess he brings Rain into a hot bath where they probably end up making more until they decide to cuddle up to sleep
ANYWAY- I rambled on for too long sorry 😂
You did not feel free to ramble as much as you like, I enjoy it! And yes I totally see what you’re saying. I think it’s cause I have never really had someone do those types of things while I was sick. Like I’ve had someone be like here’s a glass of water and some pills but nothing like that. So it’s hard to imagine for myself.
But for them, of course I can see all of that happening. Especially the bath. Because well, you’ve read it. I think they enjoy being in there. I think because it’s so private, a place no one should really interrupt you. And it’s an intimate place, usually a place you’re the most vulnerable.
I’m sure the lights would be off. Maybe he’d leave the door open an inch so they could see a little bit. Very quiet, just that sound the surface of the water makes when you dip your hand in it. And Dew’s breath in his ear. Rain’s near silent gasps echoing off the tiles.
I think… they could fall asleep there. I know I haven’t really talked about what Dew is capable of but he could certainly keep bath water warm. (And rain is a bit too long to fall over and drown.)
Also thank you, I have been eying the binder with Kilonova in it and semi dreading/feeling very anxious about starting it again. I feel like tumblr changed the way I think about my own writing. There’s less anonymity than ao3. And as I learned in therapy, I do the fawning thing which means people pleasing which I already knew. And so now I’m worried I’m going to write what I think people want me to write rather than what I want to write. And I’m afraid of fucking it up in general.
It’s so stupid. I started it on a whim and wrote it for fun. And it’s fanfic for fucks sake it’s not that serious. But here I am.
So anyways, this was a fun chat because it got me thinking another them and the universe they exist in. It’s hard to explain. The Dew and Rain in that story are different than the ones everywhere else. They only exist there. Does that make sense?Idk maybe when ppl read it they think of rain and dew like they do with everything else. For me they’re separate. The ones I write about in other stories aren’t the same.
