#mile.txt

[boyeurism]

Was scrolling through my gallery in Google photos and ajdjjdjfjd

[fawnnbinary-archive]

Would you hate me if I used a manscaped ad as pose ref for a Men's Tits post be honest

[raakxhyr]

@swissarmyghoul I promised to make you a picture a long time ago. So, here's Tilly :)

[boyeurism]

okay.

[boyeurism]

JULIAN IN THE REMIXED BRAT ALBUM??? LOL???

[boyeurism]

the tlou fandom makes me so fucking mad. i really would like to engage in it but everyone is fucking horny in such an uncool way. there are indeed times you have to stay away from the fandom

[boyeurism]

tw: talk about SA, toxic internet spaces/fan communities. just want to let my thoughts out somewhere because it just won't leave my head

talking about it in here because twt is has character limits and because this can come across as way too personal and judgmental of very talented artists and might not be appropriate to just talk about a potentially triggering topic, not that anyone would've cared but maybe I should be careful. lately that I've been lurking into the Mouthwashing fandom way too closely I can't help but notice how the poor perspective of the overall situation of SA is extremely flawed by people; the perpetrator, the victim, the enabler, and the other people who were not able to see the situation. is very frustrating how everyone in that community goes around acting as if they are acting in a morally correct and smart way about it, and seem to be putting more care to that rather than, you know, put into more perspective an SA situation like is happening in the game and caring about the victim's decisions and humanization, making them to completely reduce the character to their victimhood and making me just think about how this reflects today's generation and society's reaction to SA.

like, for example; some pieces of fanart of the victim to depict her pain or situation have become way too famous and there's always some sort of discourse like "how could you find enjoyment through the fictional character who did this?" or "this artist actually has good perspective of this character and the overall story!" and the piece is completely mischaracterizing and reductive. like Anya telling 20-year-old Daisuke or him noticing what she's going through and taking care of her in some kind of way, and of course this could be with fan fictional intentions, but, that is not what happens, that is not a full understanding of it, Anya doesn't tell anything to Daisuke because he's young, and if she would've and he would've something about it, there's not way she could've saved her. and the point of her being helpless is shown by her telling the captain, or the older man Swansea, but they do nothing for her. I know that at some point there was nothing to be done since everyone was very limited after the crash but Anya was alone.

the fanarts of Anya's pain personally seem very untactful, something even triggering but that's a me issue, however, I just can't help but notice how they seem to be the kind of art that has become way too recurring to see when it comes to SA, mostly this image of handprints all over the victim's body. of course this might be comforting to create or to see for victims who feel connected to the character. but there are a lot of times when that art is made by an artist that somehow ends up mentioning that they haven't gone through that, and I just can't help but think how this is just how being a victim of SA is seen. I hope that doesn't sound shitty omg, just saying how the behavior of fan artists and fanatics is very reflective of society and that it just makes me eye roll, worst cases making me sad and drive me mad. not to mention how everything is more performative when some people find interest in the character who is a perpetrator and the fans straight up send rape threats to them or some shit because "it affects other victims" and some of those people have been victims themselves. their views and actions is what affect victims.

[boyeurism]

hanging this goofy ass photo of my beautiful son somewhere in the living room because I love him so very much