#mie rants

[miedei]

Spencer obviously gets a little drunk everytime you let him into your bed, we've all known this. He gets overwhelmed with lust, and devotes his entire being to giving you pleasure.

But, being a little pussydrunk doesn't stop him from overflowing with affection, and he can't help himself from being all cutesy even while you're writhing against his light-green duvet.

Has your thighs slung over his shoulders, lower half of his face shining with slick. You can't help but whine at the sight of him, hips trying to buck under the weight of his right forearm slung over your stomach. He can't hold back, ready to dive back in, but not before cooing up at you sweetly, left hand snaking up the bed to intertwine your fingers with his.

Or you're straddling him, hips swivelling on autopilot as you're submerged in the rapture zapping up your spine. He's mesmerised by the sight, one hand smoothing up your side as the other trails up to smooth your hair back, cupping your face tenderly. Soft encouragements and declarations of devotion tumble from his lips, as if the two of you aren't on the brink of collapse.

Or you're being crowded into the sheets, your calves resting over his shoulders as he presses into you meanly. Your brain can't handle it, soft noises escaping your lips as your eyes flutter shut without your permission. That just won't do, he can't go without the eye contact he needs to make him feel even closer to you than he already is. Without moving his eyes from you, he turns his head, peppering soft kisses to the ankle hooked on his left shoulder, as he pleads for you to open your eyes in a low voice.

"Please, angel, just want to see your eyes. Love your eyes, love how you look at me, won't you look at me, honey?"

[miedei]

Spencer is a biter. Yes i will elaborate, thank you for asking:

Sometimes he just gets so overwhelmed with emotion that he has the urge to bite literally anything— his own fingers, his tie, pens (that he's sanitised and are only for his own use).

It can be brought on by anything, anger, frustration, irritation— anything that makes him so pent up that he just has to let it out somehow.

It's only when he starts seeing you that it comes on in happy moments too. When hugging you, he gets engulfed in affection, only able to fulfil that ache in his chest by biting down on your shoulder.

Or when you're just laying together in bed, you on your phone and him flicking through a book. The sheer domesticity of the situation hits him all at once, and he just has to lean over and nip at your fingers before turning back to his book, leaving you confused.

After a few weeks of this you start getting used to it. He never bites harshly, only a little, and it just becomes a cute quirk of his.

(but let's not talk about the first time you have sex and he gets so inundated with love that he just has to bite your asscheek or your inner thigh— soothing the pain immediately when he descends his mouth on you, but the bite marks remain for a while after)

[miedei]

if he's a baddie... and she's a baddie... then who's driving this porsche?

[miedei]

spencer's daughter goes nonverbal sometimes, when she's tired and when she's overwhelmed. spencer immediately launches into introducing sign into everyday life, even when she's alright with speaking.

starts with small things, like signing 'mom' or 'hungry', just enough to get you and him to understand what she wants, but slowly, it becomes more complex so she can fully express herself even when she's not speaking. they have little silly signs for random things, like the dog's name that slowly evolves into a little dance rather than a sign.

[miedei]

guess who this is huh

[miedei]

spencer is obsessed with the curve of your neck to a freakish degree

can't focus on anything when your hair is up because he's hypnotized by it

could list off and fully describe every necklace you own because he's just staring ALL THE TIME

takes every opportunity he has to shift your hair to the side so he can idly press kisses from your ear to your shoulder

[miedei]

Spencer is generally very routine with his eating habits. He knows himself well enough to know when he's hungry, and plans his meals around that. He's regimented enough that he rarely deviates from that. 3 square meals a day, usually a snack between each one, scarfed down at his desk.

He's always got something sweet and longlasting for him— a lollipop or a gobstopper for when he gets peckish and wants to gnaw on something around 16:00.

Alongside his own snack, he always has a little something extra in his messenger bag, not for him.

Next to it, tucked into the little pouch, something savoury for you— a packet of chips, or trail mix. Whenever he notices you're getting antsy (often around 3 hours after lunch, but he doesn't want to sound creepy and point it out), he'll wordlessly fish it out and slide it across his desk on to yours.

You're not dating. Of course not. But he notices. He packs food for you.

[miedei]

spencer eats it like this btw