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As someone one who has also not seen encanto but does know what it’s about…I would say bring the tissues. Almost all of my siblings have watched it now and they’ve all told me it’s rough, but super super good.

I am currently refusing to watch it, I really want to and I will eventually but emotionally I simply cannot at the moment. It’s basically about generational childhood trauma in a Latinx family…and the main character just so happens to look a lot like me 🙃😂 (like I’ve had so many people send me snaps of them watching it and being like look it’s you as a cartoon character).

Also Lin Manuel Miranda did the music, so naturally it’s amazing

dude when i tell you i bawled my eyes out when i watched coco even tho i’m not mexican just bc the whole family topic hit me hard af istg if encanto is remotely just as emotional as coco was to me i’m—

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I mean…

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Too true. Too. True.

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Just one word???? That’s way too hard…but since it’s about htsm and I have no idea what to expect and imma go with “burn” oh or “fire” 👀 in hopes of getting a small spoiler of/about my favorite arsonist 😂

we're all so weak for arsonist Jin aren't we

for good reason obviously haha

            You frown, thinking. “Well…most winter ones have some sort of fire, I guess. You know, sitting next to the fireplace, roasting chestnuts. It’s supposed to be romantic.”

            “This is basically the same thing, then.”

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Wait one more bc I saw this while scrolling too and I know you’ve described Tae in htss with his floofy black hair I think

But now that I have this in my mind 🙃 which hurts even more bc dynamite Tae is what made me army 🥲🙃🙃🙃

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Okay wait wait wait…bc I also passed these pics on my way to finding that one and 👀👀👀

I guess welcome to my htss mood boards 🥲🙃😂

I'm living for the htss spam

also the photo with all of them and tae in the middle is superb. definitely htss tae vibes lol

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Look who I found 🥲 idk how I’ve never seen this picture…but I’ve never seen this before

#arsonist Jin the loml 😭

HA how could you do this to me 😭

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Hi 🥺

I really don’t know what to say besides I just blacked back in 😭. Let’s get a few things out of the way:

1) I did in fact turn back on my notifs for your blog bc I thought I was safe (I am in fact not safe but it’s okay bc I can shut my eyes really fast 😂🥲). But having them off was distressing in an odd way.

2) I have not read chapter 14 yet and it’s killing me BUT I am close. I thought about not messaging you until I was about to dive in but as I sat down today and looked at all the reblogs of previous chapters and ask I have in my drafts I thought I better just come clean right away 😞. This way I’ll post as I get done editing in my comments (and let’s be honest rereading even more) instead of just reblogging an embarrassingly amount of posts at a time and it being…✨a lot✨.

3) I saw the new pinned post…it was inevitable 🤧 (saving my freak out for later, but also I did kind of spoil the concept for myself from the get…there is still a lot to freak out about tho 😳. Oh and no other spoilers have breech so that’s good. I am still very much in the dark besides the title of the sequel. Which I am obsessed with by name alone)

4) Fourthly and most important: I missed you 🥺

I just saw you post about the prince Jimin fic and I couldn’t stand it anymore! I am feeling much more human these days and I’m really excited to catch up on what I missed (and send in my final 🤡 predictions for the ending of htss…I know I’m not safe to scroll your blog for anything until I’m caught up too!). I hope school started up okay and I know you’ll be busy with that so if you don’t get to go over all my reblogs and things I get it! Because it’s gonna be so much I will probably send an ask before I start reading chapter 14 that summarizes my predictions bc you know how much I love to clown myself 🤡🙃🥲. Otherwise my mad ramblings will be scattered amongst all the chapters 😂.

Honestly time freaks me tf out and I have no idea how almost 2 weeks went by??? I swear it feels like days to me. Stupid Einstein and his relativity. But yeah I am here and alive (a little sad so much time passed but trying not to dwell on it bc I can’t change it) and playing catch up on social media and just things in general. Yeah…so reblogs will start…probably immediately 😬

Hi 🥹🥹

1) I was literally about to send out a search party so I’m happy you’re here

2) I am happy to read all the reblogs and all the incoherent screaming you can manage.

3) pls I’m so excited. Htsm is purely self-indulgent and I can’t wait.

4) brb crying 😩 missed you too

Yes lots of time has passed. School has started, life is still crazy, and I’m happy to hear from you! I hope that when you get to chapter 14 you love it and enjoy it as much as I did. So happy to see you back in my inbox, it never ceases to make me grin and cackle haha

💕💕

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Jin is in fact a secret arsonist irl…confirmed 😂 sooo…in some way I feel like htss Jin foreshadowed this 😂

Sksksksk I KNEW IT

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As much as I wanna go with a green or that pale yellow (my fave colors at the moment) imma switch it up and go cashmere blue. I just googled paint colors so I thought I’d include the picture too 😂

Also hi I miss you 🥺

ooh these are all so pretty 🥺 and I miss you too 🥺🥺 lemme tell you I'm burying my head into this chapter of htss because I want you guys to be able to read it already, but no lie I'm like 4.5k into it and we haven't even scraped the surface lol

ANYWAYS *cracks knuckles*

Taehyung views the world through cashmere blue glasses. There's something unspeakably soft and curious as he reaches his hand out the window of a car, feeling the way the wind rushes past and buoys him up. There are days he's as radiant and beautiful as the sky, yet he always holds a little corner of gray close to his heart. After all, the sadness has always made everything else so much brighter.