#might even delete

[shxt-hexd]

since im getting ignored and no one wants to rp, I'm probably just gonna reply to one thread and not reblog much.

[wallflowersxandxdragons]

Bruh love must be crazy. I’ve never experienced it but the way people express it and not just by their words but through their facial expressions, actions, emotions It just seems insane. I think that’s why so many youngins try to rush into it or perceive everything as love. At the same time not all love is the same and age doesn’t prohibit you from experiencing it. Love is a thing that I think everyone strives for, mainly from someone else. We want to be adored, we want to be felt, we want to be wanted. No matter what everyone wants to feel like they matter and someone else besides themselves and family members thinks that they are the shit and a bag of chips lol. Sometimes people get to fall in love more than once and I think those people are the lucky ones because being in love is like living a different life. You learn new things with your significant other and sometimes the end result can be beautiful or leave you on the floor begging for death, but it’s an experience and I envy the people who get to go through that. I hope and pray that one day I will find someone who looks at me like scientists look at the super nova and touch me like an artist handles their art. I want to be loved unconditionally, and eternally. I want my happiness to seep through my glowing skin and show the world that I am gold. I don’t want my significant other to be my “other half” because I am already whole, I just want them to know my worth and their own and to stand by me always.